Gardenia of Blooming Desire Chapter 102: Merry and Ramuja

rry was dragging Ramuja around since the mont Young Lord Aster was stepping down after his opening speech. Ramuja was going to follow his master as always, but sohow, rry dragged him around like a ragdoll until he was overwheld, because rry's grip felt so strong.

They stopped in the west garden and sat on a bench side to side, rry was still holding Ramuja's hand and looked up to the sky. The cold wind didn't bother her at all, since she had been raised in a place with very harsh condition, but Ramuja shivered slightly.

"Are you cold?" rry asked, "Give your right hand."

Ramuja gave his right hand reluctantly and rry rubbed their hands together until there was warmth in their palm. Then, rry put her warm palm to Ramuja's cheek.

"Better?" rry smiled. Ramuja nodded silently. There was an awkward silence between them before Ramuja asked about her intention, "rry, why are we here?"

rry frowned, "To spend ti together? Why not? We're just a peasant girl and a slave here, I'm sure we don't need to attend those rich nobles banquet."

"But I need to attend Young Lord"

rry chuckled, "Relax, Ramuja. Young Lord must be busy with those people, he must've talked with those nobles about um business? I don't know about that stuff, but I don't think we need to know anyway. Let's just enjoy the garden!"

"But" Ramuja wanted to rebuke that, because he knew that Young Lord never liked useless small talks, socializing, or baseless gathering. He knew that Young Lord would always leave those to his mother, Grand Duchess, and preferred to stay in a quiet place, like flower garden or his own balcony.

'There is no way that Young Lord would join the crowd, he is a loner'

'Wwhat if he is waiting for ?'

'Wwhat if so random nobles try to flirt with him?'

'That nasty man, Gaum, must be trying to kiss him right now! II have to protect Young Lord!'

Ramuja stood from the bench imdiately and walked out of the garden, but rry chased him and grabbed his hand, "WWhere are you going?" rry asked nervously.

"I have to go to Young Lord, he needs !" Ramuja replied.

"Why would you need to? There are a lot of people there! You are going to be a nuisance to him!" rry persisted, she tightened the grip around Ramuja's arm.

" Young Lord never sees as a nuisance." Ramuja replied again, but this ti, he replied firmly. As if there was a firm belief in his heart.

Ramuja recalled again the mont between him and Young Lord, he tried to recall any bad mory where Young Lord abused him, yet, he rembered nothing but sweetness.

"Please release my hand, rry."

rry looked straight to Ramuja's eyes. Her eyes were red as she was holding her tears. She said nothing, but bit her lower lip. Her eyes looked lost and she begged to Ramuja, "What about ? We haven't even spent an hour together since the mont we t here, you didn't even have the initiative to et "

"Nno"

"Ramuja, am I that forgettable?" rry started sobbing. She released Ramuja's arm and covered her face, "I know you are now living with the richest family in Golden Callia, but am I that forgettable?"

"Mrry, please don't cry" Ramuja was flustered, he hugged rry and patted her back gently, "I didn't an like that but I have my responsibility."

"Responsibility? But Young Lord didn't even seem to care about you that much! He He can buy another slave like a kid buying a candy!" rry retorted. She pushed Ramuja away from her.

"What about ? I work day and night to collect money, so I can free you! so I can save for our family! Don't you know how much we missed you?" rry's expression looked really hurt. Which made Ramuja feel even more guilty. Since all what she said was true.

Young Lord never hurt him and treat him as a human being, but it didn't an that he specifically liked Ramuja. He could be bored with him anyti, and if that ti ca, Young Lord might've bought a new slave, younger, fresher, and much more fun than him

"Fine, if you are so devoted with your duty as a personal slave, then please go" rry said, "We might be able to speak normally when I finally freed you from that slave contract."

Seeing rry looked so hurt, made Ramuja's determination wavered. Because all what she said was true. Indeed, he ignored rry too much. She worked really hard every day to give her freedom, yet, he was very ungrateful to her.

'But Young Lord'

'No, Young Lord has Jain, he can definitely protect Young Lord'

There was another guilt in Ramuja's heart, as he felt really empty when he was not around his master. But when he saw rry again, he saw a certain future between them, probably the right choice, the bright one.

'YYoung Lord, forgive I have to accompany this girl first'

'Because she was the one who think of every day. I'm sorry for being an egoist.'

"II will accompany you, here" Ramuja said.

rry wiped her tears and looked at Ramuja with hopeful eyes, "Really?!"

" yes."

rry smiled happily and took Ramuja's hand. She walked around the garden with Ramuja and their fingers intertwined, searching for each other's warmth. rry talked about her days as street singer, accompanied with the garden candle lamps that decorated many edges of the garden, the whole atmosphere between them was very romantic and beautiful.

rry chuckled many tis while telling her experiences, while Ramuja just listened and smiled few tis in response of those stories. He responded well, sotis he replied with another joke. But all what he could think was his Young Lord, again, again and again.

As if there was a magnet that made him lost focus every ti.

"Ramuja? Are you tired?" rry asked.

"No"

"Well, you were spaced out few tis. Anyway, I have to perform soon too!" rry giggled, "Let's go to banquet again, my bandmates must be waiting!"

She pulled Ramuja with her and they left the garden. They went back to the banquet and walked past the crowd of nobles who were discussing about business. Ramuja's eyes observed around and saw no presence of Young Lord around.

He also saw no presence of that promiscuous Gaum Cresthold. The last mont Ramuja saw before he was dragged by rry, was the sight of Gaum blocking Young Lord Aster and then, they talked about sothing.

'Sure thing, Gaum already entertained Young Lord' Ramuja said in his heart dejectedly.

Ramuja stood behind the gathering crowd who was waiting for the performance of this trending street band in Dionde City. They knew that the girl had a very beautiful voice, and was offered many jobs outside of the city, but rejected all of them. This autumn banquet was also the only formal aristocrats party that she accepted for so unknown reason.

rry glanced at Ramuja who was standing behind the crowd and watching her attentively, she gave her cheerful smile and said, "This song is for honorable Ladies and Gentlen who is currently in love."

I am but a humble heart,

Under your mighty throne.

Yet I cannot help but adore,

The way you give your attention.

Trust , you always fill my mind,

So never doubt , because I breathe after you.