Mo Liuxi ate a little. The flavor was the sa, but he still felt annoyed. At last, he dropped the spoon and said, “Yan Su, one day, if you found that you don’t like anymore, or that you’ve fallen in love with another guy, you can just tell . Don’t cheat on , nor end our relationship in the worst way. I know the difference between pursuing soone you like and bothering soone and hoping that she’ll accept you.”
“To be honest, this is my first relationship. It’s not the sa for you. I want my first love to be beautiful, and of course, I want the best result.. that we keep loving each other, and get married like my sister and her husband.”
Yesterday, he didn’t spend too much ti in Luosang’s place. However, the way Luosang and Nian Junting lived their lives together made him think a lot.
“Like... being married to you for ten years, thirty years, but still feeling like it’s the first day of our marriage, every day.”
That was the life and love he wanted.
Yan Su’s hands shivered. She, of course, wanted the sa thing.
“Liuxi, if you believe , I can tell you that as long as you don’t cheat on or hurt , I won’t leave you.” Yan Su thought for a mont and said with a complicated feeling, “The day before yesterday, we were both not cool enough. I hope... that you won’t check in that way again. You scared and disrespected . I’m a person. Of course, you may not think of as a person at that mont. You probably thought of as a sluttish woman, so you felt that checking like that ant nothing to . But for ... it was humiliating because I believe I’m innocent.”
“I’m sorry.”
Mo Liuxi’s heart burned instantly. He dropped his head and apologized.
He didn’t know why he did that. It was as if jealousy ssed up his mind and disabled him from controlling himself.
He clearly rembered her saying that she hated him.
At that very mont, he hated her too.
“I let you do that because I felt sorry for lying to you and being unable to explain it.” Yan Su told the truth. “That doesn’t an that I don’t mind taking off my clothes to let you check if I’m a used thing.”
“Stop.” Mo Liuxi couldn’t bear listening to that. His veins throbbed in his temples. “I never saw you as a thing.”
Yan Su dropped her eyes and continued with, “I was wrong too. I shouldn’t have lied to you. In the future, I don’t think I’ll ever see Shi Xiang in private. I may et him at work, but I’ll tell you about it honestly.”
“Em.” Mo Liuxi responded with a low voice, “Just have the breakfast.”
The dining room fell into silence again. They had the breakfast, both feeling awkward.
At 8:40 a.m., Yan Su picked up her bag and left for school. Mo Liuxi followed behind her, keeping a distance of about ten ters.
...
After lunch, Mo Liuxi sat in a depressed mood by the rest area near the playground, watching so other boys playing basketball.
Zhang Hongchuan ca to him with a bottle of water and said, “Haven’t you guys made up yet?”
Mo Liuxi stayed silent for a while, then glanced at him, saying with a low voice, “We have, but I feel weird as if there’s suddenly a gap between us. I don’t know how to get back to the way we used to be.”
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