Christina’s POV
The drive to my rarely-used apartnt was a blur. The one I hadn’t set foot in for months ever since Niall’s mom invited to live at their packhouse and plan the wedding. What a joke that turned out to be.
As I reached my door, I fumbled with the security pad.
Pain traveled through every inch of my body, and I gritted my teeth, refusing to faint pathetically on my doorstep.
Wrong code. Again. And again.
Frustration boiled over.
I kicked the door with my heel, a pitiful gesture that accomplished nothing except sending pain shooting up my leg.
Of course. The universe had decided today was the day for my starring role in a cosmic joke.
I slumped against the wall and slid to the floor as sobs tore from my throat.
Why did everyone always favor Beatrice?! Hadn’t I suffered enough? Second place in my family, just a replacent in my own mate’s heart?
Just as I was nearly choking on my own cries, a deep voice ca from behind .
"That’s my door you’re assaulting."
Great. Another fucking problem.
"What?" I snapped, turning to glare.
The man standing there was... devastating. Not pretty-boy handso like Niall, but ruggedly masculine. Tall and powerfully built, with sharp cheekbones and a strong jaw. His dark hair was slightly tousled, and those piercing blue-gray eyes that seed to see right through .
He looked like the kind of Alpha who didn’t just win battles but erased his enemies from history entirely.
"If you’re planning to kick it in, I’ll need your insurance information first," he said flatly.
My throat went dry. "I—I’m so sorry. I thought this was my apartnt."
He tilted his head, gaze unreadable. "Rough day?"
My face burned with awkwardness. Great. Rejected, injured, and now looking like a complete idiot in front of the most gorgeous man I’d ever seen.
"You could say that." I muttered, hauling myself up and attempting dignity while looking like a raccoon caught in a dumpster fire.
"Easy there, hurricane." He raised an eyebrow, gesturing to the door across the hall. "That would be yours, I believe."
Hurricane? I should’ve been annoyed, but the way he said it made my stomach flutter strangely.
"I know where I live."
"Could’ve fooled ."
"Fine," I mumbled, attempting to smooth down my wreck of a dress. "Thanks for the geography lesson."
"Need help with your door code?"
"What I need is for this day to reboot like a malfunctioning iPhone, but thanks for the offer."
I walked toward my door, feigning composure and grace. As if the crazy woman who’d just had a breakdown wasn’t at all.
While I punched in my door code, I could feel those intense eyes watching my every move.
Co on, fingers, work faster.
Beep—finally.
I glanced back. He was still watching, arms crossed.
"Sorry about your door," I muttered.
"I’ll survive."
I closed my door and pressed my back against it.
Well, that was humiliating. My devastatingly handso neighbor probably thought I was a lunatic, and honestly? He wasn’t wrong.
Wait—devastatingly handso?Fuck. I really was losing it.
I dropped onto my bed, exhausted.
Akira was barely alive inside , hurt by rejection, her once-sharp senses now dulled.
"We’ll heal," I whispered to her.
No response.Great. Even my own wolf was giving the silent treatnt.
I don’t know when I started losing myself for him. Maybe it was the first ti he looked at like I wasn’t enough.
I bleached my hair until my scalp burned raw because he called boring with "mousy brown hair." I shoved my feet into heels that carved blisters into my skin, only for him to sneer, "Why are you walking like a newborn giraffe? Beatrice could run in heels."
I dragged myself into the kitchen before dawn, cooking als I never ate, ironing shirts that weren’t mine. When the pack humiliated , he didn’t protect . He only reminded I should be grateful to "make do."
I realize now—he never truly saw as his mate. His one and only. I was his project. His servant. A placeholder until he found what he truly wanted.
For four long years, I stayed.
The weight of that truth crushed . My chest ached with every breath. How pathetic, that I poured everything into a man who never even tried to know .
My exhausted heart needed rest. I curled into the wet pillow and let the darkness take .
Two days slipped away before I woke again.
I called gently to Akira, "Are you okay, Akira? Can you hear ?"
Akira stirred weakly in my mind, "Chrissy, I feel off. I can’t sll anything anymore."
I froze, trying to catch any scent. Nothing.
"Maybe it’s just temporary from all the pain," I said to Akira, not knowing if I was comforting her or myself. "It might co back later."
Her tail drooped listlessly in my mind. Not being able to sll ant she couldn’t identify potential mates—a devastating loss for any wolf. But there was nothing we could do about it right now.
I let her rest and checked my ssages.
Oddly, my parents hadn’t bombarded with mind-links or calls since their initial outburst.This engagent had been their golden ticket to an alliance with The Frostpelt Pack. A marriage alliance with one of the North’s top three packs wasn’t sothing they’d abandon easily.Neither of us daughters could inherit leadership of The Crescent Pack, but marrying a powerful Alpha?That ensured our pack’s future prosperity.
