In the end, I made my way to the stern on the fifth floor, where there were fewer people, to have lunch. This was where I spoke with Hino last night, and I'd already confird that it was a place that people rarely went to.
For the next few minutes, forgetting my original goal in coming here, I just stared at the rough waves created by the ship's movent.
At that mont, an unexpected person approached.
"Are you going to eat lunch all on your own in a place like this?"
"Sakayanagi huh? You just here by coincidence?"
She should've been on the sa floor as Nanase until just a mont ago.
"It was a coincidence. Or so I would like to say, but I've been chasing after you, Ayanokōji-kun."
She chased after ? But Sakayanagi's legs were so bad that she shouldn't have been able to keep up with my walking speed. That being said, there was no indication that she had soone follow ahead of ti.
"It's a simple deduction. You showed up on the deck by the bow earlier to have lunch, but gave up when you saw how crowded it was, right? With the snacks in your hands and the fact that you were looking for a view of the ocean, it wasn't too difficult to predict where you would go to eat next."
So she was saying that she completely read my behaviour patterns and therefore arrived here.
"So even you want to eat with a nice view, Ayanokōji-kun."
"Unlike the one by the bow, I can't exactly say the view here is first class, but it's not every day you get to see the ocean like this."
There was no guarantee that there'd be another uninhabited island exam this ti next year. There were other events planned for our second year, including a school trip, but I didn't know the details yet. This may well be the last ti I'd ever be able to see the ocean.
"I'm sure you will experience many more sights that you have never seen before, just like this ocean. In that sense, I think you made the correct decision in choosing to co to this school, Ayanokōji-kun."
"Yes, that's right, I think so too. However, I did actually see the ocean once before entering this school."
Sakayanagi unexpectedly looked a little surprised. No, it wasn't unreasonable that she was surprised. In truth, I didn't leave the facility even once until I was 14 years old, when I should've been a third-year middle school student. If she had a rough outline of what the White Room was like, it should be common knowledge.
I'd only seen that view once. When I was transferred out of the facility, I had a chance to go outside for a little while. I've never been in direct contact with seawater, but I have walked along a path with a view of the ocean.
However, the first ti I saw the ocean, I didn't think anything of it. I was just walking around in the outside world, completely emotionless.
"Have you heard of 'Beneath the Wheel'?"
"It's a novel by Hermann Hesse, right?"
Of all the novels he wrote, it was the one that was most well known in Japan.
"The protagonist of that story, Hans, was a genius blessed with incredible talent. He goes to an elite school and is expected to have a bright future in higher education. However, after living only in the academic world, he begins to have doubts, and then, in trying to live up to expectations, he fell short and declined."
The protagonist Hans Giebenrath's end was tragic, and he ended up falling into a river and dying.
"What does that matter?"
"I don't think he was a genius. Because a true genius would never fail. Not to ntion, to choose death at the end of it all would be the height of stupidity."
Sakayanagi seed to have interpreted the death as a suicide, rather than an accident.
"I once said 'People learn of warmth when they touch each other, and that's a very precious thing. The warmth of another human is by no ans a bad thing'. Do you rember?"
"You did say sothing like that."
It was at the end of the third sester of our first year, just after the special exam.
"Hesse, the one who wrote Beneath the Wheel, was troubled and frustrated, just like Hans, the protagonist. However, he said that it was his family's presence that allowed him to look forward and not take his own life."
The author, Hesse, and the book's protagonist, Hans, seed to share very similar backgrounds. It could be seen that the story was a projection of his own struggles.
As Sakayanagi gazed out to the sea, a strong gust of wind blew for a mont.
"Ah..."
Her hat floated up in the blink of an eye. Seeing that, I imdiately thrust out my hand and caught it.
"Oof...that was close."
If my reaction in reaching out had been even slightly delayed, the hat would have flown off into the ocean.
"Thank you very much."
"It's dangerous to wear it on the deck, you know."
"Fufu, that's true isn't it. However, this is my trademark."
Sakayanagi held her hat in her hands and hugged it close to her chest as if it were sothing precious to her.
"Just now, I suddenly rembered sothing a little nostalgic."
"Sothing nostalgic?"
"No, it's not a big deal. It's just that I also have a few mories of the sea."
Even though it looks the sa to everyone, each of us have different mories of the sea.
"By the way, you never told why you chased after ."
"Would it bother you if I chased after you without a reason?"
I was wondering how she would respond, but she said sothing I hadn't thought of.
"You don't have a reason?"
"I just wanted to talk to you, Ayanokōji-kun. I could have tried to talk to you back there, but you wouldn't want others to see you talking to , right?"
I was grateful for her consideration. However, I wasn't a very good talker, so I didn't have anything in particular to say to Sakayanagi.
"Do you mind if I just chat idly about one thing?"
"Sure. Can I eat while I listen?"
"Please do, don't mind . Just listen to what I have to say and that will be enough."
I took the rice ball out of the bag and peeled off the wrapping by hand.
"Yesterday, Ichinose ca to see ."
"Ichinose did?"
"Yes."
Recalling the events of yesterday, Sakayanagi spoke up as she looked back.
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