[GL] I'm Just A Side Character... So Why Is The Heroine Chasing Me?! Chapter 83: Manageable

Zhao Han showed up to the fifth bell assessnt with both hands wrapped.

Not because he had been injured. Because he had been practicing forms the night before using a reference scroll he had borrowed from the library, and sowhere around the third hour he had realized his grip technique was fundantally wrong, and sowhere around the fourth hour he had given himself friction burns on both palms trying to correct it.

Master Jiang looked at the wrappings. He looked at Zhao Han’s face, which was carrying the expression of soone prepared to be told they had done sothing foolish and ready to receive it without complaint.

"What happened?" Master Jiang said.

"I was practicing."

"Without instruction."

"I wanted to be prepared."

"For an assessnt." A pause. "Of your baseline."

Zhao Han absorbed this. "I see the issue now."

Master Jiang made the sound he made when a disciple had arrived at a correct conclusion through the wrong route. Not quite approval. Not quite the opposite either. He pointed at the training ground. "Walk to the center. Stand still. Do nothing."

Zhao Han walked to the center and stood still and did nothing.

This was, it turned out, the assessnt.

Master Jiang circled him slowly. He looked at the way Zhao Han held his shoulders, the distribution of his weight between his feet, the natural position of his hands when they were not doing anything purposeful. He pressed two fingers briefly to the back of Zhao Han’s neck and then to his left wrist, a light spiritual probe that Zhao Han felt as a faint warmth moving through his pathways.

"Your ridians are clear," Master Jiang said. "Completely clear. Whatever damaged them before has left no permanent obstruction." He stopped in front of him. "Your spiritual root is single natured. Earth. The quality is..." He paused in the way of soone revising their expectation upward. "Solid. Denser than it should be for soone who has not cultivated formally."

"I was ill for a long ti," Zhao Han said. "I did not cultivate. But I read. Everything I could find about cultivation theory, foundation building, ridian developnt. I did not have anything else to do."

"You read theory for years without being able to practice."

"Yes, sir."

Master Jiang looked at him for a mont. "Your sister did the sa thing in exile. She had almost no spiritual energy to work with for years. So she learned everything else." He turned and walked to the equipnt rack at the edge of the ground. "The theory is in your body. It has nowhere to go yet, but it is there. That is not a small thing." He pulled a basic practice staff from the rack and returned. "Hold this."

Zhao Han held it. Badly, but with clear awareness that it was badly.

"Your instinct about the grip is correct," Master Jiang said, adjusting his hands with brisk efficiency. "Your execution was wrong. Here. And here." He repositioned each hand in turn. "How long did you practice last night?"

"Four hours."

"That is why your palms are wrapped."

"Yes, sir."

"Four hours of incorrect practice builds incorrect muscle mory. Co back tomorrow and we will begin from the beginning." He took the staff back. "Today you will watch the sixth bell session and tell afterward what you noticed about each student’s weak point. Not their strength. Their weak point." He put the staff away. "If you can identify three correctly out of six students, we start training this week. If you cannot, you co back in three days."

Zhao Han nodded. He looked at the training ground with the focused quiet that was becoming familiar.

"Sir," he said, before Master Jiang could walk away. "The friction burns. Was that a problem? For the assessnt?"

Master Jiang looked at him over his shoulder. "It told you worked until sothing stopped you instead of stopping yourself. That is both a problem and a quality." He kept walking. "Unwrap your hands before the session. Air heals faster."

...

Lan Yue was in the garden when Zhao Han found her that afternoon. She was sitting on the bench by the pond with a bowl of cold rice from lunch that she had been eating slowly while staring at nothing in particular, which was the recovering from a week of crisis version of her normal thinking face.

He dropped onto the bench beside her without asking. This was also simply what Zhao Han did.

"I identified five out of six," he said.

Lan Yue looked at him. "From the assessnt?"

"Master Jiang said three was passing. I got five." He said it without boasting. Just reporting. "The sixth one I missed because I thought his weak point was his footwork but it was actually his tendency to telegraph his dominant hand before every strike. The footwork is a problem but it is a known problem. He knows it too. The hand telegraph he does not know about."

"Master Jiang told you that?"

"After. He said the footwork was a decoy and I was too focused on the obvious." Zhao Han looked at the pond. "He also said I start training this week."

Lan Yue smiled. Genuine, full, the kind that arrived before she decided on it. "Good," she said. "That is really good, Xiao Han."

He glanced at her sideways. "You sound like Elder Sister when you say it like that."

"Like what?"

"Like you an it completely. No performance." He picked up a small pebble from the path edge and turned it between his fingers. "She does not complint people often but when she does it lands differently than when other people do it. Because there is nothing extra in it. Just the thing itself." He set the pebble down. "You do that too."

Lan Yue looked back at the pond. The carp circled. One of them, the large orange one that had been there longest, drifted close to the surface and then sank back down with the lazy dignity of a creature that had seen everything and decided none of it was urgent.

"Can I ask you sothing?" she said.

"You can ask anything," Zhao Han said imdiately.

"What was it like. When she was gone." She said it carefully, not looking at him. "You were five when she was banished. You were fifteen before you ca here. That is ten years of..."

"Waiting," he said quietly. "That is what it was. Ten years of waiting and not being allowed to say I was waiting." He was quiet for a mont. The pebble was back in his hand, turning slowly. "They did not let send letters. I wrote them anyway. I kept them in a box under my floorboard. Fifty three letters over ten years."

