Chapter 1
As all his mories ca back into his mind, Jing Yang looked back at the black stone bridge. He already couldn't rember clearly how many tis he had walked over the bridge, perhaps already over a thousand tis, but at least several hundred. Every ti the cycle ended, he would always co back here, walk over the black stone bridge, and then rember everything.
"Sire." A black-robed man ford from the mist respectfully saluted to Jing Yang.
"Hades." Jing Yang turned his head, looking at the man. "Really bothering you to co receive every ti. How many tis have we seen each other?”
"This is my 1365th ti coming to welco Sire. Sire, please follow back to the palace to rest a little." Hades led the way after he finished speaking.
Jing Yang's mory only went back to when he finished his first reincarnation and ca to this place. Besides rembering his own na being Jing Yang, he couldn’t rember anything else, and then he began the seemingly endless reincarnations. Every ti, Hades greets him with a very respectful attitude, so he thought that before his first reincarnation his identity should be not general, only that he had forgotten. Otherwise why would Hades, the master of the Underworld, be respectful to him for no reason.
In Hades's palace, there is a courtyard especially prepared for Jing Yang. Every ti he finished a reincarnation, he would rest a little in this courtyard before going to the next reincarnation.
The weariness in Jing Yang's mind was getting more and more intense. He already didn’t want to keep reincarnating to one world after another. Even if his soul flies away and scatters, that would still be better than endlessly reincarnating.
When Hades ca back to invite him to go reincarnate again, Jing Yang refused and instead asked Hades how to scatter his soul.
Hades looked at him in shock, "Sire wants to scatter his soul?”
"I am really tired of it, I no longer want to keep on reincarnating.”
"Even though Sire has already reincarnated over a thousand tis, after every reincarnation you won't have any mory of it, so even though Sire feels weary now, after the mory fades you will again have a new life.”
Jing Yang dispiritedly and listlessly leaned back on the armchair. "I rember that when I first started reincarnating a few hundred tis, I could always live to over 80 years old. But in the most recent few hundred worlds, every ti I have a shorter lifespan. This ti, I didn't even live to 15 years old when I ca back. Thus, even though every reincarnation I don't have the previous mories, but in the depths of my soul, I can rember this type of weariness. If I keep reincarnating like this, I'm afraid that I'll have to co back right after I co out of the womb. What's the significance of reincarnating like this?”
"But…" Hades hesitated a little. "Sire's life essence isn't in your soul right now. Even if I am Hades, I still have no way to help Sire scatter his soul.”
"Why should you lie to ?" Jing Yang smiled. "In fact I have already felt it. You letting keep on reincarnating definitely has a reason. Is it that as long as I don't reincarnate, my soul would dissipate?”
Hades's complexion changed and he didn't respond to his question, but from his silence, Jing Yang confird his theory.
"Sire, I have been entrusted with soone's commitnt to borrow the Dao to have Sire reincarnate in the Underworld." Hades said with a solemn expression. "Outside the 99 heavens, there is soone waiting for Sire to go back.”
"This is not the first ti you've said this to , I'm already tired of hearing it. You help give that person a ssage. Since I already don't rember who he is, I also don't want to go back anymore. You let him know that he no longer has to wait for .”
The first ti Jing Yang said he no longer wants to reincarnate, Hades said that there is soone waiting for him outside the 99 heavens, and as long as he reincarnates enough tis, he can return to outside the 99 heavens. He doesn't rember what it is like outside the 99 heavens, but hearing this na it seems like a pretty grand place, where the residents are people who look down on all living beings and stand at the peak of the universe, otherwise known as immortals.
He also doesn't rember who is constantly waiting for him to go back. At the beginning, he was pretty curious and thought that no matter who it is waiting for him, it wouldn't be good to have him wait there in vain. But as he kept reincarnating again and again, he saw more lives and appearances and beca accustod to the vicissitudes of life. As he saw more, he beca more indifferent to it. In this world, there are no feelings that are not eroded by ti. As long as ti passes, every emotion fades.
Hades saw Jing Yang's resolute attitude and didn't keep persuading him. He invited Jing Yang to rest well in the courtyard and left alone. Jing Yang was indifferent, since he needed to kill ti anyways. He just didn't know how long he would have to wait until he can finally scatter his soul.
The Underworld has no dayti or nightti, instead constantly being gloomy dusk. Most of the ti, Jing Yang lay around in the courtyard, and when he was bored of lying around he walked around the courtyard. Don't know after how many days, just when he was tired of strolling around his courtyard and wanted to expand the range of his walks, Hades ca back to see him.
"Sire." Hades cupped his hands in salute to Jing Yang.
"Hades? You this…" Jing Yang thought that Hades had already given up persuading him to keep reincarnating, letting him stay in the courtyard to wait for his soul to scatter. He didn't think that Hades would co to see him again.
"If Sire is already wearied of endlessly reincarnating, I have sothing here that can let Sire go back to outside the 99 heavens. Don't know if Sire is willing to give it a try?”
"Since you have a way to let return, why wouldn't you let try it earlier." Now, Jing Yang is already indifferent to going back to outside the 99 heavens, since he doesn't rember it anyways.
"This thod wasn't possible before, but now just happens to be possible. There's one thing I need to tell Sire, if you don't keep reincarnating, your soul actually won't dissipate, but instead will scatter into different worlds and each wisp of soul will carry out a different life. Then this will continue back and forth, and after a long ti, not only will there be no way to recover Sire's soul, but ti and space would also beco chaotic.”
