Lu Jie has liked Shen Lv for so many years.
How could she just let it go?
Lu Jie cried uncontrollably, crying for almost an hour.
Her eyes were red and swollen from crying.
Finally, she cald down.
Seeing her emotions stabilized, Jiang Ruan asked her, "What do you an by Shen Lv doesn’t want you anymore? Did he rekindle his old feelings with his ex-girlfriend?"
It would’ve been better not to ntion it. As soon as it was brought up, Lu Jie couldn’t help but get angry: "I don’t know, but I caught them."
"I sent him a ssage today, asking if he was free tonight to have dinner together. He said he was busy and had to accompany a client."
"I ended up going to the mall to buy things and happened to see him coming out of the restroom. I secretly followed him and discovered he was having dinner with Jiang Linna at the restaurant."
"Jiang Ruan, do you know? It was even the restaurant I often went to with him. He said he particularly liked the food there. I foolishly thought he truly liked it, but he didn’t. It was because Jiang Linna liked it."
"He never forgot about Jiang Linna."
Lu Jie wiped her tears: "You don’t even know how happy he was smiling back then. He never smiled like that when he was with . I thought it was just his nature."
"Turns out it wasn’t, turns out he could also smile so happily, be so gentle and attentive to soone, offering food to them, just not for because he simply didn’t like ."
Jiang Ruan, angry: "Damn it, break up with him."
"He doesn’t like you yet stays with you, treats you like this, and is still flirting with his ex-girlfriend. Isn’t he just a total scumbag, trash?"
"Lu Jie, are all the n in the world dead? Why would you dean yourself like this?"
Lu Jie sobbed: "This ti, I’m truly giving up."
"He said he was busy, and I could accept that, after all, I knew he was career-driven."
"I could understand him not having ti for ."
"But I can’t accept him being that way with Jiang Linna. Do you know, they were so intimate, just like lovers who have been in love for many years."
"I’m just an outsider."
"I could fool myself before, but now I can’t anymore. Since I’ve been with him, aside from in bed, I’m just a stranger to him."
"He doesn’t care about anything about , and he never said he liked or loved . It was all one-sided on my part."
"This relationship, from beginning to end, was just a solo act of mine."
Lu Jie’s eyes were brimming with tears, but she held them back after crying for too long today, her eyes were burning with pain.
"It’s co to this, and you still won’t break up with him?" Jiang Ruan was angry: "What are you after? His emotional indifference? Or that he doesn’t love you? That he never considers you? Lu Jie, since you know everything, why put yourself through this?"
Jiang Ruan spoke, her eyes turning red too, tightly holding Lu Jie’s hand: "You know you are my darling too, right?"
"I’ve cherished you for so many years, only for others to hurt you like this?"
Lu Jie’s eyelashes quivered lightly, and their eyes t, but she suddenly cald down.
Lu Jie wiped her tears: "I know, I know it all."
"It’s just that I won’t give up until I hit a wall."
Jiang Ruan sighed: "Oh, you."
"It’s not just you, all the won in the world are like this."
"Did it hurt this ti?"
Lu Jie nodded: "Yes, it hurt."
She pointed to her heart: "It hurts a lot here, almost to death."
"Then turn around," Jiang Ruan said, "Don’t love him anymore, okay?"
This ti Lu Jie was very obedient: "Okay."
She said through tears: "I’m tired, this ti, I really can’t love anymore."
"I don’t have the courage anymore."
No courage to grovel like a sycophant anymore.
No courage to hold out a warm heart to let him hurt it recklessly anymore.
It’s already early morning, the ti is late.
Looking around at the unfamiliar surroundings.
Lu Jie held Jiang Ruan’s hand, pitifully: "Can you sleep with tonight?"
"I’m scared to be in here alone."
"Just one night, Bao Ye will agree, right?"
Jiang Ruan said: "He will, let go tell him."
Seeing her agree, Lu Jie’s eyes brightened instantly: "Okay."
"Then take a bath first," Jiang Ruan said, "I brought you new underwear and pajamas, they’re all in the bathroom."
"Can you manage on your own, or do you need my help?"
Lu Jie replied directly: "No need."
She let go of Jiang Ruan’s hand, stood up, though a little unsteady, still steady: "It’s just a little alcohol, it won’t knock out."
Seeing her heading straight into the bathroom and closing the door, Jiang Ruan finally breathed a sigh of relief and turned away.
She went to the bedroom, which was unlit except for a night light.
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