His eyes trembling, Max wondered,How did she find out?He knew this day was going to arrive eventually but had not been ready. His thoughts tangled into knots, he remained silent.
He was contemplating whether he should feign ignorance again when Jubelian called, Max? She was frowning.
If I tell her the truthhe gazed into her periwinkle eyes. Imdiately feeling uncomfortable, he realized he couldnt be candid. He was afraid that she might leave him. Despite the terrible feeling that poked at his conscience, Max decided to lie once more. Hastily grabbing her hands, he began, It wasnt on purpose! Its because He couldnt continue, however, knowing that he had already done enough wrong by choosing to ignore the misunderstandings between the lady and her father.
Max had been dense enough to not realize the father-daughter relationship was a grave problem until Jubelian had bawled her eyes out a few days ago. Ever since then, his heart grew heavy at the sight of the lady, and such was the reason why he had avoided her. Despite his indifferent naturehe had never felt guilt for engaging in countless malicious actshe now felt eternally indebted to Jubelian.
Desperate to resolve the discomfort, he decided not to fool her anymore. Tightly holding her slender fingers, he confessed, Its because I was afraid that you would leave
once you found out how much Master cherishes you as a daughter.
Jubelian widened her eyes, then she sighed. Her voice stern, she asked, So, you knew all along that Dad cared about
but chose not to tell ?
Instead of answering her question, Max apologized, his voice growing smaller. Im sorry. Im sorry for hiding it from you As he waited for her to speak, he felt his insides being charred black. Silence followed, and he lowered his head helplessly. It seed this was the end.
Max soon felt her grab his feeble hands. Thank you for telling
this, Max. Her words were unexpected. Actually, I wouldnt have known even if you kept it a secret
Dumbstruck, Maxs eyes widened.Thats not what she was talking about?
He remained frozen as the lady continued, Of course, you dont have to tell
every little thing, but what you told
just nowyouve done it for the wrong reasons.
Criticized, Max lowered his head again and admitted, I understand
With a sigh, Jubelian noted, Still, it seems you at least have a moral sense seeing how you were apologizing in your sleep
Moral sense?Max knitted his brow at the unfamiliar term. He had slaughtered countless n and planned innurable sches against the empress conspiracies. Nevertheless, he had never felt remorse until now.
Guilt is not sothing you feel at once, you know. It starts as a nial worry at first, and before you know it, it has grown into a huge thorn you cant ignore.
A thorn?He recalled the discomfort he had felt the past few days.That must be it.Max had done wrong by her, and it was only after this fault that he kept being reminded of the evil deeds he had committed throughout his life. They kept bothering him, and soon, they had grown intolerable.
Gently pulling him by the hand, the lady asked, Well, do you feel better now after letting it out? Max raised his head to see her rosy cheeks and unwavering gaze. You must feel relieved and like youve grown closer to . He certainly did feel those ways. Until now, he had been worried that she would leave him. Now that he had confessed the truth, he was unencumbered.
Truly, she was amazing.
When Max first realized that he had grown fond of Jubelian, he thought she would beco his weakness and tried to protect her. Little did he know, she was the one who had been protecting himpreventing him from falling into the depths of darkness.
Shes not my weakness. Shes soone who brings
strength.
He was suddenly reminded of his masters words:Swordsmanship exists to protect precious things, not to kill. It seems you have forgotten this basic principle.
Max t her eyes. Although she was slow-witted at tis, she had accepted him unconditionally, and he had learned a lot from her.
I want to get stronger for you,he decided.
By the way, does that an you werent going to date
if not for the contractual relationship? she pouted suddenly. Max couldnt help but smile.
I would have chased after you no matter what. Having reassured her, he brought her into his arms. Thank you for everything.
She patted him on the back, then she reminded him about the very reason for their conversation. So, are you going to tell
about what my dad said about ?
Max flinched, then he sighed. Ask away.
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