for episode 527
was released.
Kim Rae-bin, who summoned the mbers to the living room, solemnly stood in front of them as if preparing for the holiday season.
Sohow, Park Moon-dae looked at him, feeling like a parent receiving school report cards or a family mber.
‘That’s great.’
Kim Rae-bin was exhausted from not sleeping properly for the past few weeks.
Park Moon-dae indifferently opened his mouth.
“… Shall we go to sleep and talk?”
“It’s okay if you suggested it out of consideration for . Let’s start by talking about what I have to say.”
Kim Rae-bin answered very firmly, then closed his eyes and shouted.
“First of all, I’m sorry.”
“… ??”
‘Are you saying you’re sorry for making the trailer so well and appearing alone?’
‘… I’ve been able to make it like this for a while, but I’m sorry I hid my skills?’
An absurd interpretation passed through the mbers’ heads, but at the sa ti, everyone discarded that interpretation.
And Kim Rae-bin slowly explained to the mbers who decided to smile kindly.
“The teaser reflected a lot of my personal impressions.”
know.
“However, this teaser is a representative work introducing Testa’s new album. It was not my personal work.”
The mbers realized what Kim Rae-bin wanted to say.
-It’s our album, but I’m sorry for containing my own story!
“I made a connection point with the album. However, I could not systematically report what symbols and taphors I used in the process of making my work.”
Kim Rae-bin swallowed and said firmly.
“I felt compelled to apologize for that… .”
And he slightly bowed his head.
Without even a mont of silence, the words ca crashing in.
“Are you an idiot Kim Raebin? Sit quickly!”
“… ?!”
When he ca to his senses, he was sitting on the living room rug with his back on the sofa.
“Rabin has been thinking too much~”
“Sure. Well made.”
A warm bruise followed without criticism. Kim Rae-bin reflexively accepted the honey tea offered by Bae Se-jin with a blunt face.
The person sitting on the sofa patted his back slowly.
It was Park Moon-dae.
“Even if you don’t explain in detail, I can tell that the teaser and the album are well connected. Because it’s an album we made together.”
he spoke boldly.
“From the beginning, we monitored and gave feedback on all the continuations and progress you made. you know?”
“… yes.”
“okay. Then, don’t be fooled by the confirmation and proceeding.”
He seed a bit conflicted, then added:
“… The number of views ca out well, so enjoy it.”
Park Moon-dae was smiling faintly as he said that.
Kim Rae-bin nodded his head, holding back his eyes from blushing.
“yes.”
But there was a secret.
In fact, he vaguely expected and expected the mbers to react like this.
It is a fact that I have learned through crying and laughing together over the past few years that I am not a team mber to criticize or criticize.
‘I said it even though I knew it.’
Because I wanted to get this reaction.
Steer’s flood of mories left an almost shockingly deep mark, and he was extrely hypersensitive to situations that might bring them back.
to criticism and condemnation.
No matter what he did, Kim Rae-bin needed a counterexample in order to break the chain of finding the justification for criticism and coming up with logic.
I wanted to make sure that that doesn’t happen in reality.
“great job. Well done Rabin.”
And the attempt turned out to be very successful, and Kim Rae-bin was finally able to escape the premonition that had been holding him for the past few weeks.
My eyes were hot and my heart was light.
He squeezed the honey tea.
“Ravina, I like the teaser… ?”
“Honestly, I think the person who made it would have been cool to see it in person~ How do you feel!”
“that… … .”
Now, without worrying anymore, Kim Rae-bin was able to accept the question innocently and co up with an answer after pondering it.
“… I was relieved. It is because I was able to organize the images while embodying the images I felt.”
Rather than the teaser itself, it was the feeling I felt while making that teaser.
He had already made his debut as a testa and experienced nurous successes. So rationally, he was able to refute his self-abuse during his steer days with counterexamples.
However, he could understand why he accepted such vicious and sophistical logic during his days at Steer.
let your mind go numb.
because they were both the sa person.
“It’s embarrassing… Actually, this teaser is a song I made to comfort myself.”
The surroundings beca slightly quiet.
Rabin Kim slightly lowered his head.
“Since this is not a story that has been disclosed to the public, I thought it might cause a problem with its popularity in that it is sowhat ambiguous and can be interpreted in various ways… .”
“Nope!”
The closing phrase ‘I tried to complent it as much as possible’ was cut off.
“You idiot, it’s funny because all the interpretations are different! So cool. [That teaser was literally cool!]”
