The following day, after resting for several hours, Tang Yin got up and quickly went to look for Yinyin.
He had spent all night ditating without cultivation. He needed to find himself, to understand himself.
And after so much ditation, he ca to a conclusion.
The way to cope with this bunch of strange feelings he was having was to defeat them in his own mind and illusion.
That is, he needed to face them.
That's why he took Yinyin to get him into that strange Domain.
Although she could not bring him in on her own, he quickly fell prey to the Domain again, for when he saw Bing Yinyin, he could not control his thoughts.
And soon, he found himself plunged into endless tornt again.
No matter how many tis he tried, his mind continuously fell prey to these thoughts swirling in his mind.
'These damned thoughts cannot dominate my life. I must master my mind, no matter how much it costs .'
Once he returned to his physical body after seeing Huang Feifei and most of his won in this world die, he did not open his eyes.
Instead, he quickly sat down on the ground and closed them tightly.
He imrsed himself in deep thoughts about what it ans to control.
About what it ans to control himself and the importance of doing so.
His thoughts beca deeper and deeper.
Even Bing Yinyin was stunned.
'Is he trying to control himself? Amazing. If he can pass the test of hatred, maybe the rest of the tests will be easy. He just needs to control himself and his thoughts. But how hard will that be?'
Even she did not know the answer to this question because she had never experienced anything like it.
This Domain does not affect her because it belongs to her. That is why she had never experienced such deep-seated hatred.
That is why she was patient and waited.
Tang Yin soon opened his eyes and stared at her.
Thoughts he guided crossed his mind, which again caused the Domain to activate and strike him.
'The way to strike... It's straight to the soul, and the strike is to knock my soul unconscious. I see, that's why I can't see it; it's a camouflaged soul attack.' He thought to himself before falling unconscious.
He couldn't see the attack or even tell where it ca from within this vast Domain. Still, the little bit of information he had provided kept his mories intact once inside the illusion.
That was surprising to him and a breakthrough.
Even so, it was still painful to see his wives die. This ti, Bing Yinyin played the 'Heir of Death' and practically killed his entire family before him.
Despite that, as soon as he woke up from the nightmare, he sat up again without opening his eyes for a mont.
He went back into his own mind and thoughts.
It was then that he realized sothing else.
With every blow this Domain gave him, light ice particles infiltrated his soul.
'What for? Does she want to freeze inside?' he thought, but he soon realized that his thoughts had been diverted again.
And when he realized that, he understood what was going on.
'I see. So it's because the whole point of training in this Domain is to freeze your feelings. But wouldn't that be too scary? It's like killing your own feelings!' he thought.
Perhaps his thoughts were not wrong, but he opened his eyes again, wanting to experience that again.
Yet, before he could finish opening them, that stream of energy hit him without warning once again, and he fell unconscious before he could even think.
Thus, he soon woke up again.
Tang Yin frowned and looked to his side.
'What is this?'
He was lying face down on a strange, barren land. Sohow, it brought back a mory.
"Tang Yin!" A beautiful voice then ca from the front. Strange longing could be heard in that voice, leaving him stunned.
He imdiately and unconsciously raised his head to stare at a different Qingyue.
The woman in front of him certainly was that beautiful, star-reading Qingyue.
But she was slightly different from when she was in his world.
She wore elegant clothes, the kind she was rarely seen wearing, and a partially revealing dress.
Although she was not the Qingyue he saw in his world when she was alive, he could recognize her.
She was Qingyue that the Heirs' Chambers showed him when he applied for the Law of Control; perhaps they did so as a 'reward.'
'The aura of death... It's not there? It's because of the illusion...' He thought and stood up.
In fact, this illusion made it easy for him this ti.
Because even though they might want to assassinate Qingyue again, he cannot make a mistake and think it's reality anymore.
The main problem with past illusions is that they felt highly realistic and made his heart believe they were true.
But there is no way this one is real. After all, it was just an illusion created by the Heirs' Chambers to allow him to see her one more ti.
And this ti, the illusion was not complete.
Still, before his thoughts ended, he looked up in shock and saw a huge column of ice rising from the far reaches of the world.
That column of ice, so strange and powerful, headed here at great speed, heading towards Qingyue.
He sneered, "In your dreams!" he shouted, launching himself at the ice pillar before it could even hit Qingyue.
*SWOSH*
He tried to hit it, but...
At that mont, his body pierced the ice pillar, and he was stunned. An imnse amount of feelings inside his body were frozen instantly, making him abruptly fall to the ground.
He did not look back to see Qingyue, who had been frozen and was about to die, being pierced by large icy thorns that appeared.
Instead, he looked at the ground and frowned.
His mind felt challenged.
Perhaps for the first ti, he had felt challenged. He hadn't realized it, but his mindset had changed since he started experiencing this, so, feeling challenged, he felt angry.
'I have said it clearly: I am not going to freeze my feelings. I'm not going to destroy them, nor am I going to strip myself of them; who do you think you are to freeze sothing in that I don't want?' He spoke internally to that strange ice that had crept into his body.
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