"Whenever I see an oga, I have a little tickling sensation in my chest. Of course, I can't just grab his hand and say, "Hey, you're an oga?" so you can't be 100% sure.
"You ntioned earlier that you felt sothing similar when we first t.
"yes. The more I saw you, the more my interest grew.
The reason why Jihong rembered their dialogue was not only because of the novelty of the wording, but also because the situation itself looked incredible. It was discovered despite the effectively working chip. But now, if Jihong lived this mont again, he wouldn't be surprised. After all, any alpha will react even to a small amount of pheromones, besides, the sensitivity and degree of secretion are different for everyone.
In fact, Jihon has never seen himself as an oga, and he is not the only one. Unlike in the past, when people had their first heat at the sa ti as secondary gender manifestation, today everyone is tested from elentary school. And the child is defined as an oga, then he is forced to wear a chip that prevents the release of pheromones. Thanks to this, no alpha will co up to you, sniffing everything and asking: "You're an oga, aren't you?"
In addition, it is impossible to check the presence of the uterus inside the abdon. And if soone, like him, was also unaware of his secondary sex, but later found a partner or got married by removing the chip, then the first heat will co one way or another. A statistical study was carried out, which showed that the consequences of the first heat in our ti are more serious than in the past. This happened because the level of education and awareness increased. Often, a person who was aware of the symptoms did not put up with his own belonging. The more he thought, "Is this going to happen to ? I don't know about others, but I can definitely do it," the more he felt ashad when he experienced "a state in which logic disappeared, leaving only instinct."
Especially, the later the first estrus occurred, the stronger the shock, and in severe cases even led to depression. This also explains the sharp increase in the number of professional consulting clinics in recent years. In any case, Jihon had no intention of having children, which is why he saw no reason to remove the chip. Thus, he will never survive heat in his life and will never truly feel like an oga until he dies. Moreover, his appearance is far from the usual image of an oga, and thus will not beco the object of uncivilized discrimination. That's why he lived believing that he was "not much different from a beta."
However, the mont he heard the girl's words, he realized that his confidence was nothing more than an illusion. And alpha will easily identify oga regardless of drugs or chips. Is it possible that an oga remains an oga, no matter how hard it tries to hide it? Even in the era of highly developed dicine, is it really impossible to avoid sexual attraction to alpha, akin to the forces of gravity, which no one has ever been able to conquer? [1]
The gloomy thoughts that co to mind are like an eternal maelstrom from which Jihon is unable to escape. He hadn't attached any importance to his status for a long ti. But when faced with reality, he got scared. And now it beca difficult for him to treat his girlfriend the way he used to, and in the end, they broke up.
And the shock was replaced by a peculiar feeling of disgust. And each ti he questioned one fundantal rule: "Is it true that alpha and oga should feel attracted to each other independently of pheromones?" Around the sa ti, he started hanging out in bars and clubs. He refused a serious relationship and spent nights with unknown people. He did not refuse anyone who was interested in him, but after intercourse he constantly asked about the partner's secondary sex. Most of them turned out to be betas, so ogas, and only a few alphas. And he did not notice a noticeable difference in sex.
Oh, there was one person who kept saying things like, "How amazing, I've never felt so good before, I'm going crazy." However, most likely, the stranger was just experiencing great pleasure and was riding on everyone's ears like that. As a result, through his experience, Jihong learned one thing: he definitely enjoyed being on the bottom better.
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As a mber of Kwon Jaekyung's exclusive managent team, one of the most important tasks assigned to Jihon was to work as an assistant. You need to perform various tasks so that the athlete can focus exclusively on training. In fact, an errand boy.
Usually, this is assigned to new employees or junior team mbers. However, he is alone, and Spoin did everything in a hurry. Of course, Jaekyung didn't burden him with nurous tasks, and Jihong just gave him a ride every ti. In the morning, the athlete was engaged in weightlifting with a personal trainer. On the first day, Jihong watched from the sidelines for about 15 minutes, but fortunately, the coach beca uncomfortable with such close attention: "Mr. Jeong, I'm nervous that you're watching like that. I feel like I'm under a microscope. Let you just join Jaekyung. Let's try to build muscle mass for you."
The man's enthusiasm prompted Jihong to leave the gym, and he never went up to the third floor again, allowing him to work comfortably on his laptop in the lobby every morning. And after classes, the three of them had lunch. There aren't many good restaurants around the gym, and they frequented the nearest fast food establishnt. Jaekyung didn't hesitate to take dishes made entirely of sugar and fat, such as Oreo shakes and ice cream, ignoring the trainer's burning gaze.
They probably had a prior agreent not to interfere with Jaekyung's diet. In general, diet did not matter much to him. Not only him, most swimrs are like that. Swimming burned so many calories that they had to eat a lot without calculating the carbohydrate ratio. Even if Jaekyung consus 78,000 calories a day, he will lose weight, not gain weight. But he should enter the water two hours after eating, so he usually had a light dinner and ate a lot in the evening.
By "light" we an two als: a Big Mac, one spicy chicken burger, ten McNuggets, and a shake or ice cream, depending on the mood of the athlete. However, Jaekyung gave up soda and half of the fries, so it seems that he paid attention to carbohydrate intake. But all his efforts were wasted when he ordered ice cream and cocktails. After lunch, the guy takes a short break before the afternoon training in the pool from 3 o'clock. Jihon's role during the day's training session was not much different. Except for asuring lap tis at the request of the guy.
A glass wall has been installed in the waiting room, allowing guardians to monitor the situation in the pool during school hours. As a result, Jihong involuntarily stared at the pool, reluctantly. With only a month and a half left before the competition, Jaekyung didn't stay in the water for long. This is called pre-competition rest, in which athletes drastically reduced their training to maintain their condition as the championships approached. And a week before the event, Jaekyung mainly focuses on starts and turns, maintaining his stamina as much as possible.
That's why Jaekyung has never been in the water for more than two hours a day. However, since there was still a month and a half left before the competition, he said that he would move at an easy pace once every two to three days to maintain his muscle tension. But his "aerobic moderation" [2] is a different story. Jihon found such training not at all "moderation
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