Kim Rae-bin looked at Cha Yu-jin with a bewildered face.
Hearing that Cha Yoo-jin is an idiot, I can’t feel bad!
and… .
‘Are you serious?’
What am I trying to say? It’s funnier because there’s no definitive answer?
As if answering that thought, Park Moon-dae continued as if to supplent Cha Yu-jin’s words.
“okay. People would have interpreted and understood what they experienced as they knew.”
Moondae Park nodded, swallowing in good conscience the rumors that that would have gone viral.
“… And millions of people like that have seen the teaser. Among them, there must be people who understood the teaser the way you thought.”
Those words echoed sowhere.
Kim Rae-bin naturally imagined the scene briefly.
Soone who suffers from accusations and criticism.
The scene where that person accidentally sees a teaser he made and finds a hidden story and feels sympathy and comfort.
The scene that I think is my story.
He imdiately nodded, slightly choking.
“yes… … .”
It was a feeling he would not have felt if he had reassembled his terrifying work in such a way that the public could fully understand it.
Kim Rae-bin made a new commitnt.
– Take note, but don’t be swayed.
It felt like my mind was clear!
He answered with a clear mind.
“thank you!”
“what.”
Lee Se-jin smiled and sorted out the situation.
“Now that we have such a great trailer for our album, how about a toast?”
“Uh ok… !”
The mbers nodded and poured the drinks they wanted, from cold water to barnacles, creating an atmosphere.
Bae Se-jin started talking about the references to ‘Alice in Wonderland’ and ‘Alice in the Looking Glass’ that he found in the teaser, and Lee Se-jin introduced a WeTube video interpreted by a fan.
Kim Rae-bin took all of this seriously but happily.
It was the sa routine as any other I’ve been through for years.
‘good night.’
In the gap, Kim Rae-bin regained a deep sense of stability.
In the past few weeks, he has succeeded in sublimating overflowing pain into stimulating inspiration.
Although the stimulation gave an opportunity for creation, it was not possible to extract creative work without resting in the constant stimulation. You will be exhausted and exhausted before then.
Periods of stability and recovery are also necessary for:
Kim Rae-bin has just had such a ntal break.
‘Thank… .’
He let go of his emotions and finally smiled at ease.
And fainted.
“… ?! Lavin??”
“Ooooooh Raebin Kim!”
The tension was relaxed and the aftereffects of the all-nighter had arrived.
I can say it was a blissful sleepover.
“Oh… .”
“Cha Yoo-jin. The bridge is yours. I will raise my head.”
“Moondaemundae, you should take a break too.”
Kim Rae-bin, who imdiately fell asleep, was carried to bed by the mbers who got up in a hurry.
It was the point where only 10 days were left until the release of the new album.
“… … .”
And at this point, Park Moon-dae raised one of Kim Rae-bin’s arms and made a decision.
* * *
Kim Rae-bin was subrged in a peaceful subconscious.
I dream vague dreams in a warm and good mood. It would be great if I fell asleep like this and woke up after a while I hope that those thoughts do not even beco verbalized and resonate softly and pleasantly in my head… .
A low voice sounded like pouring cold water.
“Are you awake?”
grandma!
Kim Rae-bin, who opened his eyes while crying out for his guardian, t Park Moon-dae, who was making a sad expression.
The older brother, whose expression seed to fit the nickna of Tibetan fox, nodded at him and stood up.
‘uh… ?’
Looking back, he was dressed in street clothes with a wool fleece.
“Where are you going… ?”
“uh. to the shop. The publicity WiTube channel was caught.”
Co to think of it, a coback is just around the corner!
Kim Rae-bin ca to his senses this ti and hurriedly followed him to see him off.
‘What the hell am I… When did you fall asleep??’
It felt like my eyes were spinning!
However, in an instant, the three older brothers, standing in the front door, got ready, smiled, waved, and left.
They are Park Moon-dae, Seon Ah-hyun, and Lee Se-jin.
They were three people of the sa age who were good to talk about relationships on the air.
“I’ll go… !”
“I will promote the album properly and co back~”
Tak.
The front door closed lightly.
And Kim Rae-bin remained at the entrance in a daze.
“… … .”
who… Are you saying you should ask about this situation?
It was then.
Tuk-tuk.
Soone tapped his shoulder. Kim Rae-bin quickly turned his head.
Bae Se-jin had a serious face.
“Hmm, let’s eat.”
“yes… … .”
