Gods' Games: Battle For Divinity! Chapter 19: The Inheritance

The ring transported him the way a decision transported you — not with movent, but with the imdiate and total arrival of sowhere else.

One mont he was in the small room on the tilting ship, the journal in his lap, the frozen musician playing his unchanging lody across the table. The next mont he was standing in white.

Not a white room. A white everything — the white of a space that had declined to have edges or dinsions or any of the contextual information that spaces usually provided as a courtesy.

The ground was solid under his feet but he couldn’t see where it ended because it didn’t appear to end. The light ca from nowhere specific and was everywhere. He looked left and right and behind him and in every direction there was more of the sa dinsionless expanse, and he stood in it with the specific posture of a man who was going to adapt to this or adapt to this because those were the available options.

Seven doors floated in the middle distance.

Not set into walls. Not attached to fras. Simply present, each one vertical and self-contained in the white, arranged with the equidistant patience of things that had been here a long ti and had no plans to be anywhere else. He looked at each one in turn.

Dark timber, ancient, the surface worn smooth at the handle by hands he would never et. Pale stone, formal, the kind of door that belonged on a civic building. tal and industrial, vault architecture, the door of sothing that took security seriously. Translucent, with sothing behind it moving in a way he couldn’t resolve into a clear image no matter how long he looked. Black, completely light-absorbing — he recognized the quality from the wheel segnts in the Grand Hall and noted the recognition. An open rectangle, no door at all, just a fra with darkness on the other side. And the last one: old bone color, warm even at this distance, worn at its edges the sa way the journal cover had been worn.

He stood and he assessed.

’Seven doors. Grur’s journal described the Inheritance as containing multiple components. The First Great Scythe built this deliberately as a series rather than a single transfer. The doors are either a sequence or a selection, and I don’t know which, and the thod for determining which is probably whatever the doors do next.’

He was moving toward the dark timber door — oldest, most imdiately readable, the material that suggested history and history was where technique lived — when one of the others did sothing.

Not light. Not sound. Sothing that arrived without using the normal channels for arriving — a specific quality of pull in the direction of the bone-white door, not physical force but the thing that felt like a rembered obligation. The sa quality as the flute in the cave. The sa feeling as standing in a cold room and noticing, without deciding to, that your feet have moved toward the fire.

He changed direction. He walked to the bone-white door.

He opened it.

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The sll arrived before anything he could see.

Damp carpet and cheap cooking oil and the specific chemical formula of the cleaning product his father used on the kitchen floor every Sunday, because Sunday was the day the week reset and the floor got cleaned and his father had made those two things the sa ritual for as long as Max could rember. He had not encountered this particular combination in nineteen years and his body recognized it before his eyes had finished opening onto where he was — a tightening in the chest that preceded thought by a clean half second, the physical mory of a nervous system that rembered this place without consulting him.

He was in the hallway.

The building’s hallway, the ground-floor corridor of an apartnt block he could have navigated blind, that he had navigated in the dark on many nights for fifteen years because the light at the end of the hall only worked when it felt like it. The carpet was faded brown. The hooks beside the door had his father’s coat on them — grey, collar worn thin at the fold from the way his father’s hand went to it when he ca in from the cold.

He understood what this was before he finished looking.

He stood in the hallway and did not move.

From sowhere that was not quite below him but ca from that direction the way sound had always co from that direction in this building, he heard a boy screaming.

He went down.

Not because he wanted to. Because the boy screaming was him and he could not make himself stand still while that was happening regardless of knowing — with the complete rational knowledge of an adult who had co out the other side of this night — that the screaming stopped. That he survived. That this particular story had an afterward.

He stood in the doorway of the main room and watched it happen.

Young Max had both arms around the largest thug’s calf, and he was not crying. Max had understood this distinction even at twelve and understood it differently now from the outside: the boy was not afraid, or not only afraid. He was doing the only thing available to him, which was to put his body between his father and the n he couldn’t stop, and screaming was the sound of that effort. Not fear. Action. The only action a twelve-year-old had.

His father was on the floor. Three n providing the reason. The fourth was on the couch — tailored suit, wine glass, the quality of attention of soone watching a thing they had arranged rather than a thing that was happening to them. He did not participate. He observed and occasionally instructed. His shoes were clean and he was maintaining that deliberately.

Max stood in the doorway and looked at his father’s face.