Jing Yang seriously and solemnly looked at Hades. "You don't want to co frighten like this in order to make keep reincarnating.”
"I don't dare fool Sire. In fact, Sire definitely can't keep borrowing the Dao to reincarnate anymore, or the consequences would be the sa.”
Jing Yang closed his eyes to contemplate for a mont, and then opened his eyes to ask "What is this thod that you ntioned?”
Hades took out a piece of jade. "This jade can send Sire to different space-tis and let Sire no longer have to co to the Underworld to borrow the Dao to reincarnate.”
Jing Yang took the jade, and right when his finger touched it, his heart suddenly ineffably shook. Looking at the half mutton fat jade and half black like ink jade in his hands, his heart moved. "This jade seems to be a little familiar.”
"This jade was entrusted to to give you by the person who is waiting for you outside the 99 heavens." Hades said.
Jing Yang used his thumb to rub the jade, that type of familiar feeling made him unwilling to part with the jade. "Once I am sent to a different space-ti, what do I do after that?”
"Sire's soul will enter into so person's body, just that the ending of each of these people will be sowhat miserable.”
Hearing about the miserable ending, Jing Yang frowned and asked, "Your aning is to let experience calamity?" He definitely has no interest in the life of a cannon fodder.
"Really not so. This ti when Sire goes to a different space-ti, the circumstances are different. This ti Sire will retain all of your mories, and can also change your own destiny.”
"I can change my fate? This actually seems a little interesting. You're saying that I can change whatever I want?”
"This…" Hades hesitated a little. "This is not completely true. After Sire goes, you can change your own fate, but you can't change it entirely according to your own wishes. Instead, you need to help fulfill those people's desires. The more perfect your life is in the end, Sire will be able to receive a portion of the world's power. Once this power accumulates to a certain extent, Sire will be able to return to outside the 99 heavens.”
Jing Yang nodded. "I understand your aning.”
Hades pointed at the jade in Jing Yang's hands. "The jade that Sire is holding has very strong powers and can give Sire a helping hand.”
"Oh?" Jing Yang interestedly looked at the jade. "How do I use it?”
As if it could understand Jing Yang's words, once he finished speaking, the jade changed into a black and white light and flew into Jing Yang's brain.
Because of the sudden impact on his brain, Jing Yang closed his eyes. In his brain, an additional space appeared, in which countless data were rotating and then beca a list of functions. He roughly swept a glance over the list, with so many powerful functions, if they can actually be used, even changing the fate of a world wouldn't be so difficult thing. But who was it who conceived of this, helping him make it so thoroughly.
"Why didn't the person who gave the jade co see in person?" Jing Yang asked.
"He said that if you ask about him to let tell Sire that he misses you a lot, but he is unable to co see you because he has so difficulties that he hasn't been able to resolve. He will always be waiting for you, so he hopes that you can return earlier. At that ti, you will be able to understand everything.”
Jing Yang's curiosity was stimulated again. In the end, who is it waiting for him, who is it that must wait for him to go back? Is it his parents? Or other family or friends? Or is it his lover?
Thinking of lovers, Jing Yang suddenly rembered that in his over a thousand reincarnations, he had a lot of family and friends, but never had a lover. No matter whether he had lived until he was old, he was never in love with soone. Is this not strange?
Jing Yang asked Hades this, but Hades responded to him "Sire's previous reincarnations' fates were not arranged by the Underworld. We also have no way to know Sire's ti of death, life course, and final ending, and have no way to control them. All of those fates were from your subconscious.”
"I see." Jing Yang nodded and didn't keep asking. He felt that there would be a day when he will know everything.
Translator Notes:
[1] Sire – 阁下, could also be Your Majesty, Your Excellency, but Sire is shorter and I’m lazy…
[2] Hades – 阎王, decided to call him Hades instead of Yama
[3] life essence – 元神, no idea if this is what it really ans…these soul related things are confusing
[4] 99 heavens – 九十九天外, actually when I read CFCS the first ti, I had no idea what this ant, I thought it actually ant 99 days as in ti, but heavens seems to make more sense. I guess the world has 99 heavens?
[5] mutton fat jade – 白如羊脂, an actual type of jade, also known as white jade
Actual random notes:
This author uses 说 a lot, which just translates to say/said, and I’ve been accustod to not using that word basically at all. So in most cases I’ve just been leaving out the “said” part…Also I just reread this and my grammar i.e. present/past tense is getting really ssed up here. I think I’ll stick to past tense, since that’s what I’m used to.
And after this I want to give massive props to all the translators whose work I have read before. This stuff is hard, man. I thought it would take max 1 hour, but it actually took 1.5 hours to translate 3k Chinese characters into about 2k English words. I can’t believe this usually only takes 5-10 minutes to read. Though this is probably because when translating I’ve mostly been directly reading the Chinese raws with liberal use of Chinese Yabla (an actual godsend) so that I can understand the real aning of the raws and then translate it directly instead of with MTL. So I guess this is actually translation instead of MTL? I should probably transition into using the MTL more then. But yeah this is only 3k Chinese characters. Idk what I’m gonna do with the 4k and later on 5k character chapters. This series has over 800k characters, kids. It’s going to be a journey.
Also, I posted this basically directly after writing it up. I’ll probably only do this for the first chapter though, and then after accumulating so chapters schedule those for regular releases. Idk if I want to wait for arcs to accumulate, bc so of these can get pretty long.
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