’Huang Ying Yue’ took the opportunity to ridicule to him, and he didn’t even care to listen. He was thinking, what was wrong? Or will Yue’er return later? He decided to go back first and didn’t even hear what ’Huang Ying Yue’ was trying to tell him.
Then, he suddenly heard FengHuang tell him that the group of people in black had found his whereabout. He was afraid of implicated and bringing danger to Yue’er, so he fled to the Sunset Mountain and intended to stay there first until those people left.
When he returned, it was five months later, and he knew that Yue’er had left the Outer Domain and went to the Inner Domain. He wanted to follow her, but with his mortal body, he couldn’t breakthrough the barrier of the Inner Domain.
He was helpless and stayed in the Outer Domain for a long ti to find a thod to be able to cultivate and be able to cross the barrier of the border to see his sister.
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[Present ti]
"Brother, so you an that at that ti, you didn’t know that unless you find your other half body, you will never be able to cultivate?" Huang Ying Yue asked after a long ti of speechlessness.
"Yes, at that ti, brother’s mory was sealed here. When brother sucked Yue’er’s blood, the seals broke." Talking about sucking her blood, reminded him of that night that he kissed her.
Before, he only considered her to be his sister. He liked her so much. But he was sure that he only treated her as his sister. Until that night, he kissed her in his unconsciousness, he found that his feeling for her slowly changed, but he wasn’t sure what is this feeling called.
In the past, he only held her hand and embraced her. At most, he kissed her forehead to show his pure affection for her. That night, it was his first ti kissing her lips. Thinking back to that mont, he didn’t feel uncomfortable or wrong at all.
His heart at that ti beat so fast, unlike when he t that woman that he felt like soone controlled him, this ti he felt his real emotion from his soul.
He wanted to kiss her again...
No! Shenlian YinZhu! What’re you thinking about??? How can you have this impure thought to your sister?
Shenlian YinZhu frowned and clutched his fists tightly to resist the urge to hit himself. He didn’t want to ruin his pure brother image in Yue’er’s heart. He won’t let Yue’er know his impure thought on her. Although he wasn’t sure now how he felt about her. He needed ti to figure it out slowly. He slowly cald down his beating heart and returned to his indifferent look.
Huang Ying Yue didn’t know her brother’s entangled mood right now. She was digesting the news that she got.
The two siblings were imrsing in their thoughts while enjoying the rare peaceful ti.
She almost doubts her intelligence. So, the mory that ’Huang Yin Yue’ saw her brother lowering his head in disappointnt, not because the heroine abandoned him and found new n. But because he couldn’t find her?
Well.....she really couldn’t trust anything in one perspective at all! That’s why, a wise man said that ’Your eyes can deceive you, don’t trust them. Believe what you feel.’
Don’t believe what your eyes are telling you. All they show is limitation. Look with your understanding, find out what you already know, and you’ll see the way to fly. That’s what Richard Bach, an Arican writer, said. She rembered his words from the book in the modern ti.
She learned that, everything in this world, from people’s perspective, people can turn black into white and white into black. People judged what they see with their eyes and spoke with their lips.
She won’t live her life like this. That’s why, every ti she decides to forgive soone, she has already seen through their heart if they are sincere or not. The reason that she forgave Helan YuZe, because she felt his sincere apologize and regret for hurting her. No...he never hurt her. The person he hurt is ’Huang Ying Yue’.
So she has no reason to hate him or hold the grudge against him. He has his reason for loving Huang Bai Xing and abandoning ’Huang Ying Yue’. She didn’t involve in their grudge, so she has no position to bla him or push all the faults on him.
Even after that mont in the Yifu Pavilion that he choose to embrace Huang Bai Xing and didn’t stop Sima Ke Xin from wanting to kill her, she won’t feel sad or bla him. Logically, who would decide to protect an irrelevant woman in front of his beloved woman’s face, no to ntion that ’she’ hurt his beloved woman?
She and him, was over now. She can’t marry him, and she won’t love him as ’Huang Ying Yue’ did. When she returned, she will ntion the canceling engagent between her and him again.
(The girl intentionally forgot about Helan YuZe’s gentleness to her. She was dull, how would she understand his intention?)
As for Huang Wan Yan, the child never hurt her. Not only he has never hurt her, he even warned and risked his life to help her many tis. He was so lonely and his past was dark, not to ntion that he found out his only blood-related sister, Huang Bai Xing, considered him to be her man with that domineering attitude. How could she have the heart to let YanYan be alone to face all those unusual lives of him?
She was reassured that YanYan finally has a reliable Master to take care of him and with his space artifact, his future, sooner or later, he will surely surpass her. She was happy for his success, and she will protect him from behind. She wasn’t sure if YanYan in the future will fall in love with Huang Bai Xing as the book said, but for now, he was good to her and she will never wrong him.
For Huang Bai Xing, she wasn’t afraid of her aura as the heroine. She didn’t make trouble with the heroine now, if the heroine still didn’t let go of her, she has no choice but to fight back just because she has to protect her peace.
She doesn’t have ti to accompany the heroine to this circle of grudges, ’You hurt , I hurt you. I hurt you, you hurt ’ or whatever. She has to speed up her strength and unlock her mory, so she can see her father.
For her Master, Xiong Zi Ying, he was one of the male protagonists. Later, he will fall in love with the heroine. For now, he was good to her. If in the future, he beca her enemy because of the heroine, that was the later thing.
But she seed to rember that the last ti she saw Master, he seed to leave in a panic mood? She hopes that he was doing fine there.
The future cannot be seen and felt. Why don’t embrace the present and make it a srizing mory to rember in heart?
Huang Ying Yue smiled in a good mood. Soti, letting go and holding no grudge or hatred against anyone can feel this carefree.
To her enemy in the past, she didn’t hate them. She just cannot forgive them for what they’ve done to her and everyone she loved. If brother didn’t know who are those people and what was their reason for hurting her and her family.
She believed that one day, they’ll co to her by themselves if they found out that she was alive. If they don’t co to her, she will go to them and this ti, she will put an end to this grudge.
Although she knew that it wasn’t easy to defeat and eliminate them alone, didn’t she have her brother and partners now? She will be strong in the future too. She won’t remain weak.
And she’ll investigate about this matter if they send their people to this continent. It would be good!
After she dealt with the problem here, and help the five beasts, she will return to the Divine Kunlun sect and prepare for the secret realm with her brother.
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