Chosen by Fate, Rejected by the Alpha Chapter 933

Chapter 933: Chapter 118- Rika – Comforting (VOLU 5)

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Rika

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Lyssa and I had run to my room with tears in our eyes. We both sobbed into the pillows on my bed until there were literally no tears left for to cry. I could still hear sobs coming from Lyssa when I was done crying, but I could tell that she had no tears left. They were just the motions and the sounds that accompanied the tears. She, like , had cried herself dry.

“Lyssa?” I called out to her when I sat up. I wasn’t ready to be exposed just yet though, so I had my arms wrapped around my legs and was holding my knees against my chest.

“Yes, Rika?” She sat up as well and wrapped her arms around herself. I saw that her eyes were red and swollen. She was just as upset as I was. No, that wasn’t right. She was even more upset. Warrick was her mate, her actual mate. Clovio wasn’t my mate. As much as I had wanted him to be my mate, my wolf never recognized him as that. I knew that I was wrong for doing what I had done, but I just couldn’t help it. I was lost in the new experience I guess.

“I..I’m sorry.” She looked up at with her swollen and puffy eyes.

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“Sorry for what?” She wasn’t sure how to respond.

“I am sorry that we are in this situation. None of this would have happened if I hadn’t wanted to be with Clovio so bad. We wouldn’t have been out with the two of them today. We wouldn’t have t those other n that were clearly not very good people. And we wouldn’t have gotten so involved with them. I an, if it wasn’t for , then you probably wouldn’t have even t Warrick. Maybe it would be for the best if you hadn’t.”

“What are you saying?!” She snapped at . It was quite scary to see with the redness in her eyes intensifying. “Warrick is my mate. I was ant to et him. I know that you wanted Clovio to be your mate, Rika, but he isn’t. That ans that all you have is a broken heart. And yeah, that is bad enough, but I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. I feel like I was betrayed on a deep and personal level. I feel like my soul has been shattered. I feel like nothing will ever be right with the world ever again. There is no way that you know what I am feeling.” She was angry. And worst of all, that anger was directed at .

“Lyssa?” I didn’t know what to say. I was confused. I was heartbroken. And I was feeling so lost in the world right now. What was it that I was going to do now? I couldn’t lose my first ever boyfriend and my best friend all in the sa day. I couldn’t handle that. “I..I’m sorry Lyssa. I didn’t an that. I know that he is your mate. I..I just thought that you would feel better if you hadn’t t him. I am sorry. I was stupid.”

“You are being stupid. No matter what happened, I can’t break that bond between us. And I would never want to not et him. At least now I can work on getting over him. I can work on breaking the hold that he has on . But not eting him would be worse. I would always wonder if I should leave my heart open for another man or not. You need to think before you speak, Rika. You’re so immature at tis.”

She got to her feet and started to storm out of the room. I didn’t want her to go. I didn’t want her to be alone right now. I didn’t think that I could handle being alone at the mont.

“Lyssa?” I called after her.

“Let calm down, Rika. I need to figure this all out. I will call you later, OK.” She looked so sad and heartbroken as she walked away from then. I couldn’t say anything else, and I definitely couldn’t stop her.

I found out then that I wasn’t out of tears. When Lyssa left there all alone, I felt them start to stream down my cheeks again. I thought that I was going to be alone in my room again for the rest of the night. I didn’t want to leave here, but I didn’t want to be alone either.

“Rika?” I heard his voice before I even slled him. I guess my nose was quite stuffy since I had been crying for so long.

“Westin?” I looked up at him with surprise in my eyes. “What are you doing here?” I knew that Lyssa had left the door open when she left, but I didn’t think that soone was just going to co in like that.

“I wanted to check on you. I was worried about you. Are you OK?” He looked upset, like he didn’t want to be here, or seeing right now was hard on him. I didn’t really know how to process it.

“I..I’m fine.” I buried my face into my knees then. I didn’t want to see him. He was always mad at . He was always acting like being around was the worst for him. Yet he was always the one to volunteer to protect when I needed to go sowhere. Why would he do that to himself? And to ? He was just making us both miserable with the way that he treated when he was around. Like earlier, at the park, he was so mad at . And all I did was go on a date and he treated like a criminal. Yeah, OK, the guy turned out to be a lying murderer, but that is beside the point.

“You don’t look fine, Rika.” He ca further into the room and stood next to the bed. “You look heartbroken and destroyed. And I just want you to know that I am here for you if you need .” He was just trying to be nice, I knew that, but I was irrational at the mont and I couldn’t seem to accept it at all. All I could think about were all the tis that he was an to .

“You’re here for ?” I snapped at him. “For what? To ridicule and my decisions? To make feel like a worthless piece of shit that isn’t worth your ti? To make feel like every decision I have ever made was the wrong one? What exactly are you here for, Westin? What is it you want from ? What do you want to do?”

“I just want you to be happy, Rika! That’s all I want, dammit! Why are you like this? Why are you so blind to everything around you? Why can’t you see what is right in front of you?” Even with all the things that had happened between and Westin up to this point, he had never spoken to like this before. Honestly, the only person that had ever talked to like this, aside from my parents, was Reagan. He was the one that always tried to reason with and make see the error of my ways. I expected this from him, but I did not expect it from Westin.

“Like hell you want that.” I rose to my knees on the bed now, I needed the extra height so I could glare at him when I scread at him. “You are always being an to . You are always acting like you can’t stand . And now I am supposed to believe that you want to be happy. That is bullshit. You are probably happy that I got my heart broken. You’re probably happy that all of this happened to .”

“I am not happy that you are upset, but I will not lie to you. I am happy that you are no longer with Clovio. I don’t want you to be with him. I don’t want you to be with anyone else.”

“You’re just like my parents. You want to be a child forever. You’re treating like a baby. You’re treating like I ant for things to go wrong or sothing.”

“I am not.” He growled the words at . He was obviously angry at . He didn’t like yelling at him. “I am not happy about any of this, except that you are not with him anymore. That is the only thing that brings joy. And Rika, the reason for that is I l-.”

“SHUT UP!” I snapped at him as I cut him off. “I don’t want to hear it. I don’t want to hear anything else you have to say. Go away! Leave alone! I don’t want to see you ever again.” I was sobbing now. The tears were pouring out of my eyes harder than they had been earlier. Why was it that he affected like this? Why was it that he was able to make cry like this? And why did he have to hate so much? I didn’t hate him. I really didn’t. But he obviously hated .

I was back to hugging my knees to my chest while burying my face in my legs. I didn’t look at Westin again. I just sobbed until I heard him leave the room. And then I continued to sob until I fell asleep. There was nothing else for to do anyway. My life as I knew it was over. Things were going to change now.

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