Benladann POV
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It has been almost a month since I t Drake.
Before I was to et him… my life was filled with darkness.
I didn't know who I was.
I didn't rember what I was.
I was… drowning in darkness.
Drake is… my light.
As if it were set my fate, he found .
Even when I was an ugly mold monster… even when I tried to kill him…
He defeated and used his strange blood to make immune to my own Mold.
I would have never thought that such a thing could be possible.
But this world… is filled with wonders that not even common sense can explain completely.
I rember back in the day when I was with my family… those were nice days…
But then everything shattered when I realized the mold was here too.
I had nightmares about them being consud by it.
And I… didn't want that to happen.
So I ran away… and keep running…
And keep running…
And…
Until I was so far away I lost myself.
I don't know what happened afterward, but one day I just passed out from my exhaustion.
And then I was taken over by it, the Mold.
After that… it was a turbulent life that I barely rember.
I just rember roaming aimlessly in the wild, killing monsters and eating them… for years.
Most of my mind was drowning in the darkness created by the Mold.
I was imprisoned in this cage, where I couldn't co out.
But… deep inside I didn't want to co out.
Why? Well, it was simple.
I didn't have anywhere to go.
I was a monster. I would hurt my parents, and… anyone that were to get closer to .
I resigned myself to live like a monster, an endless cycle of slaughter and eating. There was no end to it… no other purpose than survival.
I resigned to everything and willingly let the Mold cage into my own soul.
Even if I could have fought back… What was the point? I would only suffer.
It was better to stay like that…
Well, until he showed up.
This giant and amazing-looking Ice Dragon the size of a building.
He was so cool… Well, he's still cool.
Drake is just… amazing! I can't stop… thinking about him to the point that I feel a bit awkward…
But he wasn't just a wild dragon, he was a gentleman deep down… He helped despite what I was…
He had fought Molded Monsters before and learned that his blood could cancel out the Mold's effects.
Using it, he freed .
When I drank his blood I felt a strange feeling.
A warmth which I had forgotten.
mories began to bubble up and… poof! I suddenly gained a lot of willpower.
And I defeated… the Mold, the consciousness of it, which also calls itself Miranda.
And after that Drake took care of , he even healed my tummy and all…
I don't think anyone has ever been so nice to except my parents…
I feel so indebted to him…
There's a feeling blossoming from the depth of my heart… I just want to pay him back for everything he had done for …
I want to stay at his side forever…
Ah, I know it sounds weird…
Maybe I shouldn't think like this… Perhaps Drake will think I am a freak or sothing.
He's always cheering up no matter what… He's always there to tell that there will be brighter days, that there are always ways to do things…
For soone like him, there's no such thing as "impossible"… I can already tell.
He might say that he is covered with hard scales, but his scales are comfortable for .
My skin turned very hard after drinking his blood, so I can bear his scales.
I just like to… hug him.
Ad he had never minded when I do… even though he should feel weirded out or sothing, he doesn't…
Well, we are both from Earth it seems… but he had a very different life than .
Perhaps due to this, he has such a strong spirit, sothing that… I lack.
When I am at his side, I feel like I want to live more.
That I want to believe in myself…
Because I know that Drake is with .
I want to keep striving forward and to keep growing stronger…
When we are together, we'll be unstoppable!
Yeah…
But… there's sothing else…
The Mold is not going away…
He told that… I needed to consider things.
It was part of my soul.
It seems that the Mold itself is… ?
He said that it is a soul with two minds.
So if we try to destroy the other mind, it might end up damaging my soul terribly. And Drake doesn't know if he would be able to heal another person's soul as he can do it with himself, he says that he might be able to do it with his own soul due to his special abilities.
So I don't really know what to do with all of this…
What should I do, Drake?
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I think we should try, right?
Maybe…
Perhaps…
But it seems like Miranda is slumbering, Drake hit her hard.
I hope that through this slumber, maybe she can change her ways?
It is too rare for soone to learn their lesson after being beaten…
Maybe she will keep being the sa, or maybe she will change.
Whatever is the case… I guess we'll have to see what's going to happen soday.
But just as I said earlier, when I am with Drake, I feel like I want to live.
When I am with him… I really want to live more to enjoy things more and… explore the world and grow stronger.
He always says that there are many dangers in the world, so we have to be careful and train more too!
But…
I have been trying to suppress this…
These feelings…
I think I've developed more feelings for Drake than simply friendship…
I don't know how to explain it… Even more when we consider we are different traces, completely different…
I an, he is a giant ice dragon, a being considered a monster in so cases… he also has a completely different body type than .
And I am an ice giant… a humanoid being… we don't match at all.
It might even co out as super weird…
But I can't help but have these feelings for him… Perhaps I don't find his body sexually attractive, but I feel like he is a beautiful dragon… and that his heart, his feelings, and his personality are all… so beautiful.
So I can't help but… love him.
Is it too soon? Maybe too sudden?
I don't know… I am simply being honest with my heart…
I love Drake…
But I can't say this… I can't… possibly say this ever in my life.
We are virtually different species, we can't do any adult stuff either.
We are… simply that…
We can't develop this… It is impossible…
And it makes … so sad.
So… sad…
But I keep this hidden from him, and I smile because I know he likes my smile…
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