Common Sense of a Duke's Daughter Chapter 151

Tea party II“What? this tea was brewed by Tanya?”“Oh, I understood well..”As I pointed out, he smiles bitterly.“Well, then... why did the princess detain ?”“Although I can not say anything about the report ..., there is sothing I want to tell you”I drink the last bit of tea in the cup and put it on the desk.Dida, who is on the other side of my line of sight, has corrected his posture imdiately unintentionally.“Do not get so stiff, okay?”“If you say so... the princess will not make face a serious problem now not?”“Oh..”I pointed out that I did not expect it and laughed.It seems that his face stiffens as a habit depending on what he talks about.“Sorry, so it’s a comnt only, actually, Dorsen seems to have left the Knights”Dida seed to have t Dorsen several tis at grandfather’s place and was involved with him at the incident of the Vortic family.Because it had sothing to do with the incident, I decided to tell you ahead of ti.“...... That’s right”The reaction of Dida was more extre than what I thought.It’s almost as if it is obvious.“You’re not surprised like I thought ... No way ... did you know?”“No, I did not know, but I was preconcepting it sohow.”“Well ... why?”“He told that before leaving ho, he had always in mind the question of, what is a knight?, and that he had repeated that question to himself hundred tis without answer..“Have you said to him that he is not a true knight, or sothing about being a knight?”No, but he has said to us “I thought that you and Lyle are better than , I always thought I was the knight I had once imagined.” but it was because I did not understand well, now “I do not know” what ans to be a knight in the true sense.“Oh dear...”He stated, ” I stick to my na, I am arrogant, far away from what I should be as a knight”“What did you say in return?”“What is a knight supposed to be if you think so?” ... Even so, I guess, I can only be myself because I do my best. No matter if I ask myself “What kind of person do you want to beco” I’ll be what I am. I guess that’s why I do not want to think so much about what I should do and what I want to do, I feel I’m not firr enough if I’m not convinced of myself. It’s not strange that you are pursuing the ideal just because you do not understand what ans that ideal, so why do not you stick to the knight team and just be yourself, deeply arrogant at the position of the eldest boy of the Countess? Well, as a nobility baby boy most likely ““Tough words, did you really tell him that?”“Well, sothing similar, then he said, “When I ca to this place, I was repeatedly made rember that the cris I committed are heavy and that the sin will exist forever, as long as my existence is that of a knight, that is why I need redeem what I did, and... I will truly redeem my own rembering the figure I longed for, and when I have a clear image I will aim for it again ““Well ... that’s a good thing.”“I guess the princess experience is quite rich, I guess it was definitely a heavy decision for him, is not it?”“I am not interested if it was”“It is quite a cold word”“Even I think so, but what can I do? I can only express that ... What he did to ... and will help in sothing this territory to hear what he says? I do not care whatever he does, honestly, I believe that past things are good if “do not care” are my feelings for them”“Did you forgive them?”“...... That thing at that ti has already happened, nothing can be done about it. I have also changed through the experience I went trough at that ti. It is a good aning or a bad aning, we will not know. What is already in the past, doesn’t co back, and I have sothing important to care for now”While being busy everyday, I beca even able to think like a different person, far from the past.There is sothing more important than to be concerned about now....... Most of all, that ti is engraved deeply into my heart. So I cannot change my impression now..Although the personality of my previous and I rged, there are scars that traumatized from that.