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"Sleep well, my beautiful child…"
"Mother will always be there for you~"
"Amidst this beautiful cosmos, what do you want to be?"
"Even if you want to be a little planet, or a star… Mama will always be with you~"
Hearing my mother's lullaby, I felt comforted even within this cold and endless space. The stars were my ceiling, and my mother's endless darkness were my bed.
This mory that would make soone so alienated, that would make soone feel fear… It brought so much comfort to .
But why am I seeing this?
"Umbra, my beautiful child… I've done so many wrong things through my life… I often lant them so much. I know you don't understand what I'm talking… even so, I feel like talking to you, because I know that once you develop enough, you'll understand them."
"Muhh…"
My small self-spoke with a little baby-like voice, it was embarrassing.
…Wait, did she just said Umbra?!
Is that my actual real na?!
But why did she never… told it to ?
Maybe because she didn't wanted to offend ? Perhaps because I took a liking on my new na as Kireina…
But Umbra ain't bad at all, it is the na my beloved mother gave to .
Geez, I'll have to reprimand her for keeping this na a secret.
"I used to be cold in the past." Sighed mother. "I used to have a child, one with The One. She was unstable, mixing the power of two Primordials into a new living being created a life with an unstable power. She needed care, and attention, but I was cold, I was… emotionless even. I didn't cared. I ended letting her go, and so did he as well."
"…"
"It was your big sister… Soone I always think about when I see your adorable little self, my dear Umbra. I always wonder where is she? What is she doing? It… It always makes sad I couldn't and things with her."
Mother…
"I've often attempted to call her through our connection, but I never get an answer from her, no matter how much I try to call her… It pains to think she might be sowhere, lost and alone…"
Mother then glanced back at .
"But my mistakes don't end there… There was also another child. Over ti, with The One, we tried to make another, this ti, after undergoing great changes, I thought I had emotions, that I could take care of a descendant well… Yet at the end, he was lost, I was careless…"
Mother's voice began to tremble, as if she was crying.
"I am such a bad mother… I've only brought sorrow and loneliness to my children… That's why… I… I don't want to lose you this ti, dear Umbra. Mama will… will stay with you and won't let you go… no matter what."
My mother embraced with her body, her eternal darkness was like a warm mantle.
"I love you, my dear child…"
"Uwah! Bahh… Babuh…"
However, my past self, ended acting very much like a baby, making tiny and cute noises.
"Fufufu, that's right… I guess I shouldn't be talking about these sorrowful things…" She sighed, caressing with her darkness. "I just… I wanted to tell you about your siblings, Umbra. Because if one day… if one day you find them sowhere. I want you to… help them."
Her beautiful red eyes shone across her endlessly spiraling body.
"I hope that one day we can all gather together… Like a real family, and have… have a good ti…"
Mother…
Damn it, and now look at , having a beef against Genesis, the first child she ever had. If that stupid girl wasn't so stubborn though!
Ugh…
But I understand, mom.
I do…
Mother left behind a request, I cannot simply forget it and move forwards.
Genesis… she probably went through an awful lot, didn't she?
Well, I kind of did as well.
But still, all the beefs she has with … I wonder how she feels now that I'm gone from there, that I am assud dead?
Is Genesis relieved?
Or is she… sad?
Nah, there's no way she would be sad, right?
Yet… I want to go back there and confront her.
I want to tell her all these things mom wanted to tell her.
I want her to finally hear mother's apology.
She doesn't have to forgive her, no…
But at the very least, she should have the bare decency of listening to her, right?
"Babah… Mah…"
My little self, looking at mother, started to make sounds again.
"Heheh… What is it now, dear?"
"Mahh… Mam…"
"Mam? Huh?"
"Mammm…"
"Wait… Can you say it, Umbra? Can you say… can you say "mama"?"
"Mam…"
"Co on, you can do it! Say Mama!"
"Mammm… Mah!"
"Aww… Well, it's fine-"
"Mama!"
Once I said those words, mother smiled, as she hugged and embraced .
"Yeah, that's right… I am your mama." She said. "I'll always be…"
The vision slowly began to change, amidst my mother's embracing darkness.
I didn't wanted it to end, not at all.
I wanted to stay here… much, much longer.
But I knew this was rely a vision, perhaps a dream.
I know why it triggered as well.
This evolution… it is bringing enlightennt through the Cosmic Attribute.
It is a special, amazing Attribute that rges all known Elents, even Chaos.
It encompasses… the very pillar of this Universe.
Perhaps of all Universes and Dinsions.
But to attain the enlightennt, I had to revisit and old mory, the mory I held the greatest connection with this elent.
With the vast cosmos…
And of course, it was my childhood, those eons I spent growing slowly, bit by bit at the side of mother, which I ended forgetting when I was reincarnated in Genesis, only to regain them much later.
This is… the aning of the Cosmos for .
It ans ho, warmth, and the love of a mother.
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