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Why no one loves ?
I always tried to be liked.
To find a family.
To find soone that could love as a family.
I just wanted to feel the warmth of love.
But it seed that it was always a fake love.
I never… found anyone that loved .
I was… thrown into this world.
And since the first day that I rember having a slight amount of consciousness that I have lived in agony and pain.
Since I was a baby that they injected with things, that they experinted with , that they used for whatever strange experints these people were doing.
The only thing I always dread of was for this pain to end.
I once heard about one of these people in lab coats about having a family.
They said that their daughter loved them and that it was going to be their birthday.
Through the collective consciousness of my strange capabilities, I found out what was a family all about.
But this collective consciousness could not give what I wanted, they were devoid of emotions, cold, and even unalive.
I wanted a family too…
I wanted to not suffer anymore… to be loved.
How can I find soone that can love ?
Please…
I wanted to escape from this place.
Please…
Soone save …
…
But no one ever ca.
I had to escape myself.
As I grew older, my capabilities intensified.
These people were not able to contain anymore.
Their own creation finally found a way to fight back.
I enjoyed strangling their bodies and filling them with the black ooze they filled my bloodstreams with.
As they agonized and scread, I converted them into mindless servants and used them to escape.
I was finally freed from this world.
Only for a new and scarier one to erge before .
Freedom… Was not as I thought.
Anywhere I went, they would chase .
I was not able to live normally, as they would always try to co and kill .
I was a monster.
They called a demon, even.
What was I even?
Now that I think about it, I never truly knew what I really was.
I simply had these powers they injected with when I was a re baby.
I was nothing but a test subject to them.
My life did not even matter.
And now that I escape, they seek .
They say that I am a monster, that I do not belong to this world.
I just want to live in peace… I want to have a family.
One day I found a family, a nice family.
They treated well.
But there was sothing that I could not really understand.
Why were they so afraid of ?
I was trying to be nice.
Why are they looking at like that?
I did not do anything wrong…
So frustrating…
STOP LOOKING AT LIKE THAT!
Why do you fear ?!
I am nice!
I am a nice person!
I am trying to help you!
STOP SCREAMING!
I tried to talk with them, but they would not listen.
I had to tell them, to show them that I was not a bad girl.
I am a good girl, I want to be your family too!
Why… do not you love ?!
WHY NO ONE LOVES ?!
I had to force them to, there was no other option, right?
RIGHT?
S-So I simply did what I ALWAYS do!
I used my abilities and made them good people, so they could love !
But…
I do not know.
I think… I did sothing wrong.
But I managed to find a place where they could not find , so I stayed with this new family, and decided to live with them.
With papa, mama, and big brother.
I love them.
I love them so much.
I want to be with them for eternity.
Thanks to my powers, that is possible.
Everyone that receives this ooze becos sowhat immortal.
So it is very nice.
We can stay together forever, everyone.
Finally, I found a ho.
I was… so happy back then.
But it was everything a lie at the end.
Soone ca looking for us one day, and they caught my family.
I wanted to save them, but it was too late.
These people used strange technology and finally found a way to suppress .
My ooze started to beco gray ash, and my body grew old…
I beca an old woman, as my body started to fade away.
I was… dying.
I felt so bitter.
Everything in my life was just… constant twists and turns of never-ending nightmares.
Was there any day I actually felt relaxed?
I envied normal people so much…
I wish I could have been born normal.
I wish I could have been a normal person.
I wish… I could have been given a family, and live a normal life.
Everything was but fabrications of my powers, in the end, I had nothing.
I was alone…
I do not want… to be alone.
Why…
No one…
Loves ?
As I was slowly fading into the void, strange voices began to resonate through my mind…
Maybe I was hallucinating.
I wonder…
If there is a second life?
I wish… I was strong… then…
I wish my power could not easily be taken away from …
I wish there were a family… to love there…
I wish… I wish I could have a second chance.
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