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Thanks to ti dilation when we woke up, barely a few little hours have passed outside, but we had slept for almost 12 hours with Benladann, Miranda, Kate, and Benladra. Apparently Miranda sneaked into our bed and was softly sleeping between and Benladann, as always. She's so clingy with especially, as her legs are wrapped around mine and her arms are hugging , while her face is resting over my chest… I feel like this should be Benladann instead. I've never been into harems or anything of the sort and feel like relationships with multiple won or n just simply wouldn't work. But I guess we are sohow making it work with Miranda here. Although we have yet to do anything serious, isn't she pretty much into at this point?
Though I still am really hesitating to take the next step, especially because I got two little babies with . I don't want to see their father getting with another woman out of nowhere, even though it is the woman they love the most after their mother, "auntie Miranda" as they call her… Well, I don't want to rush things, and cuddling with her is more than I could ask for to be honest. The more I grow, the least interested in carnal stuff I am. It's not like I am losing it or sothing, I am simply too concentrated in other stuff. Benladann hasn't been pushy either, she seems more relaxed in such terms as well. I guess we have already reached relationship maturity, where we aren't desperate to get it going every night and enjoy rely living with one another and loving one another, with all our flaws included.
Well, there's also soone else I love. Soone that I might had never truly realized I loved until the mont she sacrificed herself to stabilize my own powers and my soul from getting damaged further by my own powers. She might not really be a conventional living being, but she's part of , part of my powers… The System, of course. In those last monts, she even kissed and said she loved . She said I made her the happiest… There hasn't been a single day where I haven't rembered her last words. They make both happy and lancholic.
I know she didn't die, she's still here… It's just that she's not her anymore. She gave Kate as her last farewell, our daughter, and I have to take care of her and give her all the love I would had given to her mother… All the love I took too long to realize I should had given to her. Sigh…
System, are you there?
[Is there anything you require the assistance of the System, host?]
Erm, well, I was thinking that you should… not be so formal.
[Formality is necessary to respect the wielder of the power of the Divine System, informality is not necessary as the System is not a person, but a tool or power]
No, you're not. You're a lovely woman, always helping , discovering new things with , and laughing at my side, or sotis even teasing .
[…The System has no records of such events or personality. Is host referring to the personality stored before the restructuration?]
So you know? Do you consider yourself a different being than her?
[Affirmative. Host must rember that the restructuration completely deleted all form of data from that ancient form of the System. The new restructuration setup deed useless the creation of personality and emotions, as they might negatively affect the host]
Co on, we have been talking for three or four months now? Are you really going to continue being like this, without opening up to ? We'll never know if its possible or not to restore your mories if you don't cooperate.
[The System Database has calculated a question for the host]
[Host, why do you desire such a thing?]
Why… Do I desire it?
I… I simply want you back… I want to speak to you every morning.
I want… your sarcastic attitude, and your cheeky nature, and how much you always cared for .
[The System cares for the host, as if there is no host, there is no system]
But it's not the sa… I an, at a more personal level.
[…]
Eh? No response… Is this the first ti she cannot answer robotically? She just fell mute. Maybe I am finally getting through?
…
From now on, just call Drake, alright? I know you're still there, sowhere… Kate is our daughter, and I am sure she's here for a reason too. One day I will restore your mories, and I will tell your previous self… that I also love you.
[Host…]
Hm?
[Recalibrating]
[Error]
[Emotional distress detected, eliminating mories]
[Resetting…]
Wait? What?!
No!
STOP!
System, don't do that!
You're my power, part of my soul!
OBEY !
Don't dare take her away from again!
Through my ntal screams, the System sohow obeyed my will.
[System recalibration has been forcefully stopped]
[mories have been recovered successfully]
[A greater authority over the System functions have been granted to the Wielder of the [Divine System] as a result of showcasing their power over it]
[Booting up Special A.I…]
[Success]
System! Are you alright? You ok?
[…Affirmative. But why? Why did you stopped it? It is only natural to delete my mories if I am developing any sort of behavior that could be detrintal to the host. The Main Fra of the System supervises the A.I. It had deed the creation of mories and emotions as dangerous for the host… However, the host forcefully took over the Main Fra and stopped it from doing sothing… completely logical. Why?]
Because I don't want to lose you again…
[…]
I continued talking with the System through my mind, as I had already woken up, feeling slightly alard with a tragedy I had managed to stop, I looked into the window of the room while speaking more with the System's A.I., which might not represent the complete System as it is, as I've learned sothing called the "Main Fra" exists. Which might even the be one behind my previous system's mories being deleted aside from just being restructured. But thankfully, it looks like it won't be a long-term problem, as I've taken over it, apparently.
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