Jay couldn't bear to see her pale face, and Jay felt his heart was piercing.
Lilith was flurried and helpless and looked like a frightened child, her eyelash trembling slightly.
After a small pause, she then replied in a shaky voice, "Yes, I have the sa feeling when I am in the hospital."
Jay felt as if an iron bar had struck his head. His ears buzzed, and her mind was blank.
Feeling his helplessness, Lilith was getting more and more restless.
Jay held back his grievance and then continued in a husky voice, "What happened next?"
Jay waited for her reply.
"I feel so bad, and it lasted for almost an hour. I passed out and then beca unconscious," added Lilith.
Jay was startled by what Lilith said.
"You passed out?"
Lilith said nothing but nodded her head.
Jay furrowed his eyebrows and then was lost in his thoughts. He couldn't figure out what kind of drug she was addicted to.
"Do you still feel uncomfortable when you wake up?" asked Jay.
Lilith shook her head slightly while Jay was also confused.
Reaching out her hands, Lilith pulled his hand, staring at Jay with her pure yet helpless eyes.
"Jay, what happened to ?"
Jay had a sense of suppression in his chest as he heard Lilith's reply. Reaching out, he held her into his arms, looking into her eyes soberly.
"Lilith, you have to go to rehab," said Jay in a low yet upset voice.
Shocked, Lilith widened her eyes and then pushed him away. Rushing to the couch and huddled in the corner.
"No, I am not going there," said Lilith while shaking her head.
Lilith went to rehab once, and she was shocked by Carn's hysterical look. The scene kept lingering in her mind. Carn asked for death, and she looked so painful when drug addiction occurred to her.
Lilith couldn't imagine how painful it would be, but now she experienced it personally.
However, she was afraid of the cold place where the staff would tie her hands behind her back to prevent her from doing anything impulsive.
Lilith felt that she would turn out to be non-human if she stayed in rehab for so ti.
It was hell.
Jay was clear about what she was thinking since he knew that rehab was also like a ntal hospital. People would look at them with discriminatory eyes as soon as they got out of rehab.
But Lilith was in a dangerous condition if she kept staying at ho.
Although William and Kelly would accompany her, they had to go out occasionally. Should housemaids nurse Lilith? They would be at the end of their rope if drug addiction occurred to her.
Stepping to her, Jay sat down beside her. Reaching his hands, he patted her head gently and said softly, "Lilith, please trust . I will be with you."
However, Lilith just shook her head violently and refused to follow his words.
"Your family mbers and friends will worry about you if you don't accept treatnt," Jay said.
"No, I am not going there," replied Lilith while gasping heavily.
"Lilith, listen to . I believe that you are not seriously addicted. Look at Carn. She had been addicted to drugs for many years, but now she is getting better," said Jay patiently.
"No, I am not going there. You will hate !"
Lilith covered her ears and was reluctant to accept his advice. She couldn't bear to be a drug addict. She couldn't stand Jay seeing her hysterical behavior.
"Go out. I don't want to see you!" Lilith stood up abruptly and turned to be agitated.
Reaching out, Jay wanted to take her hands but was pushed away by Lilith. She walked away, and tears trickled down her cheeks. "Go! Now! I hate myself, and I don't want you to see like this."
Jay thought drug addiction occurred again, so he hastily approached her.
However, Lilith yelled at him and fell back. "Go out!"
Her screaming broke the tranquility.
Irish, who stayed in the living room, also heard Lilith's outcry. Anxious, she imdiately walked into the bedroom but was shocked by what she saw.
"Irish, I don't want to see him. Take him away, please," Lilith begged Irish with a sob.
Irish turned to Jay since she was also wondering if drug addiction had occurred to Lilith again.
Jay gave him a sign to relieve his sister and then turned to Lilith. Jay thought Lilith was agitated because she could not accept that she was addicted to drugs.
Irish cald down and then persuaded Lilith softly, "Lilith, Jay is worried about you. Calm down and listen to him first."
"No, leave alone. Get out. I just want to stay alone!" Lilith said and covered her ears, dropping down on the floor.
Jay stopped and then went down, putting his arms around Lilith, tightening his arms no matter how hard she pushed him.
"Lilith, I am not going to leave you alone. Absolutely not."
Jay felt so guilty because it was he who caused trouble to Lilith, and it was he who pushed Lilith into a dilemma. The drug dealers were taking revenge on him because Jay interrupted their plan.
That was why the drug dealers kidnapped Lilith to threaten him.
Jay bore a grudge against these drug dealers because they hurt his beloved woman. Lilith was innocent but was deeply hurt by those devils. They almost destroyed Lilith's faith.
They adopted the cruelest way to torture him and encroach on his faith.
Lilith was agitated, beat him, and yelled, "I don't need your apology. Go! Go!" She was afraid of staying with Jay at this mont.
Jay held her face, looking into her eyes seriously, and said, "Lilith, I love you. Trust . I will always love you."
After hearing this, Lilith stopped yelling and looked up.
She burst into tears while Irish walked out silently, closing the door since she was clear they needed to talk.
Irish felt her nose twitch.
Heaving a sigh, Irish tried her best to calm down but still felt a sense of suppression fill in her chest.
Irish couldn't figure out what was wrong recently. It seed that everyone was suffering from pain. The beautiful monts of life faded away gradually, and she was unable to save the situation.
Irish was lost in her thoughts.
Where did the suppression co from?
People's ntal condition was influenced by their surroundings, and people were not born with the grievance. Therefore, Irish always told herself that she had to be positive. But she found that she always felt flurried recently as if a disaster was coming soon.
Was it because of Lilith's experience?
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