From the third floor I could hear he open the front door, one of his maid downstairs welcoming Gruvv’s in a low voice. Gruvv chatted briefly with the maid, I could vaguely hear his deep voice.
I walked into my room, opened the balcony door and let the cold fall breeze play with my long hair.
The conversation with Elina today made feel uncomfortable, It felt like she was literally stripping naked. The more I walked into this house and spent days with Gruvv, the less I wanted him to know what happened to in my worst monts.
Even though I knew he was the one who saved from Madam Rose, he had already seen how helpless I was to be there with people who throw their sexual desires on . But again, I don’t want Gruvv to rember that.
"You sleep late these days." Gruvv stood at the door, still with half-wet hair every ti he ca ho from work. I’ve a wild guess and imagination when I see that half-wet hair, does he co ho after having sex with soone else? I don’t know why that thought ca to .
I looked at him, my hands tightly gripping the balcony railing. Gruvv walked over, he took off his coat and folded it on the sofa, he took the blanket that was on the bed and let it wrap around .
"You will catch a cold if you go out at night in thin pajamas." He said, his big hands embrace . Even though without this blanket and with only his gaze I could feel the warmth.
"You sll like a sweet Tangerine." I said, trying to cover up what I was feeling because I knew he was doing this because of what doctor Andrew asked. Everything he did to was for his own good. This is not from what he wants.
He chuckled as he cupped my cold face, his hands feels warm.
"You’ve told that many tis." He said, his wide smile and those crescent moon-like eyes, am I the only one who can see them?
"You don’t sll like cigarettes anymore."
He looked at and tilted his head slightly, "I quit smoking because you cough a lot, I’m afraid cigarettes can make your cough worse. Andrew said it can be dangerous to get the petals stuck in your throat when you cough and vomit."
I looked deep into his eyes, he wasn’t lying. Have I ever been stared at like this when I was with Mateo? Is it because Gruvv is so much older, that’s why every touch has a different sensation for ?
"Is that the reason you co ho with half-wet hair every day?" I asked.
He was silent for a mont then I could see a red tinge in his ear. Ah, he’s shy.
"I’m afraid you don’t like my sll from work. You said I slled like blood."
I blinked then laughed, he looked at with his mouth pouted. He’s sulking because I’m laughing at it.
"Really?." I said. I take my eyes off to the night sky, the breeze that I had not felt for a long ti now I could enjoy every day, the sunshine that I longed for now greeted every morning. Food that I have never tasted so delicious now I can eat it every day.
All because of Gruvv.
His big hand held , he looked at the city lights that were clearly visible from the balcony. I don’t know what he’s thinking. I want to ask him, if after a year he hasn’t progressed from this therapy will our contract just end like that? Is he going to give to his family to be my father’s guarantor instead?
But my throat was dry, and my lips were numb.
"How was your eting with Elina?" He asked.
I shrugged, his arms wrapped around the blanket comforting .
"Well, I’ve made a lot of progress thanks to her."
"Really? What does she suggest for your therapy?"
I was silent for a while "She asked to take a walk with you, et with other alphas in order to get used to their pheromones again. Your pheromone helps cover other strong Alpha pheromones."
I could feel the hug getting tighter as I said it.
"I have free ti tomorrow, do you want us to go to the city?" He turned to when I turned to him, our eyes t.
"Are you sure? You’re also in therapy for your pheromone control. if we go into the city I’m afraid there’s chaos." I’m not sure about his idea.
We both have problems with pheromone, the therapy that Elina suggests does not an that we have to go to the city. Since Gruvv has guards who are also Alphas, Elina only suggested that I walk among them with Gruvv beside .
"When was the last ti you left the House?"
My eyes rounded, my lips slightly open from the question. Co to think of it, the last ti I went to the city was when I was still in high school, when I was still with Mateo and it was many years ago. I’m 22 years old now.
"I haven’t done it for so long."
The crescent moon appeared again on his face, "Then let’s do it, you can tell that I started spreading my pheromone without realizing it."
The tangerine sll was getting sweeter, the more he talked, the more we looked at each other. Sweet tangerine scent were getting stronger.
"Do you like steak? You always eat Asian food." I asked, trying to keep talking to him.
Gruvv nodded, he rested his head on my head, his right hand embraced . "I like it, I’ll take you to a nice, quiet restaurant in the city. Let’s go, tomorrow we will go around the city and then eat at a restaurant."
I nodded while my heart was beating fast, I hope he didn’t hear . His touch, his voice, the crescent moon on his face, it all took my heart out of control.
"Your HEAT, which has not co for three years, I think we have to do so more tests. Doctor Andrew and I thought what happened to you in the hospital, the dicine your father gave you while you were locked up and then what happened in the brothel damaged all your internal organs. We assu, you may now beco a Recessive Oga. Mr. Shiloh, if that happens, you will no longer have a child. You can’t have a child, the chances of getting pregnant for a Recessive Oga are under one percent."
Elina’s words echoed in my head. If I did turn out to be a Recessive Oga that explains why Gruvv never talked about the sll of my pheromone, this guy never slled my pheromone because now I’m a Recessive Oga.
That is, I have nothing more to be proud of myself.
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