The world didn’t just tilt on its axis; it shattered.
His kiss was so gentle. It was soft. Tentative. A stark, bewildering contrast to the ferocity that had been building between us, and the raw, dangerous power he’d exuded monts before. It was the answer to a question I hadn’t even known how to ask. My initial shock gave way to a strange, almost painful longing, a lting sensation that started deep in my core and spread outwards like warm ink.
His hand slid from my cheek into my hair, holding firmly, not as a cage, but as an anchor in the dizzying free-fall. My own hands, which had been poised to pull him in, finally moved. One ca to rest on his chest, the fine wool of his jacket soft beneath my palm, the solid, steady thrum of his heart a frantic counter-rhythm to the gentle claim of his mouth. I could feel him smile against my lips at the touch, a small, genuine curve that shattered the last of my resolve. My other hand found its way into the hair at the nape of his neck, the strands surprisingly soft between my fingers.
He took my silence, my lack of resistance, as the invitation it was. The softness deepened, his lips molding to mine, coaxing, then demanding. It was a slow, intoxicating burn, like honey mixed with wildfire. I tasted sothing clean and subtly masculine, utterly addictive. His breath mingled with mine, a dizzying exchange of air and intention. My eyes fluttered shut, blocking out the chaos of the room, leaving only the sensation of him.
He should have felt like a stranger. But this—the heat of his mouth, the way his body fit against mine—felt like coming ho.
His hand, still cupping my face, shifted, tilting my head further, deepening the angle. The thumb that had traced my jaw now brushed over my cheekbone, a tender, possessive gesture. The other hand, which had been on my thigh, slid further up, his fingers gently splaying against my hip, drawing infinitesimally closer.
A small, broken sound escaped , swallowed instantly by his mouth. He kissed like he was drowning and I was his only air, with a raw, unchecked hunger that should have terrified . Instead, it ignited sothing equal and opposite in my soul. I kissed him back with a fervor I didn’t recognize in myself, my fear lting into a desperate, clawing need.
Every logical part of my brain scread, Stranger. Danger. Run. But the rest of , the primal, untad part, responded with an undeniable hunger. It wasn’t just physical; it felt... familiar. Like a forgotten lody finally returning, striking a chord deep within my chest that resonated with that strange mory, that sense of recognition. In a way that felt far too familiar for soone I t today.
And then, just as suddenly as he’d claid , he pulled back.
Not slowly.
Not gently.
He tore himself away like the contact burned him.
My breath snagged in my chest.
Every muscle in his body locked up as if he’d been shot.
His hands—one tangled in my hair, one gripping my thigh as if anchoring —jerked back as if he realized what he had done and needed to undo it imdiately. He drew back just an inch, his forehead nearly touching mine, his breath trembling against my lips. His eyes were closed, his long lashes dark against his skin. I could feel the wild, unsteady rhythm of his heart where my hand still clutched his chest, a frantic echo of my own.
He was just as wrecked as I was.
The realization was a shock that cleared the last of the fog. This wasn’t a ga he was playing perfectly. He was in the storm, too.
He opened his eyes.
His eyes...
God.
They looked like regret carved into gold.
I blinked, dazed, lips tingling, heart a wild animal slamming inside my ribs.
"I’m—" His voice cracked, barely audible. He swallowed hard, jaw tightening until the muscle jumped. "Isa... I shouldn’t have done that."
He gave a slow, disbelieving shake of his head. "That... was not part of the plan."
I blinked, dazed, my lips still tingling. "Plan?"
His throat bobbed as he forced in a breath, then another, like self-control was physically painful for him. "Getting you to trust ." His thumb brushed my lower lip, tracing the swollen curve. "But I suppose actions speak louder than words."
I swallowed, trying to regain so semblance of composure. "You—you planned this?"
"Not the kissing, no." His eyes glead. "Though I won’t complain."
The words landed like a physical blow and hung in the air between us, a monunt to the seismic shift that had just occurred.
I beca hyper-aware of everything: the weight of his monogramd handkerchief still on my knee, the lingering taste of him on my lips, the way my entire body humd as if struck by lightning. The stranger-danger alarms in my head were silent, not because the danger was gone, but because it had been completely redefined. He wasn’t a threat to my safety. He was a threat to my entire understanding of the world.
