First Love of mine N Chapter 25

Chapter 25: 25

Ayla POV

I have no idea how I can walk into this room. Everything seems like a dream to . How could I even go through this? Everything was so perfect till now but everything just beca a nightmare in a blink of an eye. Just how does everything turn out like this? How?

Where did the seven go wrong?

Ahh, my head is aching a lot.

"Brother"

"How could you do this to ?"

"Is this why you take

to him on your own as if you knew about everything beforehand?"

"Did I seem like a plaything to you? Or did you take revenge on

like this because of the way you talk to dad? Is it because I took your share of love? Maybe because of this but why Yona?"

"No, why am I even blaming her when she clearly said Jas didn’t like

in the first place. Why did I even bother to confess to him when he said he will never like a little girl like ? I’m such a foolish person in this entire world."

I feel like mocking myself because I truly deserve this. But why don’t I feel sad at all? Didn’t I just break my heart? Then why is there no pain but only hate to keep growing for brother and Jas? Is it because I got betrayed or is it because I only had a liking for him and mistaken it for love?

I can’t seem to make up my mind.

Everything seems so confusing to .

I opened the window of the room. I could see everything is live outside but this room is so cold and gloomy. I feel as if I’m out of this place. This loud, lively place seems out of reach.

Ahh, my headaches again. Why does it keep happening to ?

I held my head when I saw sothing. It was a ti when mom, dad and Jace having dinner while their laugh kept growing louder but I couldn’t find myself around them but I’m seeing as if I’m super far from them. But then I saw myself standing at the stairs looking at them. She has tears in her eyes and looks at them full of jealousy as if she already knew then she doesn’t belong in this place.

I ca to a reality which didn’t even affect

as if I already thought of this.

I kept staring out of the window when I heard a knock on the door.

I didn’t answer but then I heard a voice.

"Baby, it must be cold. Open the door I brought blankets for you