Kim Rae-bin, who responded coldly, unconsciously followed him and headed to the table.
Surprisingly, the food was already served there.
‘Chicken soup… … .’
A white soup dish was served on a plate.
And there was only one person on this team making it.
‘Cha Yoo-jin!’
Yes.
However, this ti, Cha Yoo-jin made a traditional soup using her mother’s recipe instead of making it like chicken stir-fried soup by adding red pepper paste.
“Bon appétit.”
Cha Yoo-jin shrugged and spat out an idiom equivalent to ‘I’ll eat well’ and sat down at the table. Kim Rae-bin took a spoonful of soup and took it to his mouth, forgetting to ask questions because of his naturalness.
Sothing more familiar than before… .
‘ah.’
Kim Rae-bin realized.
It was a taste I ate occasionally when I was steer.
‘Co to think of it, Cha Yoo-jin often cooked… .’
Unlike now, when we have a company that takes care of people and even mbers who are good at cooking, back then, we had to order delivery or take turns cooking.
Raebin Kim looked around without realizing it because of the hazy mories that suddenly ca to mind.
Only the mbers who were together during the steer were sitting at this table.
Coincidentally.
“it is delicious? Do you rember what you ate before?”
Even Cha Yu-jin openly asked that.
A brief mont of silence passed.
And Sejin Bae carefully opened his mouth first.
“… I don’t rember ever eating it. no that… Although I tried what you made for last ti you lost your mory.”
“Sure. Because Eugene started cooking a year after his debut.”
after you quit
Liu Cheng-wu did not bother to add the word, but everyone understood the aning behind it.
Cha Yujin shrugged and opened her mouth.
“Oh… I have a lot of mories of my brother. Then do you rember not eating my food and throwing it away?”
I don’t think that’s sothing to be said lightly!
Even Kim Rae-bin thought about it, but couldn’t bring it up in this atmosphere that reminded of the ti of Steer sowhere.
Back then, I could never answer a question at the dinner table!
“Don’t you rember? Christmas Eve.”
“… … .”
Liu Qingyu did not answer for a mont.
He hesitated, as if he was conflicted within, but soon replied calmly.
“It wasn’t who threw it away.”
“What?!”
“It must have been Min Jung-hoon.”
Ryu Cheng-wu gave a specific na. It was a mber of Mo Steer who was rumored to be dating.
Cha Yoo-jin almost hit the table with a spoon.
“Holy sh… Then why didn’t you say it was a misunderstanding?”
“Because I don’t have to.”
Liu Chengwu seed to be in conflict as to whether or not to speak up again, but soon replied in a rather insensitive tone.
“I thought you guys would fight, so I sorted it out with what I did. I thought it would be easier to control that way. Because you heard .”
“… … .”
Soon, Cha Yu-jin sighed lowly.
“OK. [This is typical “steer leader” behavior. It’s my fault for asking.]”
Cha Yu-jin responded quite cynically, but even a person who didn’t speak English could tell from the tone that there was no malice in that.
So, no tension was created. Instead, the conversation ended with Liu Cheng-wu smiling faintly.
A slightly embarrassing yet gentle atmosphere that could be reconciled between people whose misunderstanding had been resolved passed by.
And again, wordless spooning continued.
‘hmm.’
Kim Rae-bin had an unexpected feeling.
They are already sitting around talking about the old past and uncomfortable tis.
In fact, it wouldn’t be strange even if it was uncomfortable, but I even felt a little nostalgic about this atmosphere.
‘Why?’
The reason was simple.
Even in very difficult and difficult tis, when a good ending was reached, there was always sothing to look back on and rember.
Especially if there are people who have endured that period together.
“How much pepper did you sprinkle?”
“If you are not sick, you can eat it. is this right!”
They silently emptied the soup.
I sorted out the past that I forgot and then rembered.
Ready to go again.
* * *
Sa ti.
Moondae Park, who successfully finished filming the publicity mukbang entertainnt WeTube, received a text ssage.
It was very unexpected news.
-VTIC Cheong Ryeo Senior: Junior, let’s et once within three days.
While thinking things like ‘Crazy man, I’m making a coback’, Park Moon-dae was still conscious of the filming location and the people around him, so he thought of sending a polite, non-trivial text ssage.
-VTIC Senior Shin Cheong-ryeo: Because I enlisted in four days ^^
“… ?? … … !!”
VTIC. Four days until the last leader, Chung-ryeol, enlists.
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