Knowing that Jin Yan had committed suicide was one thing, but hearing it from soone else was another.
Xia Ning felt her chest tighten again. She said in a low voice,""What's going on?"
"I don't know. I also want to ask you what happened! Weren't you two fine before? why did you suddenly beco distant from him? don't you know that he likes you?"
Faced with du Yi's questioning, Xia Ning did not know what to say. She knew that Jin Yan liked her, but so what? what did he do before he fell in love with her?
Now that Jin Yan was dead, she shouldn't think about those bad things anymore.
But she didn't understand why he had to walk down a dead end.
Du Yi's questions were ant to remind her of the fact that Jin Yan was dead.
A living person who had given her countless warmth had left just like that, without a sound, without giving her any ti to prepare.
However, du Yi continued,"up until yesterday, he was still recording songs in the recording studio. During this period of ti, he seed to have gone crazy, burying himself in work and not even caring about his own health. Do you know that in the past few months, he has lost 30 pounds? I advised him not to work so hard. He said that he wanted to finish what he wanted to do in his limited life. I didn't expect him to choose to commit suicide in the end. Don't you know how important you are to him? aren't you trying to kill him by provoking him like this? I don't know what he did that you can't forgive him for, but he wrote you so many songs, don't you have any feelings after listening to them? Yes, you didn 't. If you had replied to him with a single word, perhaps this wouldn't have happened. You killed him!" Towards the end of his sentence, he was sobbing.
Depression? Xia Ning looked ahead in a daze. She didn't know!
In her mory, Jin Yan was very gentle. His smile was very warm and gave her a sense of security.
Angels were probably like him.
The song he wrote for her? Why didn't she know about this?!
Xia Ning felt as if she was about to suffocate. She turned off her phone and tried her best to recall all the tis she had been in contact with Jin Yan. Apart from the last ti she saw him at the restaurant, all the news about him had been read online. He had never taken the initiative to contact her.
However, she rembered that she had received an email from Jin Yan when she had just broken up with him. At that ti, she had hated him so much that she had not read it. After that, she had not opened her email because she did not want to receive any emails.
Xia Ning suddenly got up and headed upstairs.
Qiao Yu's expression changed and he followed after her.
Xia Ning grabbed the handrail and walked up the stairs. The higher she went, the heavier her steps beca because she seed to be getting closer to the truth.
Qiao Yu walked beside her, prepared to grab her if she fell.
Xia Ning returned to her bedroom on the second floor and opened her laptop. She logged into her email and saw 80 unread emails. So were sent by the system administrator, so were advertisents, but most of them ca from the sa person.
With a "pa", she suddenly closed the lid of the notebook and turned to look at the man beside her."Can you let be here alone?"
At the sight of her pleading expression, Qiao ran nodded and turned to leave.
Love was not the only emotion in this world. He did not need to be jealous, and he could not be jealous. Furthermore, if they were to be jealous, he was just a shadow, and that person was the source.
The door closed and Xia Ning opened her laptop, starting to read the first email.
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