Xia Yumo looked at her tears for a long ti, having known her for so many years, this was the first ti she saw her cry.
It seems like she is truly heartbroken.
"Xuxu..."
Xia Yumo patted Qiao Xu’s shoulder, silently comforting her.
After a long ti, Xia Yumo took a deep breath and sneered, "Who would have thought that this is such a deliberate calculation."
"Would you forgive Lu Pig Trotter?"
Although Lu Moqing was also a victim in this matter, he treated Xuxu like that without knowing the truth. She couldn’t sympathize with that big pig’s trotter.
Qiao Xu shook her head and smiled, "It’s not about forgiving or not forgiving. In those three years, to be frank, we both willingly played our parts. He didn’t force to marry him, nor did he force to treat him well. It was all my choice."
Hearing this, Xia Yumo frowned. Although the words were true, they sohow made her feel uncomfortable.
"You’re not going to still be with him, are you?"
Although it wasn’t completely Lu Moqing’s fault, should the sufferings of the past three years just be left behind?
Seeing her discontented frown, Qiao Xu laughed softly, "How could I? Forgiving or not, there’s no need to harp on the past between him and . The more you can’t let go of the past, the more entangled you’ll be. Only by moving on from it can I have a chance to let go."
Xia Yumo’s face finally softened a bit.
"Have you really let go?">
Xia Yumo asked, her expression extrely serious. As she asked Qiao Xu, she was actually asking herself as well.
"Is it really that easy to let go?"
If she could let go, she wouldn’t be so angry and screaming every ti she saw Gu Junhang, just like Xuxu was around Lu Moqing. Even if she could calmly face him, she might still easily get angry with Lu Moqing. How could that be considered letting go?
Qiao Xu was montarily stumped by her question. She opened her mouth to answer but couldn’t bring herself to say "I let go" after all.
"Just give it a try."
She looked at Xia Yumo and, in the end, only said these words. She didn’t pretend to be relaxed and hide her feelings for Lu Moqing in front of Xia Yumo.
It was exhausting enough to pretend in front of others, so she didn’t want to pretend at this mont, in front of her best friend.
"It may be difficult, but if you don’t try, how will you know if you can let go?"
"But you’ve been trying for four years, Xuxu."
Xia Yumo’s words rcilessly struck Qiao Xu’s weak point, causing her heart to ache.
The two of them fell into an oppressive silence.
"Then let it be ten years, twenty years, there will co a day when I can let go."
After a long ti, Xia Yumo heard Qiao Xu’s hoarse voice say this.
"What if you can’t let go for a lifeti?"
"Then it’s just what I deserve."
Qiao Xu laughed nonchalantly, "He’s ntioned remarriage to a few tis, and I refused. I’m genuinely afraid. I haven’t let go of him yet, and I’m scared that one day I’ll love him too crazily like I did before. I’ve lost once, and I don’t think I can afford to lose a second ti."
Even if Lu Moqing ca to tell her that he really, truly loved her, she wouldn’t dare to love him with reckless abandon like she had before.
So pain, once experienced, is enough. Who has the capital to go through it a second ti?
Once bitten by a snake, one is afraid of a rope for ten years!
Isn’t that the logic?
Xia Yumo quietly looked at Qiao Xu, her eyes brightly shining in the dark night, revealing the sadness deep in her eyes.
Did Xuxu know that herself?
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