I’m not late getting up for school this morning. In fact, I’m so early it’s ridiculous. It took forever to get to sleep last night because all I could think about was Siegfried. I’m still having trouble believing the things we did.
There’s been one major problem, though, and that’s all the text ssages Dalton’s been sending . He texted saying he was sorry he was a dick and that he’s just going through so things. He also said he wanted to make it up to , but I didn’t respond to any of it. What am I supposed to say? Sorry, I was never really into you but I’m really into your dad? Which is a whole other thing in itself.
Siegfried is a father. I know Dalton ntioned that he and his mom weren’t getting along so he ca out here to stay. He hadn’t said much else beyond that, but now I wish I would have poked a bit more. Who is Dalton’s mom and was Siegfried married to her? Why didn’t it work out? All of these things should be at the bottom of my list of questions and worries, but jealousy nags at for so crazy reason.
What’s happening with Siegfried is so fling, right? We’re just two people having so fun because there’s no way this could possibly turn into sothing more. I’m not sure how old Siegfried is, but if he has a kid he’s likely twice my age.
I know for sure I won’t ask Siegfried about his ex. The last thing I want to do is co off as clingy or possessive. He’s an older man, and I’ve got to play it cool. I’m sure the won he dates have all kinds of experience while I’m over here asking for a kiss. I’m so la. He gave it to , though, and it made saving my first kiss worth the wait. Even if I ca off as a dork.
Puckering my lips in the mirror, I decide to put on so strawberry chapstick to make them shine. It might draw his attention there and then maybe he’ll kiss so more. Though he said he was going to be kissing sowhere else today.
My thighs press together because I need so kind of relief. I’ve been turned on since I got dressed and didn’t put any panties on. It’s weird not having them on under my skirt, and it makes feel naughty. I play with my hair before putting a headband on to hold it back out of my face and leave the rest down. The last thing I do is take out my stupid contacts from the drawer.
It takes almost ten minutes to get them in, and I know I’ll never make it with them all day. They will start to drive crazy, so I shove my glasses and contacts case along with a pair of panties into my bag. No way I’m walking around school all day without any on. I don’t know why, but I don’t think Siegfried would be okay with that either.
This might be a fling for him, but he seems to be sowhat possessive of . His hand cupped my sex the whole drive ho, and when we pulled up to the front of the house, I’d so badly wanted him to change his mind and take ho with him. Too bad I didn’t have it in to ask.
He’d brushed his mouth against mine and ordered out of the car. He told to be a good girl, but maybe if I had been he would have taken ho with him. I’m just not sure how to do that.
I grab my phone off the charger before heading downstairs, and when I see my sister is in the kitchen, it surprises . I was sure she’d sleep in after being out late.
“Hey.” She glances my way and then does a double-take. She looks up and down and then cocks her head to the side. “Did you do sothing different today?”
“Contacts?” I offer, and her brows pull together.
“I guess.”
“I’m just going to grab a granola bar.” I head toward the pantry, and I can feel her eyes on the whole way. She can sense sothing is up.
“I was about to make you breakfast,” she calls to , and my phone goes off in my hand. I expect it to be Siegfried because it’s almost seven, but instead it’s soone I really don’t want to talk to.
Dalton: Got my car back. How about I pick you up for school today?
Oh god. Now I have to respond to him. I’m guessing he only got his car back because Siegfried is taking to school today and not him.
: Already have a ride but thanks
“I can make sothing.” Kat steps into the panty with .
“I’m actually going into school early. A friend is picking up.”
“A friend? I knew sothing was up.” Her face breaks out into a giant smile.
“Don’t!” I groan. “Please.”
“Fine.” She huffs. “But this is bullshit. You’re supposed to gossip and share stuff with . I’m your sister.”
Normally, I would, but my sister might shut this down. She’s pretty open with letting do whatever I want, but I don’t ever do anything that’s out of the norm. As Siegfried pointed out, I’m a good girl. If she knew about Siegfried, I have no clue how she’d react. There’s no point telling her if this is so random bit of fun because she might try and talk out of it. Or she could scare Siegfried away from , and that’s the last thing I want.
I might end up with a broken heart, but doesn’t everyone have to go through one of those at so point in life? Siegfried is the first person to ever make desire sothing more. I can’t let that slip through my fingers even if he ruins .
A million different things flash through my mind of dirty ways that he could ruin . I think he might have because I don’t even know where so of these fantasies co from. He’s pulled them from sowhere deep inside of that I didn’t know was there.
“You with ?” Kat snaps her fingers in front of my face, and I realize I glazed over while lost in thought.
“Sorry.” I zoned out for a second, and suddenly I’m so turned on my thighs have gotten wet. “I’ve got to head out,” I blurt before my sister tries to pry details from .
She gives a suspicious look before she finally gives in. “Fine. Text later so I know if I’m picking you up or this ‘friend”’—she does finger quotes around the word—“is bringing you ho.”
“Will do.” I kiss her cheek before I move past her and out of the pantry.
“Oh, are those fruit roll-ups?” I hear her say to herself.
I guess those pregnancy cravings are kicking in, and I smile. Then it falters because she’s starting a family of her own now. I shake those thoughts from my head, not wanting to go there right now.
My phone gets another text, and it’s good timing because it’s a welco distraction.
Dalton: See you at school
What the hell is up with him? I stare down at the text and another goes off. This one makes butterflies flutter through my whole body.
Siegfried: I’m here.
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