I stared at Fatty until he eventually sighed and said, "Yes, I saw Yun Cai. She told not to go in, but I didn't respond to her. This place is evil. I know that people can't co back to life. You just have to rationalize your inner pain."
"Then why didn't you ntion it?"
Fatty touched the nto hanging around his neck, "I thought I had gotten over it, but when I saw her, I realized that I wasnt over it at all. This place is quite sinister. It picks out things from your past that you havent co to terms with and uses it to provoke you. Plus, you should be asking Little Brother why he didnt ntion it as well. Its two against one, so thats why we didn't bother saying anything."
I looked into the darkness. What did Poker-Face see?
Was there anything from his past he hadnt co to terms with?
I looked at Fatty again and knew why he was so hesitant to talk. He felt that the things he saw were things that he hadnt been able to co to terms with. But I saw Poker-Face, so did that an that I wasnt over everything that had happened during those ten years?
I didnt think it was a matter of coming to terms with it. After all, I had no intention of putting that decade of my life behind . With my character, I actually hoped that the wound would always hurt so that I could stay alert. But I felt that Fatty's statent had so truth to it even though it was useless.
"Then whats your final opinion on the matter?" I asked him.
"Rember the sound that fake Little Brother made just now? I heard the sa kind of sound during the first half of my shift when I was keeping watch that night. I think the Yun Cai that I saw was also one of these transford things. But if there really is such a thing as these bee n here, is there sothing like a queen bee that has even more capabilities?"
I looked at Fatty, thought about it for a mont, and imdiately understood what he ant. He was thinking that if the bee n could turn into human beings, then maybe the queen bee was more powerful and could turn into soone who was close to our hearts.
I gave a wry smile. The term bee man was just a code na; it wasnt a real bee.
I lay down and continued to think, but slowly discovered a strange thing. Whenever I was about to fall asleep, Jin Xingsan would imdiately co over and talk to . After a few conversations, my drowsiness disappeared, but when this happened a few more tis, my fatigue was beyond words. I looked at his constantly energetic expression again. This oppressive atmosphere was enough to make people feel an overwhelming sense of despair.
But I dared not confront it directly, because I knew it was difficult to deal with. Although we could kill it, such an act required a lot of physical strength and another one may imdiately fill its spot. So, I tried to keep the current state of affairs stable, but I could barely get any rest like this.
In the end, I couldnt help but start making so deductions. If this state lasted for seven to ten days, what would happen to ?
I looked at the endless abyss below and figured that I would have the strong urge to jump, and may even fall asleep before landing.
My mind was becoming more and more chaotic, and the real fatigue was preventing from thinking. I knew that as long as I could sleep for five minutes, I could recover a little bit, but Jin Xingsan was staring at and wouldnt let fall asleep.
"Xiao Hua and Little Brother must have escaped, Fatty suddenly said from beside . Should we endure it for a while and wait for them to save us?"
I did so calculations and felt that it was impossible. The risk was too great. We didnt know what they were facing right now, and they may even need our help if the problem they were facing was even more serious than ours.
I took out a cigarette. I guess this could be considered a relapse, but I needed the nicotine to get my brain working at full capacity.
Compared to ordinary people, cigarettes helped a lot, but the effective ti was very short so I'd basically feel even more fatigued right after smoking. I looked at Jin Xingsan, lit the cigarette, and took the initiative to get up.
Fattys voice ca from behind , "What are you doing? Let warm up first."
"Just watch, I said to him. Im going to trick it."
Ignoring the fact that it was influencing my mind, it was essentially keeping from climbing, so the way to fight it was to make it think that I was still in the sa position.
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