January 5th, 2027
9:44 PM
My heart is fucking hurting, and it won't stop! I've seen doctors and heart surgeons, but they just spout bullshit!
My father is not by the behaviour i was showing nowadays but you know what? I don't care about
...By the way, I tried alcohol for the first ti. Yeah, I know I'm only 14, but other noble kids do it too.
At first I only did it because I thought doing that would stop them from ignoring , but I genuinely don't care anymore.
Oh, and guess what?
I've decided to stop training. Why the hell should I give a shit about it? I don't want train anymore."
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`Fabury 21st, 2027
7:57 PM
Fuck off, diary. Fuck off, world.`
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`Aprail 12th, 2027
6:43 PM
Seems like getting high is way more fun than I thought. I don't get why people have such a problem with drug users.
Because honestly, in my opinion, they're the ones living life on easy mode! Hahaha!
Oh, and today I bashed a glass bottle into the head of one of bullies who have been bullying for all this ti, It Split it open like a damn waterlon!
And you know what they did? They suspended for it.
Fucking bastards.
They did jack shit when I was being bullied, but the mont I fought back, they suspended ? Huh!`
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June 20th, 2027
Today was worst day of all my life.
Evelyn was trying to console but not only did I shouted her I even slapped her on the face.
I was not being myself.
When I co to my senses I saw Evelyn tears as she quietly walked away.
I don't know what to do anymore.
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September 8, 2027
It's been 3 months since our fight and Evelyn is not talking to anymore.
At first I tried to say sorry but she ignored .
She didn't even spare a glance at .
And like that we didn't talk with each other for 3 months.
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November 8th, 2027
Today I caused a problem on market street with so of delinquent there.
It was nice feeling to let myself on loose without carrying about anything else.
Also I stopped caring about Evelyn... It's not like this my fault. I did try to say sorry for my mistake but she didn't even glance and continue to egnore .
I don't know what I'm doing to do? I don't wanna loose her.
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December 30, 2027.
Today I t Evelyn father, the leader of Night shade clan.
I was terrified when eting, he told to leave his daughter alone. I'm just hinder to her in her way to reach the top.
He even threatened that if i didn't hear his words my family would et his worst fate.
I don't care whatever happened to but I don't want anything else to happen to my family.
I have already cause more then enough problem to them.
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As I read through the entries in my journal, a wave of despair washes over , each word a painful reminder of the downward spiral my life has taken.
January 5th, 2027 – The agony in my heart is overwhelming, and no amount of dical intervention can ease the pain. Turning to alcohol as a coping chanism only numbs the ache temporarily, leaving feeling more lost and alone than ever before. Abandoning my training, once a source of pride and purpose, feels like admitting defeat in the face of insurmountable despair.
February 21st, 2027 – Anger and bitterness consu as I lash out at the world, desperate to numb the pain of rejection and isolation. My once-cherished diary becos a symbol of my frustration and disillusionnt, a testant to the darkness that threatens to engulf .
April 12th, 2027 – The allure of drugs and violence offers a fleeting escape from the harsh reality of my existence. With each hit and each act of aggression, I sink deeper into a downward spiral of self-destruction, heedless of the consequences of my actions.
June 20th, 2027 – A mont of clarity amidst the chaos as I realize the extent of the harm I've caused, both to myself and to those I care about. The sight of Evelyn's tears serves as a harsh reminder of the pain I've inflicted, leaving haunted by regret and remorse.
September 8th, 2027 – Three months of silence weigh heavily on my heart as Evelyn continues to shut out, her absence a constant reminder of my failures and shortcomings. Despite my attempts at reconciliation, I am t with nothing but cold indifference, further fueling my sense of despair.
November 8th, 2027 – Desperation drives to seek solace in recklessness, heedless of the consequences of my actions. The prospect of losing Evelyn looms large in my mind, but my attempts to win her back only seem to push her further away.
December 30th, 2027 – A chilling encounter with Evelyn's father serves as a stark reminder of the stakes involved in our tumultuous relationship. His threats leave shaken and afraid, torn between my love for Evelyn and the safety of my own family.
Most the words that Lucas have written in his Journal, I rember them.
After all I did have old Lucas mories inside .
But there are so parts that i didn't rember.
For example, I don't rember that Lucas hit the one of his bullies with glass of bottle or that he cause a problem in market streets with so delinquent.
This confirms it. Soone truly manipulated Lucas' mories. Alia was telling the truth, not that I ever doubted her.
Anyway, the story is unfolding more or less as I rembered.
Lucas was happy. Then his mana core awakened. People started bullying and avoiding him. He spiraled out of control
Then after that his happy life turned into worse.
And it continue to worsen has day goes by.
So by that ans next page should be about what Lucas did after his eting with Evelyn father.
Well I already know what happened, Evelyn and Lucas had duel in which Lucas got his ass kicked out.
But I want read this journal, so that i could find sothing that wasn't in my mories.
Flip-!
With that thought I turned the pages of Journal and got into next page.
...Huh?!"
However, the mont I turned the page, my breathing fastened, and my eyes widened in surprise.
My heart slamd violently against my chest as I read the words written in the diary before .
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`Samuel, I am well aware of your intentions.
Don't you dare investigate my past just yet!
You're not ready for it. You are not ready to understand anything yet!
So close this journal, set it on fire, and refrain from prying into my life for now. Your focus should be solely on getting stronger and nothing else!
Your ti will co. I will grant you the answers you seek, but only when the ti is right.
And right now, it's not the ti.
Consider this your first and final warning.
~Lucas Darkheart.`
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[End Of Volu 2:- Establishnt]
[Note:- Volu 2 cos to end with this chapter. I will not upload any chapters for 2 days because I have to thought about upcoming plot but don't worry I'll mass release on 1st April.]
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