Lan Yue felt sothing tighten in her chest.

"She does not know about the letters," Zhao Han continued. "I am going to give them to her eventually. When it feels right." He set the pebble down again with a small, precise click. "I just want her to know that I never stopped. Even when I was very small and I did not fully understand what had happened, I knew she was sowhere and I kept talking to her anyway." He looked at Lan Yue. "Does that make sense?"

"Yes," Lan Yue said. Her voice ca out slightly less steady than she intended. "That makes complete sense."

He studied her face with that quiet, assessing attention.

"You care about her," he said. Not accusatory. Not teasing. Just noticing, the way he noticed everything.

"Yes," Lan Yue said. She did not qualify it or deflect it or send it sideways. Just the thing itself.

Zhao Han nodded slowly. He looked at the pond again. "She did not have anyone for a very long ti," he said. "She is not always sure what to do with having people." He paused. "She is learning. I can see it. It is just... slow. Like watching ice decide whether to lt."

Lan Yue almost laughed. "Mo Tian said sothing similar. He called her a glacier deciding whether to beco a river."

"That is accurate." The corner of his mouth moved. "The river is winning, though. Anyone who pays attention can see that." He stood, brushed off his robes, and looked down at her with an expression that was very slightly too old for his face in the way that had been true since the first ti Lan Yue t him. "She put a flower on your windowsill before dawn. I saw her. I was up early because of the practice and I saw her co back from the garden with it." He paused. "She cuts them cleanly. She brought shears."

He walked away back toward the dormitories, easy and unhurried, hands in his sleeves.

Lan Yue sat with that information for a long mont.

She brought shears.

Not just passing by the plum tree. Not a blossom that happened to be within reach. Shears, which ant she had planned it, had brought the right tool, had cut the stem cleanly so it would stay fresh longer.

Lan Yue pressed both hands over her face and breathed.

...

The evening found everyone at dinner, which had beco a different thing than it used to be. Quieter. Not the silence of people being careful around each other, but the comfortable noise of people who had stopped performing for each other and were simply occupying the sa space in whatever way ca naturally.

Tang Xiaoli was trying to explain to Zhao Han why the compression ratio of his rice ball was structurally suboptimal and what this said about his natural intuition for density, which was not a conversation that made sense but was clearly fascinating to both of them.

Bai Xuelan had brought her scroll again and was reading between bites with the focused efficiency of soone who had decided that als were also working ti and saw no reason to apologize for this.

Mo Tian arrived late, sat down at the end of the table, and accepted the tea that appeared in front of him from no clearly identifiable source. He had been in etings with the sect council most of the day. He looked like soone who had spent many hours being diplomatic and was now extrely tired of being diplomatic.

"The council approved the provisional elder appointnt," he said to no one in particular. "Elder Zhou is confird. It took four sessions and two recesses and one mont where I genuinely considered using imperial authority to make soone stop talking."

"Did you?" Tang Xiaoli asked, interested.

"I considered it. I did not. I have a reputation for restraint to maintain." He drank his tea. "Elder Zhou is competent and unconnected to the Zhao or Qin family entanglents. The council is functional again." He glanced down the table at Zhao Lingxi. "Your family’s formal response to the inquiry findings arrived today as well. The head of the Zhao household has acknowledged the elder’s misconduct and submitted a written apology to the sect."

Zhao Lingxi received this the sa way she received most information about her family, with a composed neutrality that did not invite elaboration.

"Is it genuine?" Zhao Han asked from beside Tang Xiaoli, with the directness of soone who had grown up watching powerful adults say things they did not an.

"No," Zhao Lingxi said simply. "It is strategic. The family is protecting what remains of its reputation. The apology costs them nothing and distances them from the elder’s actions officially." She picked up her chopsticks. "It is the correct political move. I would have made the sa one."

"Does it bother you?" Zhao Han asked.

She looked at him. "Less than it would have a year ago." She held his gaze steadily. "I have better things to think about now."

Zhao Han looked at Lan Yue. Lan Yue looked at her bowl. The tips of her ears went pink. Tang Xiaoli made a sound into her sleeve that she imdiately converted into a cough.

Bai Xuelan turned a page.

"The rice ball’s structural integrity is actually quite good," Zhao Han told Tang Xiaoli, returning to their conversation with the seamless redirection of soone who had made his point and was satisfied. "I just think you are applying alchemy logic to a food item."

"All food items are alchemy," Tang Xiaoli said, imdiately reengaged. "You are simply not looking at them correctly."

The dinner continued. The candles burned steadily. Outside, the mountain evening settled into its familiar cold and quiet. Inside the dining hall it was warm, and ordinary, and full of the particular kind of noise that ant everyone at the table had decided, without saying so, that this was a place they belonged.

Lan Yue looked around at all of them.

She thought about fifty three letters in a box under a floorboard. About shears brought to a garden before dawn. About a woman who was learning, slowly, what it felt like to have people who stayed.

She reached for her tea.

Beside her, so naturally it barely registered, Zhao Lingxi refilled it without being asked.

Their fingers did not touch. But the red thread humd, warm and content, and Lan Yue wrapped both hands around the cup and let the warmth settle into her palms.

It was a small thing. It was everything.