RYUUEN TOOK THE initiative to take a shot at , only to have it backfire. Right after finishing the conversation however...
"Why ..... to co to my rescue? It's not good for Ayanokoji-kun, right?"
Ayanokoji-kun obviously would not want to be targeted on purpose by Ryuuen-kun.
"There are benefits. You are an indispensable talent in the class. Even if I didn't co here, I don't think Ryuuen would be planning to expose you, but I don't know how he'll act afterwards. You should figure out a way to seal his mouth for good."
"Well, well..."
I certainly reflect on how superficial and rash I am. But why can't I restrain my emotions at this mont? My past failures have led to this situation, which has done nothing but put a huge burden on .
If I were exposed, only I would be in trouble. However, the class will also lose a hand that can contribute to the class.
"I must guard my place. I obviously acted for this reason, but..."
"You are no match for Ryuuen. If you voluntarily got into a battle you couldn't handle and blew yourself up, then I'd be troubled. That's why I just stepped in"
What a humiliating word to make feel doubly humiliated. But... it's true. It's been a long ti since I had that first impression of "just an insignificant student" for Ayanokouji-kun.
"At least at this stage, I don't think Ryuuen is a strong enemy."
The person standing side by side with said what I couldn't possibly say, as naturally as the weather today.
It's not surprising that such a statent would be laughed at, since it's clearly sothing that can't be done.
"Huh? What is this..."
My brain can't keep up with my understanding, so I'm doing my best just to reply like this. But it's shaful and annoying to see myself in such a confused state.
"Anyway, you don't have to take any risks now. Cherish yourself as you are."
"What an unpleasant thing to say. Does the class need my strength so much?"
My heart felt like it was grabbed by a chirp, and I felt like I was blushing badly. Cold sweat? My heart rate also seed to have increased strangely. "That's also another reason."
"Another?"
"I feel like I can get along well with Kushida who speaks her mind."
Ah...? Is he, stupid?
"Don't be like that. Soone who knows my nature can't really think like that, right?"
I don't want to hear words that will confuse even more ntally. It's clear that I don't want to hear those words, but I want him to say more. This contradiction was destroying my brain.
"There's no such thing. I really quite like it."
"What is this... Where exactly is the seriousness? Ayanokouji-kun, I can't believe it."
I wanted to reply with a smile, but I couldn't. Why? Why? Why? I couldn't play the usual .
"It's true. There are people in this world who would feel more comfortable with your nature"
"This kind of thing-"
My brain, completely froze. I couldn't look directly at the man in front of and fled to the wall. That way I can't see him.
No, no, no! What am I doing?! I need to calm down, there is definitely sothing wrong with this! This is not... I couldn't be... falling for him?
Impossible. Impossible. Impossible, impossible... Impossible!
By the way, if I think about it, didn't Ayanokoji-kun touch my breasts? No, instead of saying he touched my breasts I should say I forced him to touch them. At that ti, I could not think of any other thod other than this one, and there was nothing I could do about it.
Hmm? Wait a minute. Strange. Calmly think about it, if he wanted to, couldn't Ayanokoji-kun easily break free of my grip?
Whether it's the fingerprints on the uniform or whatever, I can't rember what I said at that ti, but he should know that this poses no threat, right?
"What's going on?"
He wore a harmless expression. Is he actually just thinking "lucky, I can touch her boobs" or sothing like that?
Ha! Isn't that shaless? Wait a minute. Wait... Wait a minute. Calm down, calm down. Hoo~ha~, hoo~ha~.
Put the boob thing aside for now. It's the other feelings that are the big problem. I'm in love with soone else ...? Ha-? This kind of thing is not possible, right.
Falling in love as a student or sothing like that won't do any good for the future. So I'm not going to like anyone here.
The only thing that matters is myself. For the sake of my own happiness, there may be tis when I have to get married in the future, but at most, that's all. If I judge that it is best for to live by myself, then of course I will do so. So, there is absolutely no way I could have such feelings for him.
Recently, I have beco weaker because my weaknesses have been exposed to the people around . It just happened that at this ti, I was slightly touched by Ayanokoji-kun's attitude.
"It's okay, it's okay..."
Calm down. Think about it calmly first. So far, I have resolutely played the role of my gentle self to anyone.
In the end, who is Ayanokouji-kun? Wait a second... Ayanokoji-kun is waiting behind , he should have noticed my abnormality.
So I'm going to turn around and answer him with a smile, saying that I'm fine although I'm feeling a little sick. That's the usual all the ti. I turn around with my mind made up.
"I'm just a little dizzy, but I'm fine! It's oka-!"
The mont I turned around and saw
Ayanokoji-kun's face, I paused.
"Are you really okay?"
Because objectively speaking, I made a rather strange sound, so Ayanokoji-kun naturally asked.
Don't look over here! No, no, I'm still shaking...! Confused, haunted. This- this is impossible.
I'm absolutely haunted!!!
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