Now that I think about it, I've never had soone that I really "liked" in my life.
Of course I like grandfather, father, mom, my sister, Neko, and Marry-chan.
I like my friend, Yuuga-kun, as well.
But not about that kind of "like"; not the like that you have for soone like your family or friends...
What I think that I never had in my life is the feeling of "like" that I have toward soone from the opposite sex.
Even when I saw any beatiful girl, the only thing that crossed my mind is "Oh, that girl is pretty."
Even when I t soone that's not afraid of , I only thought about her as a good person.
Of course, I'm fond of those people... but that thing is far from that thing called "love".
I thought that when I married with soone, the "like" feeling will gradually change into "love" .
I thought that when am married with soone, I go with the flow and have a marriage with the sa "like" feeling that I've thought all this ti.
I thought, that the love will deepen with ti after we married.
... In the past, though, of about three years ago, I've heard the start of romance between father and mother.
There was a ti when I asked them why did they marry...
It seems that they fell in love with each other the ti their eyes t.
I didn't quite understand the feeling of falling in love at first sight.
Is it a feeling of fondness?... The feeling of wanting to get closer to the said person the mont I looked at that person?
Is it the feeling of knowing that said person will be good match with the first ti I see the person?
I asked my parents about it, it seems that I was wrong.
They said that it's soting that's hard for them to convey with words...
Perhaps it that saying where [ Love is not sothing that you've done. It's sothing that happens. ] ?
(ED: If you guys are confused, the saying can also be "Love is not sothing that you can control. You just fall in love.")
Hovewer, love, with such a coaxing word [ happens (falls) ], I can't understand it no matter how much I think about it. (ED: That's the point, and he just missed it.)
After all, it sohow gives a minus feeling.
I even thought, can't they think of another expression for that?
On the third day after gramps stayed at our place.
The Nizzet household's carriage arrived at the Ractos household's manor.
It's beause we will hold the rumoured, well, my marriage interview.
Standing in a neat row in front of the house to welcom them, is the entire body of the house.
At that ti, I'm probably feeling nervous.
All I was thinking is that... I musnt't scare that girl.
What should I do so that she wouldn't be scared of ?... I racked my head as I thought at that ti.
Though it's sothing that happened only several hours ago, I already can't rember what I really thought of at that ti.
After all, right now my head is full with another thing.
The ti that Count Nizzet ca to our front door, bringing together his wife and daughter, his greeting sounds so far away.
My eyes are aleady nailed on their daughter. (ED: Cue music)
The beautiful deep blue coloured long hair with a gradation of black that look like darkness, which extends until her waist.
The perfect white face that peeked out from her hair that's parted in the middle.
And then, her deep blue eyes, that's darker than the colour of her hair opened and showed to be half drowsy, feels like I'll be sucked into it.
On her body, though it's not so fancy dress, but rather an elegant and refined dress robe, strenghtened her charming look even more.
Then on her chest, hangs a beautifull blue and red coloured magic stone that's really suits her robe, as if representing the Madam and Mister Nizzet.
... Honestly, I've seen a noblegirl that's more beautiful than her.
But even so, I still think that she's more beautifull than any of them...
To the extent that I mutter from under my breath: [ how beautiful ]
It made rember sothing.
Love is not sothing that you've done. It's sothing that happens.
So that's it. I think I realize it now.
Indeed, right now I feel like sothing happened to .
Not sothing that made feel scared or worried... but sothing that's blissfull to .
I felt like I understand why father and mother said that they can't find a correct word for this feeling.
So that's it. I understand now.
Indeed, I can't really express this feeling words.
Surely, I will not be able to describe how this feeling is.
Just like how I think that I've never fallen in love before.
So that's it. I undestand now.
Up until this point, I had really never fallen in love with anyone.
But surely that's fate.
The true one that I've fallen in love in this world, I decided it, it will be her.
To the extent that I thought of such line ...
I , Jake Ractos, fell in love the first ti I saw Anessa Nizzet.
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