Cunning General Si N Chapter 188: When We Met

Chapter 188: When We t

"I knew you were a boy but you have this girly face and you were the most beautiful person I have ever seen but do you know what drew

to you?"

"...." The Sudden question made Si Ning bite his bottom lip softly, he doesn’t want to say Xiu Zhicheng was drawn to

because of his beauty because that was what Xiu Zhicheng said so he shook his head without thinking if it was appropriate to reply by the gesture.

"What drew

to you most was that you didn’t see

or try to get close to

even after your father told you to be good to ." Xiu Zhicheng continued. "After so ti of getting you to see

as a friend, I treated you like my brother but after so years I discovered I don’t want you to see

as a brother anymore, I wanted the whole of you and all of you, I wanted you to be mine then do you rember when I confessed to you." Xiu Zhicheng paused even though it wasn’t a question.

"..." Si Ning nodded even though he had no idea what Xiu Zhicheng was talking about as his stomach butterflies ca to life.

"I was so nervous and I didn’t expect you to accept

but you did yet I couldn’t stop thinking that you were with

because you couldn’t refuse , I was so insecure about us because you never initiated being intimate with

and when I beca the Emperor of Xiu and my mother told

to have an heir and I did, you still forgave

but because of political reasons and

being unable to stand firm I hurt you when I married Chunhua and you left ." Xiu Zhicheng poured another cup of wine and drown it, his eyes holding sorrow showing how hurt he was as he was reminiscing those tis.

Si Ning doesn’t know if Xiu Zhicheng was talking because he was drunk but he doesn’t care because hearing the rich voice drifting to him was making his body hot all over, his face red and he was having a hard ti controlling his sexual urge.

"During those tis I felt like I was in the dark, all the colours in my life faded and what did I do? I married Princess Mingxia too because of political reasons and because I needed comfort which doesn’t exist in both my wives but that hollow in my heart didn’t fade and deep inside I know you are the one that can only fill it, just by seeing you hurt so much it affected

so badly it was like you are the air that I breathe so I was determined to make you mine by all ans because Si Ning I can never live without you." Xiu Zhicheng said.

"....." Si Ning swallowed a lump in his throat because just by looking at Xiu Zhicheng, all that Xiu Zhicheng was saying was his confirmation that he had feelings for him he could feel the emotion radiated from him and he knew right there that Xiu Zhicheng was in love with him but what all Xiu Zhicheng said like he was asking for forgiveness, forgiveness for marrying three wives and forgiveness for trying to make Si Ning his.

The confession was unexpected that left Si Ning speechless yet he had the urge to say sothing, at least confirm so things.

"Does this an you don’t love your wives?" Si Ning blurted out, yes! he had slept with different people without loving them before he t Liu Ting and when he t Liu Ting, falling in love with her made it difficult for him to even think about sleeping with sobody else so Xiu Zhicheng loves him yet he slept with his wives was a bit confusing to him. He had seen people like that having wives yet confessing to him which placed him in a situation of doubting if they ever loved their wives but Xiu Zhicheng just told him he loves him and he doesn’t want to think about Xiu Zhicheng sleeping with his wives while being in love with him.

Xiu Zhicheng gestured for Si Ning to co closer. "Sit next to ." He said, his eyes regarding Si Ning gently.

Si Ning stood up, his heart beating fast he could almost hear it, he sat down leaving so spaces between them. "Ehp... " He yelped when Xiu Zhicheng drew him closer till they were sitting side by side, their body touching making Si Ning’s temperature suddenly rise.

"Si Ning you should know by now that I love you so much whenever I am with my wives, I had to be drunk to an extent and I imagined

holding you while I do them from behind because it’s the only way I could get it up, it was cruel of

to do so but after I had Yuan I kept to myself and I didn’t even consummate my third marriage and my third wife understood ." Xiu Zhicheng said as he kissed the crown of Si Ning’s head making Si Ning completely rest on him.

Si Ning wasn’t able to say a word, he had heard many people out trying to convince him to be with them, telling him they love him yet he disregarded their confession yet with Xiu Zhicheng, he felt like he was trapped in a bottle with their feelings mixing to the extent that it was so exciting yet so painful like the bottle needed a bit of air for the feelings to escape and reduce that Si Ning was aware that the man he laid his head on while his heart kept accelerating is soone he loves that it scared him because he doesn’t think he had ever loved soone romantically like that not even Liu Ting.

"No matter what Si Ning, I want you to trust

and stay by my side but just for tonight I want you to be honest with ." Xiu Zhicheng placed a kiss on Si Ning’s neck and proceed to lick it. "Do you feel the sa? "

It was hard for Si Ning to talk because his neck was on fire, the mild sandalwood scent protectively surrounding him, all the hair on his body standing just by feeling Xiu Zhicheng’s breath on his neck and feeling the body next to him was making a current run through his body.

Si Ning quickly nodded once. "Yes, Your Majesty." He replied sincerely, he doesn’t know about the past but right now he wanted the Emperor and what he was feeling was more than lust.

"Thank you." Xiu Zhicheng whispered it was almost faint.

Si Ning was surprised to feel what seed like a teardrop on his neck that he almost jolted up yet his eyes beca misty he had to blink back his tears, he folded his hands now feeling awkward, Xiu Zhicheng placed his hand on his face and lightly turn it so they were now looking at each other deeply and Si Ning could see that his eyes were clear, no sign of tears which ans he must have imagined it, his gaze lowered to Xiu Zhicheng’s lips and he found himself leaning forward only for the Emperor to et his lips halfway and just by the touch of their lips, sparks started flying everywhere as Xiu Zhicheng deepen the kiss.