Is that really you? he asked quietly in a hoarse voice. His jawline was more defined than before. Overall, he looked thinner compared to the last ti I had seen him. Perhaps he really had been ill; seeing soone who had never shown his weak aspects so fragile, I began to feel sorry. Maybe he was still recovering from our unexpected breakup.
Mikhail began to approach
but stopped a few feet away, prompting
to recall what I had said to him during our last eting.
Forcefully touching others without their consent is an act of violence. I hope you havent done this to anyone other than .
Staring at
from a distance, he mumbled what sounded like, I must be dreaming, as he reached his hand out to . His movent was slow, but the sowhat peculiar gesture made
pushor rather, slaphis hand without hesitation. Examining the back of his hand which had turned red from the impact, the astonished man turned to .
Realizing I had made a mistake by acting rashly against a sick person, I decided to apologize. However, Mikhail spoke first.
Its not a dream?
Until now, I had planned to say so harsh words to him once I t him again. But seeing him so weak, I couldnt dare do such a thing. Deciding I had no more business here, I bid farewell. However, Mikhail hurriedly ran to block my way. With an urgent expression, he pleaded, Jubelian! Please listen to what I have to say. It will only take a mont.
I couldnt understand why, but it sounded like he still carried feelings for . I could have just left him there, but if I didnt make a clean closure now, his mother was going to chase
to the ends of the earth. Disastrous days like this were going to continue.
Sure, I agreed at last. After all, not doing so would be no different from running away from my problems.
Mikhail widened his eyes at my permissive attitude. Nodding his head vigorously, he suggested, Thank you, thank you so much! S-should we converse inside?
No matter how much of a delinquent I was, I knew when to feel embarrassed. I couldnt go back into a mansion that I had just shat on. I would like to talk in privatein a quiet place if possible.
Well head to the pavilion, then, he concurred.
That sounds wonderful, I answered, confident that we would be able to have a personal conversation in the sumrhouse located at the corner of the garden.
Then, my lady, Mikhail held out his hand as if to escort . On his thin face was a faint smile. Ignoring his gesture, I proceeded to the alcove. From behind, I could hear his footsteps chasing .
***
He had always strived to be the cream of the crop and desired to shine brighter than anyone. Such was the reason why Mikhail had poured all of his energy into reaching his ambitions. But after the fateful day, the renowned knight could not focus on anything.
From now on, dont try to talk to
anymore. I dont want to get involved with you ever again,the lady had said.
Rembering his bygone days, Mikhail deed nothing of worth anymorehis swordsmanship, success, reputation Everything was worthless except Jubelian. Images of the cold-hearted lady who had thoroughly rejected him lingered in his dreams despite his resentnt toward her. Whenever Mikhail tried to reach out to her, she disappeared into thin air. The empty feeling in him had grown as ti passed, and when the sense of purposelessness had finally swallowed him whole, Mikhail had admitted that he missed her dearly.
Since then, the knight had suffered many feverish nights and days chasing the hallucinations of the subject of his infatuation. Even today, when he had seen her descend the stairs from the mansions gate, he had decided he was being fooled by another ghost. His instincts, however, had forced him to step out of his room to chase the lady in fear of missing her once again. When Mikhail finally felt the touch from her hand, his senses finally awoke to accept reality.
When he realized he was not dreaming, his heart began to pound. Butterflies fluttered in his stomach as he perceived her astonishing beautythe woman Mikhail saw before him was nothing to be compared with his fantasies. Adoring the ladys porcelain face adorned by rosy cheeks and raspberry-colored lips, Mikhail began to berate himself for mistreating her until now.
Ill ask her for forgiveness, and all will be solved. We will start afresh,the man pledged as he followed her to the pavilion.
Once they reached their destination, the lady examined him and asked, How are you feeling?
Mikhail was deeply moved by how she had asked him about his health. Suppressing a smile, he answered, Its bearable.
Thats good to hear.
A silence followed as Jubelian didnt say anything after. Mikhail began to grow restless as the stillness continued. He certainly had a lot to say, but he couldnt readily start blabbering. Strangely, he couldnt help but try to read what the lady was thinking.
So, what was it that you needed to say? Jubelian asked then.
Oh, its Why have you visited today?
The lady sighed at his query and answered, The reason Ive co here is because of your mother.
Ah, I see. Mikhail knew from a long ti ago that Jubelian had difficulty getting along with his mother. Still, he had left the two ladies be, thinking it was up to them to sort their differences. Regardless, he couldnt help but feel unsettled now after listening to Jubelians reason for the visit.
Has my dear mother done wrong to Jubelian by any chance?his anxiety grew.
She dragged
here using another noble ladys na. Besides that, it seems she still thinks of
as your girlfriend.
It was as Mikhail had expectedhis mother had caused a misfortune after all. Thats because she sees you as easygoing he began to persuade.
That doesnt have anything to do with the rudeness she has treated
with until now. Also, I am uncomfortable with the fact that she sees
as an easygoing person.
Confused, Mikhail struggled to interpret the ladys obscure words.
Well, I did realize today that I had made a mistake, she continued.
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