Among the nine awakenings, there are three that require awakening through the Secret Collection. These three depend on comprehension, rather than resources like the other awakenings.
When Chen Guan awakened His Spirit, he realized that relying on oneself is better than relying on others, and seeking gods is less effective than seeking oneself. By considering oneself as a deity, one can surely transform into one.
The sa comprehension cannot serve as the foundation for awakening the Secret Collection again.
As Chen Guan operated the Secret Technique of One, he pondered the points of connection between this technique and himself.
He already had many ideas, but those ideas were not sufficient to support his awakening of the Secret Collection.
For instance, Chen Guan had thought that the Secret Technique of One could give birth to two, two to four, and so forth, with Primordial Energy extending infinitely.
He could also generate two from one, four from two, eight from four, infinitely spanning generations, just like Yu Gong once thought.
Unfortunately, such enlightennt did not enable him to awaken the Secret Collection.
Then Chen Guan contemplated whether his Spiritual Power, rebuilt through the Reverse Elent Skill, surpassed others' Alien Elental Energy in quality and density—could he develop in this direction?
Starting from this perspective, Chen Guan devised another idea.
Could this characteristic of Spiritual Power be combined with the theory of evolution, allowing his body to continually evolve and strengthen itself, comprehending a state akin to Returning to the True Self, using Primordial Energy to enhance physical strength?
This idea also failed to awaken the Secret Collection, and this path was inaccessible.
"How exactly can I awaken the Secret Collection?" Chen Guan considered many paths, feeling optimistic about each, but all ended in failure.
Exasperated with no clue, Chen Guan decided to seek others' experiences.
The first person he approached was Bai Xiuyan, known for his wise advice, which always resonated well with Chen Guan.
After hearing Chen Guan's account, Bai Xiuyan chuckled, saying: "Actually, the second Secret Collection differs from the first. Though both develop oneself, the first primarily focuses on self-observation, true understanding, and pursuit of reality, essentially tapping into one's potential."
"The second Secret Collection, while also self-developing, emphasizes one's relationship with the universe and all things. Why are people born into the world? What impact does a person's birth have on it? What can one contribute to this world? These are the directions you need to contemplate. Every individual's thoughts and perceptions differ, so my reflections may not suit you."
Upon hearing this, Chen Guan felt enlightened, finding Bai Xiuyan's guidance exceedingly helpful, especially from soone as insightful as Bai Xiuyan.
"Brother Bai, what was your answer when you pondered this?" Chen Guan inquired of Bai Xiuyan.
Bai Xiuyan sternly replied, "I add color to the world, leaving a hue behind,"
Chen Guan nodded slightly, grasping Bai Xiuyan's aning—it was quite humble.
His words aim to make the world more beautiful—a noble vision beyond ordinary reach, one Chen Guan couldn't attain.
After leaving Bai Xiuyan's place, Chen Guan sought out Jin Taohua.
Considering Bai Xiuyan's lofty thoughts were beyond him, perhaps Jin Taohua, this Female Demon, wouldn't be so noble, possibly offering valuable insights.
After hearing what Chen Guan said, Jin Taohua remained silent for a long ti before stating, "My realization isn't suitable for you."
"Currently, I can't find direction. Could you share sothing to enrich my experience and guide my choice?" Chen Guan pleaded softly.
He didn't consider himself good, believing people like Jin Taohua, with mixed morals, might offer fitting experiences.
Chen Guan speculated that Jin Taohua refrained due to dark realizations she didn't want publicly known.
However, Chen Guan desired darkness—the darker, the better.
With persistent coaxing, despite her reluctance, Jin Taohua finally revealed it to Chen Guan.
"All things born nourish , and I repay the heavens with myself," Jin Taohua said.
Chen Guan heard it and froze, looking complexly at Jin Taohua, asking, "Taohua, are you sure this was your mindset during your sixth awakening?"
"During my Sixth Sense, I hadn't yet encountered the world's darkness," Jin Taohua said, expelling Chen Guan; she loathed discussing these matters.
Chen Guan initially thought Jin Taohua had a dark mindset, but the real fool was himself—her realization was filled with great love.
"So, in the end, I'm the only villain, right?" Unbelieving, Chen Guan approached others with this question.
"You treat
sincerely; I respond sincerely," Nan Zilan provided this answer.
"After enduring hardship, countless ancestors passed their bloodline to . I must expand this heritage, elevating it to the pinnacle of the world," offered Ma Xiaolong, who's recently experienced Sixth Sense.
Ma Xiaolong added that this realization ford only after joining the Purple Sun Corps, promising to destroy demon lands, trod demons underfoot, and beco a hero like the Purple General.
Chen Guan never revealed himself as Zi Donglai to Ma Xiaolong, so he remained uninford.
"I refuse to believe I'm the only one with impure thoughts in the Purple Sun Corps," Chen Guan insisted, seeking others.
He approached Fujimura Reiko, who answered, "You treat
as an ally; I repay with my body—a warrior dies for their confidant."
Like Jin Taohua, Fujimura Reiko was career-oriented. Entrusted by Chen Guan to command Purple Sun City, she saw him as a ntor and confidant, enabling her Sixth Sense.
"Gao Weiqiang might have so dark side due to his Talent, right?" Chen Guan considered, convinced Gao Weiqiang couldn't be all grand and bright.
Beyond awakening, Chen Guan now sought to prove the world didn't contain only one villain—him.
"Even if only one person sees , this world hasn't failed ," Gao Weiqiang's answer made Chen Guan utterly give up.
"How could it be? Like-minded people shouldn't land
with this bunch. Must be a mistake, right? Am I truly good, just unaware?" Chen Guan doubted himself.
Thus, he began apprehending the way, testing for self-misunderstanding.
"All things born nurture ; I repay heaven's grace."
Hmm, no reaction.
"A warrior dies for confidants; won groom for admirers, open..."
Hmm, still no reaction.
"Destiny grants talent purpose; I repay grievances with virtue to transform many..."
"In antiquity, divine beings sacrificed for justice; I, Chen Guan, bring fortune to all…"
"..."
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