Chapter 289: Yell
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That position of bending over had always been fun but at the mont Si Ning doesn’t like it nor does he want it because he won’t be able to see Xiu Zhicheng’s face but due to him climaxing earlier made his legs turn to jelly so he didn’t have the energy to turn but he was about to summon all his energy to turn just then he felt it as Xiu Zhicheng thrust inside him.
"Anh ahn...." Si Ning started to moan again as pleasure crawled over his body as he jerked forward due to the deep thrust he finally surrendered his body to pleasure as placed his head on the bed his hands stretched forward.
The front of Si Ning was now standing again and needed so attention which made Xiu Zhicheng grab it gently and started fondling it but his movent was a little slow and it seed his hand shook a little, Si Ning was on cloud nine but he was still able to sense all his surroundings because Xiu Zhicheng being slow was sothing that had never happen before when they make love so Si Ning detected sothing was wrong so he tried to turn to have a look at his husband but Xiu Zhicheng thrust deep into him that he moaned out loud, Si Ning was able to rise in all fours then he managed to be in a kneeling position, his back arched as Xiu Zhicheng face was right next to him and just with a little movent he might be able to rest his head on Si Ning’s shoulder, the position was a bit straining to Si Ning, Xiu Zhicheng was still deep within him and had his arms around him but wasn’t moving anymore.
"I want to see your face." Si Ning said when he felt Xiu Zhicheng’s hands that were holding him were shaking a bit yet Xiu Zhicheng didn’t release him nor did he pull out, this forced Si Ning to move forward so that he was able to disconnect with Xiu Zhicheng and when he turned he saw Xiu Zhicheng whose face was full of tears to show he had been crying.
That was the first ti Si Ning would see Xiu Zhicheng show his vulnerability, Xiu Zhicheng had always taken his drugs in hiding, refused for Si Ning to see his back wounds, always hide all his bloodstained handkerchief, smiled in front of Si Ning and made sure that Si Ning show concern for him but not panic even though Si Ning panicking because of all he had been passing through would be a little worry but due to his pride as an Emperor being at stake Si Ning showed his concerned but hide his worries, he cried in silent in hiding while none of them tried to share or talk about the pain they were passing through and because Xiu Zhicheng wants it like that Si Ning had to accept it.
"Don’t look at ." Xiu Zhicheng said, his voice shaky, his shoulders hung low, yet his head was still held high to show his pride and he made no move to wipe his tears.
"Zhicheng." Si Ning said bitterly as a lump of pain got stuck in his throat. He noticed Xiu Zhicheng seed to be weak so he placed a hand on Xiu Zhicheng’s cheek feeling the hotness of his tears yet he couldn’t wipe the tears because tears started to willed up his eyes too.
"I want to keep making love with you." Xiu Zhicheng said, his voice gentle but firm.
Si Ning began to shake his head as he blinked letting his tears fall to see Xiu Zhicheng’s face clearly. "No, you can’t..."
"Please, Si Ning." Xiu Zhicheng interrupted him as he held Si Ning’s hands, his hands were quivering but showed his desperation, his eyes were turning red but filled with so much determination that it almost seed like it was staring at Si Ning’s soul.
That eyes made Si Ning powerless so he nodded because he was confused yet he had to comply but Xiu Zhicheng looked weak like he wouldn’t be able to continue.
"Lie down, let
ride you." Si Ning told him.
Xiu Zhicheng looked confused but Si Ning pushed him a bit and he laid down, Si Ning climbed over him, Xiu Zhicheng was still hard so he didn’t do much to get them connected, all he did was guide him to his receiving end and he lowered himself slowly, he felt so full when Xiu Zhicheng entered and he started to ride him by moving up and down slowly but this ti Si Ning’s silent tears turned to wail as he stopped moving at a point, his mouth wide open as he wept because his heart was breaking, the pain was stuck in his throat, his body felt weak so Xiu Zhicheng drew him to fall on his chest as he finally released in Si Ning, the warm liquid filling up Si Ning.
"You know I don’t like seeing you cry." Xiu Zhicheng said slowly.
"Zhicheng... Why can’t you stay?" Si Ning choked out, he had known that Xiu Zhicheng would leave but why would fate be so cruel to them after all his prayers.
"Because it is the will of heaven, I can’t go against the heaven Si Ning and I can feel it here." Xiu Zhicheng placed one of Si Ning’s hands on his chest, where his heart was located and Si Ning felt his heart beating slowly, a little slower than a healthy person’s heart. "But Si Ning I want to selfishly say this to you, when I leave you should be happy...."
"No..." Si Ning shook his head but Xiu Zhicheng held his head in one place to make it stop moving.
"Be happy but do not forget , do not fall in love with soone else, co and speak to
every day at the Imperial ancestral hall so that I won’t be lonely, guide Junjie-er to be a great Emperor and look after Xiu but Si Ning you must always love
and never get married or fall in love with another person, that is my selfish demand." Xiu Zhicheng concluded.
Si Ning cried as he clinched unto Xiu Zhicheng. "Are you not getting better you are not coughing." He pointed out.
Xiu Zhicheng smiled sadly because he had taken a large amount of dosage of his drugs before coming to see Si Ning. "I want to be inside you Si Ning."
That night they made love for a long ti and after they took a warm bath Xiu Zhicheng even checked Si Ning but Si Ning didn’t receive any wound at his receiving end, they were out of the bath when Xiu Zhicheng coughed out blood for a long ti, he didn’t allow Si Ning to call any doctor nor any servants this ti he didn’t hide all his throwing up from Si Ning and they went back to bed but Xiu Zhicheng said he was cold so they got dressed and laid down on the bed just holding each other hand. Xiu Zhicheng’s breath was a bit shallow but he kept talking and reminiscing about their past in Xiu which Si Ning doesn’t rember yet Si Ning still had to tell him they should at least call the Imperial doctor but Xiu Zhicheng refused as he kept talking about when they started dating, Si Ning doesn’t know if he should tell him he actually ca from the future and he wasn’t the Si Ning Xiu Zhicheng knew when he was little because after that Si Ning received an arrow and fell into the river all his mory died with him as the modern day world Si Ning got reborn yet he didn’t say a word as he noticed Xiu Zhicheng’s hand was getting weak and falling so he held it firmly then after a while Xiu Zhicheng stopped talking, at that mont Si Ning knew it as he held Xiu Zhicheng’s warm hand which had gone limp, he knew it right then that Xiu Zhicheng wasn’t part of their world anymore.
All the pain he had been hiding, all the pain of knowing Xiu Zhicheng was leaving, all the pain he had been suffering alone, all the pain that he would be left alone and live alone while aching for a love that would never co back, it all ford like a spear that was suddenly dug into his heart and just then it all burst as Si Ning yelled internally.
Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!
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