My na is Hiru. I am the child of a distant relative of the Tsugikuni Clan. After my father left one day and never ca back, and when our rice jar at ho finally ran dry, my mother decided to take —barely over a year old at the ti—to seek refuge with this distant relative.
But on our way to the Tsugikuni Clan, we encountered bandits. Luckily, we ca across a patrol from the Tsugikuni household and narrowly survived.
My mother, however, was injured while protecting . By the ti we reached the Tsugikuni Clan, her wound had worsened beyond saving. After entrusting to them and leaving her final words, she died from her illness.
So, as a young child, I was adopted into the household of this clan leader, becoming his third son. I abandoned my original surna and beca Tsugikuni Hiru.
Only later did I learn that my birth mother was the cousin of my new mother. Because of that connection, I was able to be adopted so smoothly into the Tsugikuni Clan as their third son. Akeno—my new mother—told all of this when I was a little older.
She also told that my birth mother had exchanged her own life to give the chance to live. She asked to cherish myself, because my life was no longer just my own—I was carrying my mother’s share as well.
Akeno repeated this to countless tis, never tiring of it.
To outsiders, Akeno might have seed overly talkative, but I actually loved hearing her voice. When she spoke, there was a gentle, calming strength in her words. For —new to this environnt, lost and uneasy—it brought a sense of peace.
My new father was completely different. He kept telling that I was now a child of the Tsugikuni Clan, that I must be loyal to the clan, support my eldest brother, and, when the ti ca, even die for him. According to him, that was the very purpose of the family’s third son.
I could feel the disgust and contempt in his tone. I also knew he had only reluctantly allowed to take the na Tsugikuni Hiru and live here as an adopted son because Akeno had asked him to.
Still, although my new father was harsh, the two brothers he ntioned were as gentle as my new mother.
They were twins. The elder brother was Tsugikuni Michikatsu; the younger was Tsugikuni Yoriichi.
Brother Michikatsu liked to imitate our father, always wearing a stern face. Yet his heart wasn’t bad at all. He cared for Yoriichi and in his own awkward way, even if it ant getting beaten by Father. He was stubborn, awkward, but also very kind.
Brother Yoriichi, however, was a strange person.
He resembled Michikatsu in appearance, but his face bore a vivid, fla-like birthmark, and the tips of his hair were dyed a striking red. His features were gentle, but his presence was striking.
He was easy to get along with, always carrying a sense of quiet acceptance toward everything. Yet aside from Akeno, nearly everyone in the clan saw him as an ill-oned child.
My new father—his actual father—was the pri example. He allowed , the adopted son, to live in a side room, but confined Yoriichi to a cramped attic and forbade him from seeing anyone.
I too found Yoriichi strange, but not because of his appearance or the rumors about twins being cursed. It was because his eyes always seed empty.
Often, when he looked at soone, it felt as though he wasn’t really looking at them, but rather through them at sothing far away. His gaze was always confused and unfocused.
It was in this new family that I grew up safely to the age of three.
By then, I could barely rember my birth mother’s face. I only faintly rembered her as strict yet gentle. My mories of her were down to two things.
One was the desperate look on her face as she shielded from the bandits.
The other was her tearful eyes as she held my hand before she died, repeating over and over that I must not forget the kindness of the Tsugikuni family who would raise , that I must grow up with a grateful heart and repay them soday.
I didn’t understand the aning of her words back then, but I knew she was a good person. It just seed that in this world, good people didn’t live long.
It might sound strange, but I could see it—when soone was about to die, a black shadow would appear behind them. When that shadow ford their face, that person would die.
It was the sa with my father. Before he left, a thick shadow lood behind him, and he never returned. If only I had understood my ability back then, maybe everything would be different now.
My mother also carried a shadow before she died. As she drew her final breath, that shadow ford her face. Its shape beca clear as it gazed at with sorrow before fading away. That was the first ti I realized what I could do.
I never liked this ability. I only ntion it now because I saw the shadow again—this ti behind Akeno. It followed her everywhere, and as its face beca clearer, her body grew weaker.
I didn’t know how to get rid of it. All I could do was be more obedient and study harder. Every ti I brought back excellent grades, Akeno would smile, and the shadow’s face would blur a little.
As long as the shadow didn’t develop a clear face, Akeno could stay alive—or so I believed.
But every ti I showed good grades, my new father would scold harshly, accusing of plotting against the Tsugikuni Clan, and his mood would worsen.
Even so, I wanted Akeno to live more than anything. Even if it ant being yelled at, I wanted to see her smile.
Yoriichi seed to see it too. In his rare monts outside, he would always find Akeno quickly and cling to her left leg. Whenever he did, the shadow would blur a little more.
But every ti Father saw Yoriichi leaning on Akeno, he would explode with anger. Today was no different.
【How many tis have I told you! You unlucky child, stop appearing before ! Your mother Akeno is already in poor health—stop making things worse! Get back to your room!】
I watched as sorrow filled Yoriichi’s eyes. He pursed his lips and let go, but Akeno caught his hand. Ignoring Father’s rage, she pointed toward and spoke gently:
【Yoriichi, I’m sorry. Mom has sothing to handle right now. Could you go play with Hiru for a while?】
I watched Brother Yoriichi walk toward , but my eyes stayed fixed on the shadow behind Akeno, growing clearer and clearer.
Please, no. Don’t beco any clearer.
Yoriichi led away, but at the corner, I stopped him, still staring at Akeno.
Yoriichi clearly shared my worry. The two of us stayed quietly in the corner, watching Father and Mother face off.
It was the first ti I’d ever seen Mother angry. Her face was calm, but her voice was sharp and full of bla. Father just stood there, head turned, silent and frozen.
For a mont in my sight, Mother overlapped with the shadow behind her.
Please, don’t take my mother away again.
【Don’t cry, Hiru.】
Yoriichi’s voice was gentle, easing my fear and anxiety.
【Brother… Mother is dying.】
【…I know.】
【Brother, can you see it too?】
【Yes, I can.】
【Then… will you always stay by my side?】
I don’t rember what he said after that. I only rember his hand gently patting my head, the warmth of his palm bringing comfort and reassurance.
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