He had not let himself look at his father’s face in a long ti. In the years since, he had allowed himself the broad outline of the mory — what happened, what changed, what the night produced — but not the specific details of his father’s expression, which had been the most difficult part of it to carry and the part he had put down the earliest and the most permanently.

His father did not look afraid. He had been afraid of this in the weeks before, Max knew, had seen the shape of the fear in the way his father moved through the apartnt in those weeks — quieter, more deliberate, the movent of soone carrying sothing heavy and trying not to show it. But on the night itself, his father’s face had the quality of tiredness more than terror. A man who had been expecting a bill and had finally received it and was simply reading the total.

The man in the suit says, at the point where Max knew then and knows now is the point where everything has already been decided: "Let the boy go. He’s watching. This is better for him than anything school will teach him."

The thugs step back. Young Max goes to his father’s side. The man in the suit looks at the boy with the detached assessnt of soone evaluating a property.

"You’re not crying," he says.

Young Max does not answer. He is looking at his father, who is looking back at him with that tired face, that exhausted recognition.

"That’s interesting," the man in the suit says. He stands, straightens his jacket, picks up the wine glass for a final sip. He looks at young Max for one more mont. "Rember this. The man on the floor made choices that led to this floor. The man who put him there made different choices. That’s all this is. Choices and their consequences. Nothing personal."

He leaves. The thugs follow. The door closes.

The room is very quiet.

Young Max kneels beside his father and the silence between them has the quality of sothing that doesn’t need words and can’t be improved by them.

His father says, with the economy of a man who knows he has a limited remaining number of sentences: "Don’t beco him."

Young Max says nothing.

His father says: "Max."

"Which one," young Max says, and his voice is flat in a way that no twelve-year-old’s voice should be flat, and his father closes his eyes because the answer to that question is both of them and neither of them and sothing his son is going to have to figure out for himself.

Young Max kneeled beside his father and Max stood in the doorway and watched what happened between them in the silence, and it was the most important conversation he had ever witnessed and it contained no words.

His father’s chest stopped moving.

Young Max stood up.

Max watched the boy look at the door the man in the suit had walked through, and he watched the thing that happened in the boy’s face in that mont — not visible exactly, not a change in expression, more a settling, the way a chanism settled when it finally reached the configuration it had been building toward. The boy who kneeled and the boy who stood were the sa person. They were also not.

Max stood in the doorway until the scene began to go — the carpet first, then the sll, then the shape of his father’s coat on the hook, receding in the order that things receded when you let go of them honestly rather than suppressing them, which was to say slowly and all the way down.

He carried sothing out of it that he hadn’t brought in. He did not try to identify what it was right now. He would have ti for that later, sowhere that wasn’t in the middle of sothing else.

The hallway finished fading.

And all of a sudden he t himself sowhere else.

He was in a street.

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Septur architecture — enormous, angular, built in materials chosen for permanence over aesthetics, the buildings rising far above him in the flat grey light of a sky that was neither day nor night. The streets were wide and straight and swept clean. The city was intact. Not ruined — abandoned, which was a different thing: ruin implied sothing had done the damage, but this city had simply stopped, all at once, in the middle of being exactly what it was.

There was no one. In every direction the streets were empty, the buildings closed, the city present and unpopulated.

He walked slowly and read the inscriptions on the building faces — the sa script as the journal, readable to him the sa way the journal had been readable, arriving as aning rather than translation. Clan declarations. Founding records. The formal self-inscription of a civilization that had known it was worth docunting.

He was still reading when the laughter arrived.

Not distant. Imdiate — the laughter of soone standing very close, finding sothing genuinely funny.

He turned.

Twenty feet away, in the exact center of the street, stood himself.

Every detail correct. His face, his build, his hands, the jacket, the outline of the Ace of Spades in the chest pocket. Identical in every observable asurent except two things: the grin, which was wider than his face should have been able to produce and which carried sothing that was not quite humor and not quite anything else he had a clean na for. And the eyes — his eyes, his exact shade and shape — carrying a quality he had never seen in any mirror. A brightness. The kind of brightness that lived in the narrow space between delight and sothing considerably less comfortable.

The figure looked at him.

The grin got wider.

"You’re here?" it said, in his voice, with an inflection his voice had never carried — the sound of soone who had been waiting for sothing for a very long ti and could not quite believe it had finally arrived.

Max’s hand went to the shotgun.