"Then what was the plan?" I wanted to ask.
But then it hit.
Like a lightning strike behind my eyes.
A flash.
Not a dream.
Not an image.
A collision.
A mouth on mine.
A hand in my hair.
A deep voice whispering my na like a vow.
A pressure at my hips.
The warm slide of skin over skin—
I gasped, my hand flying from his chest as if scorched and stumbled forward as the room tilted.
His eyes, those golden pools of regret, sharpened instantly. The raw vulnerability vanished, replaced by a hunter’s focus. He saw it. He saw the fracture in my reality.
"What is it?" His voice was low, stripped of its earlier tremor, all business.
The words were a jumble in my throat. "I... I saw..." I couldn’t say it. I saw you. I felt you. A different you. A before. It was insane.
"Isa..." His voice was soft, ragged at the edges like torn fabric. The warmth of his breath brushed against my lips as he spoke, still so close I could count each long eyelash framing those regret-filled eyes. His fingers twitched near my cheek—wanting to touch, resisting.
He inhaled sharply through his nose, nostrils flaring as if scenting danger. "Tell ." Not a request. A plea wrapped in command. His thumb hovered over my pulse point, tracing the frantic flutter without making contact, afraid to push but desperate to pull closer.
"I—I don’t... I don’t know," I whispered, touching my lips with shaking fingers. "But I’ve kissed you before."
He stared at like I was a mory he couldn’t touch.
And then—
The second flash hit.
Harder.
A bed.
My legs around his waist.
His mouth on my throat.
My voice—breathless—saying his na.
I flinched, grabbing the side of my head.
He lunged forward—instinct, pure instinct—but stopped himself inches from , fingers curled mid-air, trembling violently.
"Easy," he murmured. "Stay with , princess."
Princess.
That word hit like déjà vu. My breath stuttered.
My heart twisted painfully.
Outside the door, muffled voices—Aria’s dramatic gasp, Caron’s amused murmur—reminded they were still there, probably assuming nothing intense was happening.
My heart slamd against my ribs as the last echo of the mory throbbed behind my eyes.
"Who are you?" The question was a whisper, stripped of its earlier defiance, and replaced with a staggering, overwhelming need to know.
His expression broke open—raw, aching, but unbearably gentle.
"Yours."
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ADRIEN’S POV
I didn’t an to kiss her.
God help —I ant to keep my distance. She didn’t rember , and I’d sworn I wouldn’t take advantage of that.
But when she looked at ...
When she said my na like she didn’t even know she was saying it...
I broke.
Her lips were soft—so soft I almost pulled back from the shock of it. I kissed her gently at first, terrified she would flinch. Terrified she wouldn’t.
But she leaned in.
She touched .
Her fingers curled into my fabric just like she’d done it a thousand tis before.
Like her body rembered .
I couldn’t breathe.
I deepened the kiss, only a fraction, but it still felt like falling. Like drowning in everything I’d lost and everything I still wanted.
Then she made a sound—a small, broken sound against my mouth—and sothing inside snapped.
Not desire.
Not hunger.
Sothing older.
Sothing that ached.
I kissed her deeper, with a desperation that tasted like rust and raw longing. The broken sound she’d made was a catalyst, unleashing not just desire, but the days and weeks of ’what ifs’ and ’what-might-have-beens’ that had festered in the quiet corners of my heart
And then—
I had to pull away.
If I didn’t...
I wouldn’t stop.
Her lips were swollen, her eyes dazed, her body trembling like she felt the sa earthquake I did. I wanted to kiss her again just to stop the shaking.
But I couldn’t.
I shouldn’t.
I whispered her na and hated how broken I sounded.
Then she gasped—
And I watched how her eyes widen and got lost in space
I saw it in her eyes.
Recognition.
Fear.
Longing.
The world tilted under my feet.
I almost reached for her—my hands actually moved—but I stopped just short, fingers trembling. I couldn’t touch her unless she asked. Not again. Not like before.
"Stay with , princess."
The mont the word left my mouth, I knew.
She might have rembered it.
Her pupils blew wide. Her breath caught.
Sothing inside cracked open.
She whispered, "Who are you?"
And for the first ti since losing her, the truth didn’t feel like a confession.
It felt like a vow.
"Yours."
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