Of course, not in the way a man would to a woman.
Instead, he felt that she had a story behind her and it would be better for him to put his life on the line as soone useful rather than staying rotten in that place. Even though Nan San was not a bad person and arranged for them to work properly in that place… He wanted to see a wider world.
Through following Nan Hua for so many years, Nan Si was able to see many things as Nan Hua's shadow.
It could be said that he was the persons closest to Nan Hua and able to see her decision making. Even though there were tis when he didn't follow Nan Hua for so reason, but most of the ti, he would be present.
It was fascinating.
Nan Si seed to understand that Nan Hua had sothing in her that made others willing to follow her.
She seed to be a natural leader.
But at the sa ti, Nan Hua seed to hesitate to stand under the light and stayed under the darkness. She was more comfortable in a world where no one could see her and no one paid attention to her.
In this way, she could do what she wanted freely.
Nan Si watched it all.
And he also participated in many matters related to it.
Training, guarding, living…
He might be only a shadow that followed Nan Hua's footsteps, but he felt that he had lived a very good life. A life that allowed him to see many things about life and many other things.
But no matter what, he didn't want to leave Nan Hua's side.
Continuing to be her shadow seed to have beco Nan Si's livelong dream by now.
He still rembered the brat that Nan Hua took for a while. That brat wanted to see the wider world and chose to leave and explore the world. Because he wanted to see a completely different world than what he had seen so far.
And…
Nan Si knew through Nan Hua's words that seeing that brat seed to be seeing herself when she was young. A wild person who couldn't be controlled but ended up living in that kind of life.
It was quite miserable.
Given the chance to go out, he took it and left.
Nan Si knew very well that there were many people with the sa fate as him. There was simply no choice given to him from the very beginning and all he could do was to live his life.
Unless he wanted to die.
Nan Si looked at Long Ai Ning. "The rest is that I follow Miss and you should have known about this."
Long Ai Ning nodded in understanding.
Naturally, she knew that Nan Si has been following Nan Hua for a long ti.
"One more question."
"Yes?"
"Is Nan Si your real na?"
Real na?
Nan Si blinked his eyes and then shook his head. "If you an the na given by my parents, I don't rember my na anymore. This is the na that Miss gave to and the only na I identified myself."
He didn't like his parents and didn't have much mory about them anymore by now. For him, the na that they had given him when he was born was not important. These people could abandon him without hesitation, so why should he bother to rember the na that they gave him?
The na that Nan Hua gave to him is better.
Well…
Nan Si knew that Nan Hua didn't bother to give them any na that was aningful, though. It was for the sake of convenience that she used number for their na.
From Yi, Liang, San, Si, Wu, and so on.
They only needed to add the surna Nan to their na and then it was done.
It was quite a miracle no one found out the truth that the Dark Moon Organization is an organization under the Nan Family. From this surna alone, there should have been so peel who were suspicious of the Nan Family.
Then again, it was not his business.
They never really used their surna when they were outside and directly called using their number.
And the number nine, Jiu, was actually taken by Nan Hua.
But she herself rarely took the mission from Dark Moon Organization because she had no intention to be involved in the organization's mission deeply. There were already many people whom she could send to perform mission, why does she has to do it herself.
"I see." Long Ai Ning nodded in understanding.
"How about you?" Nan Si asked curiously.
"Ai Ning is my real na," Long Ai Ning replied. "Master just make change my surna."
Since she will follow the Long Family, Long Qian Xing let her change her surna. In this way, she truly belonged to the Long Family.
Nan Si nodded.
Long Ai Ning looked at Nan Si in front of her curiously and asked, "You don't seem to be very curious about my past or anything about ?"
"It's not that I'm not curious but I think that if you want to tell , you will do it yourself," Nan Si replied. "And from the way it looks like, you don't seem to have any plan to do so yet. So I just need to wait and there's no need to be so impatient."
Hearing Nan Si's answer, Long Ai Ning smiled and chuckled. She raised her hand and then pinched Nan Si's cheek. "You're really kind, Ah Si."
Nan Si looked at his wife helplessly.
She has always been very playful and it was really hard for him to deal with her. But at the sa ti, it was this kind of liveliness that he rarely saw in his world.
After all, following Nan Hua ant to see the darkest of the world.
And many sides of the world that would have never been shown to the surface in the past.
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