Chapter 906 Kangkang Extra Story (3)
When I was seventeen years old, my father started to urge to find the crown princess. He said that he urgently wanted to take my mother to travel around the world.
He has devoted seventeen years to Xuan Yanchao, so he should take my mother to relax.
But for more than half a year, I haven't co out from the shadow of losing Zhiqing at all.
So under the persuasion of my mother, my father did not force to find the crown princess.
My mother is not keen on living a two-person world with my father, she likes to watch us get married and have children.
Later, I learned from my mother's words that my father didn't force to find the princess, but forced to co out.
At that ti, I was tortured by love and had a nervous breakdown, and I was not interested in anyone.
Not to ntion looking for the princess, so the emperor thought of the daughters of those who were outstanding among their peers back then.
Most of those outstanding girls like , and their dream is to marry .
My royal father made a promise to them: as long as they give birth to a royal son for , I will give them the position of princess and concubine.
Those girls seed to have been injected with chicken blood. They used all kinds of thods, and so secretly drugged .
Especially, Princess Xichu, whom I used to anger Zhao Zhiqing, thought I treated her differently.
When I was seventeen, she began to use various ans to force to marry her.
Now that I have my father's acquiescence, she even more unscrupulously uses various skills to get to marry her.
In addition to studying, I just fought wits and courage with her, and undoubtedly, I won again.
The first ti was my fighting spirit with Zhao Zhiqing, I made her fly away in anger, and finally died in Nanman.
When I was eighteen years old, Princess Li Wanting of Xichu finally gave up and stopped entangled with . She went back to Xichu heartbroken.
So I cheerfully went to see her off, and hypocritically told her to be careful on the way.
So I had the opportunity to think about Zhiqing, thinking about the little things between us.
Recalling carefully, Zhao Zhiqing and I really never got along well.
Most of the ti, I was sulking, and she was thinking about , and I didn't think I was thinking about her.
Because I thought she liked my second brother from the beginning, so I didn't give her real affection.
It's just a kind of unwillingness. She likes the second brother but not , so she sulks.
When I was eight years old, I really didn't understand love, that was a half-grown child who was ignorant and ignorant.
Thinking, thinking, I thought of Li Wanting again, all the things between and her.
The two of us, really
There are really too many innurable bits and pieces, just like the entanglent between and her.
There are so many that I was a little bored before. Is it so boring that I can't let her go?
I force myself not to think about that annoying person, the more I want to forget, the more I think of her.
Thinking about it, suddenly I felt sothing strange, that strange feeling spread in my heart.
It made feel very uncomfortable, as if sothing was rolling in my body.
There are girls around who are constantly pursuing , especially my father threw a lot of morials to for review.
I have been struggling like this for a year, and I am almost twenty years old, and I haven't found a suitable princess yet.
I thought that my whole life might be to find a suitable lady to marry and have a baby, and to manage the people of Xuanyan Dynasty well.
But for the past year, I have been dreaming the sa dream, that is to be with Li Wanting.
I know that such a dream is ridiculous, but every ti I dream of her, I feel an inexplicable feeling in my heart.
Just like now, I thought of Li Wanting again.
"Wanting ~ Wanting ~" I yelled a few tis, but there was no response, and my heart beca even more flustered.
I looked around and realized I was lying in bed, I rember, last night before bed.
I'm still desperately thinking about Zhao Zhiqing, then, then, then...
I thought of Li Wanting, and I beca extrely worried. Would Li Wanting
Thinking, I hurriedly put on my clothes and ran out of the bedroom, feeling more and more frightened in my heart.
I can't let Li Wanting have sothing to do, I absolutely don't allow it, my personal eunuchs saw running out anxiously.
They stopped in a hurry. I was so flustered that I forgot that it was still in the middle of the night.
I looked at them with anger and fear in my eyes, and I yelled, "Get out of the way, get out of the way."
After hearing what I said, not only did they not get out of the way, but they blocked it even more tightly.
One of them even shouted to : "Your Highness, it's midnight, don't be impulsive, calm down."
After hearing what they said, I looked out the window and finally gave in.
I deliberately said indifferently: "You all step back, my highness seems to be sleepwalking just now."
They also breathed a sigh of relief, "It's still early, Your Highness, please go back and continue sleeping."
Although my heart is still worried about the dream just now.
I couldn't calm myself down at all, so I lay on the bed again.
I don't care what they said next to , I just lay on the bed in a daze.
Not long after, the dream just now appeared in my mind again. This ti, my heart was even more flustered.
I don't know what's going on in this dream, but I know it very well in my heart at this mont.
If sothing really happened to Li Wanting, I would not be able to survive. This ti I knew it very clearly.
Li Wanting is different from Zhao Zhiqing in my heart, if Zhao Zhiqing hadn't died for in the end.
I will definitely not be so sad. At this mont, I clearly know that I am ashad of her.
That is definitely not love. Thinking of Li Wanting, my heart is even more flustered.
I dont know where I got the courage from, I decided to go to Xichu to find her.
I know that if I go to Xichu to look for her, I will definitely be turned away, but I can't care about these anymore.
I just want to find her, to confirm whether she is safe, and I don't know if she is married.
The more I thought about it, the more flustered I beca, so I stood up from the bed, looked at them, and shouted: "Serve Your Highness to change clothes."
While eating breakfast, "Father, Queen Mother, I want to go to Xichu to find Li Wanting."
Father was overjoyed when he heard this, his voice trembling: "Kangkang, have you finally figured it out?"
But there was no joy on my face, I was afraid that my father could understand my inner world.
Because since Zhao Zhiqing left, I have buried a deep, deep pain in my heart.
Father and Queen Mother are hurting in their eyes, and now they hear the news that I want to find Li Wanting.
They will inevitably feel an indescribable excitent in their hearts, which can be seen from my father's trembling voice.
My mothers empress looked in disbelief, and my second brother and third sister looked surprised.
It turned out that when I was in pain, they also felt bad.
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