Chapter 603 - 20- Trinity – Heart Breaking (VOLU 4)
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Trinity
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GAH! This was bringing back flashbacks. I was rembering three years ago so vividly. I was rembering the day that I had taken Reagan and Rika to their first day of school. It felt like just yesterday, but I knew that it had been a lot longer than that.
Now, I was standing here in Talia's room, helping her get dressed into a uniform that was identical to the one that Rika had worn on her first day. It was bittersweet for . She looked so cute in that uniform, but it broke my heart just to know that she was already old enough to be going to school.
When we got down to breakfast, Abigail, who was looking a lot younger now than the day that I first ca to Reece's place all those years ago, set a plate down in front of Talia.
"Here you are, dear. A special breakfast for a special girl's special day."
"It must be really special then." Talia giggled. "You said 'special' three tis."
"That I did, and that's because you are three tis the special all by yourself." That made my little girl smile widely. Talia absolutely adored Abigail and every al that she had made for us.
We ate together as a family, enjoying the special breakfast that we were all given. Reagan and Rika were already dressed and ready to go, not needing our help anymore since they were big kids. They also had their attendants to help as well. I could have left Talia to her attendant to get her ready for school today, but it was the first day and Mommy wanted to be the one to do it for her.
Not to ntion, I think that it had made Talia happy to have mommy help her this morning. That alone made it all more than worth it. And it wasn't like I was incapable of helping her. I was just fine.
Now that the al was over, we were all getting ready to leave, just like we did on Reagan and Rika's first day of school three years ago. Reece and I wouldn't miss this for the world.
When we pulled up in front of the school, Reagan and Rika tried to jump out and head straight to their classroom. When did they beco so independent all of a sudden?
"Hey, wait a minute. Aren't we going to walk in as a family?" I asked them.
"Aren't you two going to help your sister to her class?" Reece added.
"But Mom, we know where our class is already." Rika whined a little.
"Yeah, and we don't want to be seen at the baby class." Reagan added.
"It's OK." Talia hung her head, and I could hear that she was hiding her sadness. "You don't need to walk with . I know that I am not cool like you are."
"Talia?" Rika balked at the words that her little sister had just said.
"You are cool, Talia." Reagan leaned forward and patted her on the head. "I'm sorry I made you think you weren't."
"It's OK, Reagan. I know you don't want to go. I will be fine."
"No, Talia, it's ok." Reagan took her hand then, smiling at her.
"Yeah, we're sorry Tally. We love you and you're our sister." Rika grabbed her hand next.
With Reagan and Rika smiling at their sister who was walking in between them, we started to walk into the school together. I could feel the love for my children growing within as I watched them.
"Reece, I think all three of our kids are just wonderful." I grinned at the kids as I spoke, not bothering to take my eyes off of them.
"Yeah, they are great kids, aren't they?"
We walked to the sa classroom that we had gone to back when Reagan and Rika had started school. And standing there at the entrance was the sa teacher as before.
"Well hello there, Miss Rika and Mr. Reagan. What brings you here on this fine day?"
"Hello Mrs. Buhler." Rika smiled at her old teacher. "This is my sister Talia. She is starting school today."
"She's shy, though, so be extra nice to her OK, Mrs. Buhler." Reagan added as he looked at his little sister.
"Of course. I have been expecting you, Miss Talia. I am so happy to et you. I am your teacher, Mrs. Buhler." She held her hand out toward my little girl who shied away from it at first.
Talia looked back over her shoulder and gave a pair of tear-filled eyes. I knelt down in front of her and gave her my calst smile that I could manage.
"It's ok, Tally. Mrs. Buhleris really nice. She was Reagan and Rika's teacher as well. She will make sure that you have a good ti in preschool. And you will make lots of friends."
"A..are you sure, Mommy?" She looked scared even though before we left for the school she had been filled with excitent.
"Of course Mommy is sure, and so am I." Reece knelt next to . "And when you're done with school today, Mommy and I will be waiting for you. We will pick you up and take you to get ice cream so that you can tell us all about your first day of school." I could see a faint smile on Talia's lips when she heard Reece's words.
"O..OK Daddy, I..I will go." Talia agreed before she hugged Reece then . "I..I will s..see you later." She waved but I saw that the tears were still in her eyes. She was trying her best to be strong for us.
Why? Why did I have to do this? Why was I sending my kids away like this? I was the worst mommy ever.
"Bye Mom, bye Dad." Reagan and Rika said at the sa ti while they ran away from us and toward their classroom. They didn't need us anymore and that hurt too. And Talia did need , but I just pushed her off onto a stranger. This hurt so much.
"Co on, Little Bunny. Let's go ho."
"Reece, why does this hurt so much?" I was almost crying when I asked him that question.
"It hurt last ti too, don't you rember? You will get over it, and Talia will be fine. Co on."
Reece took my hand then and dragged back toward the car. I just wanted to cry right now. I was so heartbroken. I want my babies back in my arms right now.
"Co on, Little Bunny, it's going to be OK."
"I..I..I..I k..kn..kn..know." I was nothing more than a blubbering ss as he drove away from the school. I didn't know what was wrong with , but I knew that I was massively overreacting.
"Co on, sweetheart, it's going to be OK." He probably thought that I was losing it. To be honest, I was. However, that had nothing to do with this. For so reason, I was just feeling way too emotional. I hadn't felt like this in a long ti. Not since I was pregnant with Talia.
I knew I wasn't pregnant though, I hadn't been intimate with Reece since that night when everyone was here for a visit. That was a month ago already. Over a month really. So that definitely wasn't the issue.
Then again…
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