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[Day 172]
This morning I woke up with many things on my mind, since the whole incident with Benladann, the fox girl, and Miranda, there was a lot to think about the inside of my mind, more than I could possibly and normally take with my head.
But now that I woke up, I had to calm down and see what I could do. First of all, the fox girl. Apparently, when we went to sleep with Benladann, our baby activated its baby magic of so kind, and it canceled out the amazing runes I had left on both of us so this fox girl wouldn't disturb us…
This ended in both of us being sent to this hellish inheritance place where a fox girl greeted our sight, an evil one that had tried to capture my Benladann and use her as so kind of item due to her rare soul.
And of course, I wasn't anyone to forgive those that dared to do such a thing to my loved ones, so I quickly confronted her and decided to stand against her, while protecting my lover.
We planned to move away despite her crying a lot about letting us forgive her as if she were a child. But despite how real it felt, I decided to think it was all crocodile's tears and not actual sadness, I confronted her and then decided to move away with Benladann, thinking of this fox girl as a lost cause which I shouldn't get with.
However, Miranda from all people erged and compared herself to this fox girl, which ended making ups accept her due to Miranda's compassion and her ever-growing heart.
Honestly, putting it into retrospect, I am beginning to regret this decision, because we shouldn't have obeyed Miranda so much. We should have just told her that no was no and put her back into Benladann's soul after being reprimanded.
But I guess I am weak to Benladann, she ended persuading with her enchanting beauty. And I gave up at the end by Miranda's cuteness and her blazing conviction which I couldn't help but recognize as beautiful. I ended deciding to accept the fox girl into your party, which ended with us petting her a lot for so reason.
After that, we decide dot move out and promised her to co back soon. But honestly, I don't know if we'll do. I don't know what to do with her other than completing the inheritance, it's not like I've made any bond with her, nor do I consider her a friend either. But maybe she could beco a useful informant of important info I or we don't know about.
So what? I will get there and just ask her stuff while cuddling her or playing with her? Is that all she really wants out of us? It's a bit concerning, to be honest, she's really a mystery and I still feel a bit fearful of her behaviors and her mood swings.
More than anything, today in the morning Miranda decided to show up as we slept. I slowly woke up as I saw her suddenly erge as a mass of black mold. Naturally, one would be scared of such a thing, but I knew it was her, so I let her erge from Benladann as if she were so kind of Venom rip-off.
The mass of Mold suddenly moved independently, which surprised , she had not done this before unless every Mold Benladann conjured was actually Miranda all along, which would be quite shocking.
After that, she slowly began to shape herself, and through so kind of Spell, she changed into her appearance, the sa appearance Benladann had in her previous life, which had now beco the appearance of the personification of her mold, and sothing of a twin sister of her that might also be considered like her second personality or second mind within her own mind.
Miranda's case is very strange, you would think she couldn't be so unique and independent, and despite sharing the sa soul with Benladann, she is in fact a completely different being all together! Despite such things, despite such differences, personality, and more, she still cos from the sa soul as Benladann, and could be considered Benladann herself too…
It is very strange, but I've concluded that it is better to see her as Benladann's sister than anything else. Anything more complicated and I might go a bit insane. But because she's also technically Benladann, it gets confusing, and I don't know what to think.
I've heard from Benladann that she shares emotions and feelings with her, and what if she shared them while we had sex all this ti? While kissing, hugging, cuddling, and loving each other? Wouldn't she have experienced the sa things? It is certainly strange to think about what another person experiencing the sa things as Benladann would think about , and honestly, it's not like I am creeped out or sothing, but I would really like to hear her opinion on the matter.
Is she okay with it? Is Miranda not creeped out by experiencing the sa things as Benladann? aning, I've also been giving all my love to another girl within Benladann, completely…
I was mildly aware since she told , but I had decided to simply ignore it and keep loving Benladann as I always do, while Miranda was only an afterthought for a long ti, until she beca more real to last night with everything that happened.
I decided to ask her to co out for once. I ended deciding that I didn't want her to stay inside of Benladann, it was honestly weird. She had to get her own experiences and live, and now that she had the power to co out thanks to Benladann' developing her Mold Attribute Mana Core to Rank 4, it was more than possible for her to co out and greet us, and live with us, even if a little bit each day, until she gets used to the outside world.
And there she was, looking at surprised.
"G-Good morning…" she said shyly while averting her gaze from .
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