Suspicious.
Part of wondered if Niall had said sothing to keep them at bay. Maybe even felt guilty? Unlikely. More probably planning his next move.
The doorbell shattered my pity party. And it didn’t stop ringing.
For five minutes.
I groaned. Horrible social interaction.
Dragging my carcass to the door, I pulled it open.
Ysolde Carlisle, who was my best friend and the only person with legal rights to yell at , stood there with narrowed eyes and two bags of takeout. Then her gaze landed on my face.
"What the hell happened to you? For real?"
"I’m giving my face a remodel—symtry was getting stale," I said with a lazy shrug, even though every muscle in my face ached.
She wasn’t buying that crap for a second.
She reached out, tilting my chin gently to inspect the split skin on my cheek.
"Who laid hands on you?"
"C’mon inside," I muttered, hurrying her along—didn’t need the whole block gossiping about my beat-up face.
The door slamd shut, and I collapsed into her arms, all the fight draining out of .
Eventually, one word fell out, quiet and broken.
"Niall."
Ysolde froze solid.
"No fucking way," she hissed. "Niall? Your mate Niall? The poster child for diplomatic perfect behavior?"
I nodded, my eyes burning.
"Tell everything. Not a single detail left out."
So I did. Beatrice’s photo. The slap. The formal rejection.
By the ti I finished, Ysolde looked ready to commit murder.
"That bastard," she hissed. "And over what? Your psycho sister who isn’t even here? I swear to Goddess, Chrissy, Beatrice could be on another continent and she’d still find a way to ruin your life."
"Maybe it’s for the best. At least I found out what kind of mate he really is before we got married."
My stomach growled loudly.
Ysolde raised an eyebrow and lifted the takeout bags."Good thing I ca prepared."
Between bites, I frowned. "Don’t you think it’s weird my parents haven’t called? They wanted this wedding so badly, but now... nothing."
Ysolde shrugged."Maybe they’re plotting. Your father isn’t the type to give up his plan easily."
After dinner, Ysolde pushed into the bathroom to shower while she cleaned up.
I stood under the hot water, trying to wash away four years of delusion.
Through the bathroom door, I heard her on the phone. I caught bits and pieces.
"Complete asshole."
"What a dick."
"You won’t believe what he did to her—"
She was probably talking to Zane Carlisle,her brother.Unlike Niall,Zane treated won with respect.
The way Ysolde so instantly,so fiercely chose my side made my throat tight.She believed without hesitation.When everyone else would side with Niall, she’d declared war on my behalf.
This wasn’t sothing small.Going against Niall’s pack could create serious problems for her family’s small pack.
I wrapped myself in a towel and sighed.
Why couldn’t my parents love like that?
Suddenly,I was hit by waves of excruciating pain,each one stabbing through my abdon. Each surge burned through my neck where Niall’s mark still lingered.
I collapsed on the bathroom floor with a scream.
Ysolde burst through the door.
"Chrissy! What happened?"
I could barely form words. "Pain... killer... please..."
Ysolde helped up and rushed out to get dication.
I clutched my stomach, biting my lip to keep from screaming again. This was different from rejection pain.
Akira howled in anguish inside .
"It’s mate betrayal," she whispered weakly.
"What? But I already rejected him—"
"The mark on your neck hasn’t fully faded," Akira explained through our pain.
Seriously? He rejected and imdiately ran off to fuck soone else? Couldn’t even wait for our bond to completely break before shoving his dick into another woman?
Ysolde returned with painkillers and water.
After I swallowed them and the worst waves subsided, she sat beside , fury blazing in her eyes.
"That bastard," she snarled.
I nodded weakly.
"You know what?" Ysolde stood up. "Fuck him. You shouldn’t have to suffer alone through this pain, he needs to get a taste of his own dicine."
I stared at her in confusion.
"Get dressed," she commanded. "Niall’s dick isn’t the diamond, and it sure as hell isn’t worth mourning. We’re going out to find you soone who doesn’t need his ex’s photo to get it up."
I blinked. "I’ve been rejected and your solution is... clubbing?"
She threw clothes at my face."My solution is reminding you that you’re Christina fucking Vance, and one Alpha’s rejection doesn’t break you."
I stared at her. Every part of wanted to crawl back into bed and disappear. But lying here wallowing while Niall was probably celebrating with soone else?
Fuck that!
"Fine," I said, dragging myself up."But if I collapse on the dance floor,you’re carrying ho."
Ysolde grinned wickedly. "Trust , you won’t need rescuing tonight."
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