The Tang Baijin of the past was a gentleman, always polite when kissing her.
The Tang Baijin of today is a wild beast, fierce when he kisses her again.
He is a wounded beast that cannot be healed, constantly struggling and wandering within the confines of the emotional world she provided.
His violent demands are t with not a single response.
Bei Ran gazes at him: "Have you given up hope?"
Ti guards the boundaries, and today is not like the past.
The love of youth has long been scattered to the winds.
The drama of reuniting after that day’s farewell is a plot found only in novels.
I have always been desperately waiting for you to appear, waiting for you to co, such tragically beautiful sentences, are but the fabrications of novelists weaving love stories.
And the reality is, when we t again, she was already married to another, while he was still bitterly awaiting her return.
"I haven’t given up!" Tang Baijin shakes his head, his large hands beginning to pull at her clothes, "I want you, Bei Ran...my past, it’s only you, and my future...also only you..."
"The past had ?" Bei Ran shields herself, questioning him loudly: "Six years ago, when your mother drugged , and left to a bunch of rough and burly n, where were you?"
Tang Baijin’s heart trembles; he didn’t expect such a situation, he knew his mother never liked Bei Ran!
"But when I was at the Civil Affairs Bureau, holding our household registration book to wait for you, where were you? Why didn’t you keep your word? Why didn’t you co?" Tang Baijin had planned to save their first ti for after marriage, even if his family disagreed, he was determined to marry Bei Ran.
Bei Ran suddenly bursts into tears, sobbing uncontrollably, and it took her a while to gradually stop crying.
She only cries when she ntions her mother.
"My mother was in the hospital at the ti. Your mother told that if I dared to marry you, she’d let my mother die without anyone noticing!" Bei Ran didn’t dare to gamble with her mother’s life.
Tang Baijin reaches out to hold her, pulling her disheveled clothes and her into his arms, deeply pained he says, "Why didn’t you tell ? Why not share all this with ?"
Bei Ran doesn’t speak, simply shedding silent tears.
All are lovers, yet rciless misunderstandings abound.
The rain in sumr falls heavily at once.
The sky is still overcast with dark clouds, and on Bei Ran’s face, it’s unclear whether it’s tears or rain.
Bei Ran pushes Tang Baijin away: "Since it’s a missed opportunity, let it be a miss!"
After speaking, she turns and runs into the misty rain.
Maybe, today he brought her to the little wooden house by the river where they used to live, which did indeed remind her of the good old days.
But the cruelty of reality is clearer to her than to anyone else.
Therefore, after a missed opportunity, we should not be together.
Regret, let it be regret!
Missed, let it be missed!
Life, still has to go on!
"Bei Ran..." Tang Baijin imdiately chases after her.
But the rain is falling too hard!
The fog is getting thicker, vehicles move very slowly, visibility is low, and the highways are closed.
Tang Baijin quickly calls Bei Ran, but she doesn’t answer.
Bei Ran walks through the misty rain, and our young love from those years still resides in her heart.
Only now, we’ve both grown up, and the unripe fruit is dood never to ripen.
She prefers to keep it in her heart, like a film still, occasionally replaying without sadness or joy, anger, or sorrow.
That way, it’s fine.
At night, Bei Ran returns ho, not sure what ti it is.
She looks at her phone; Tang Baijin has made nurous calls and left many ssages, he’s very worried about her.
She clenches the phone in her palm, one person, as passionately loved, is destroyed just as magnificently.
Just like Tang Baijin.
She swipes open her phone screen and replies with a line: I’ve already gone to sleep, do not disturb.
Afterward, she turns off the phone, allowing herself to calm down.
Bei Ran sneezes several tis, quickly takes a hot shower, and then goes to check on the two treasures in the bedroom.
After they fell asleep, they are as adorable as angels.
She curves her lips, feeling that life, despite losing a lot, is still worth looking forward to.
She still has full confidence in life.
The next morning.
The twins wake up and then rush into Bei Ran’s bedroom: "Mommy..."
"Mom, you’re going to be late for work..." Bei Xiaoyu quickly pulls her up, "Mom, you don’t have a man to support you now, you need to be independent..."
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