"Do you know I can hardly hold on anymore? I really want to just be friends with you, but I can’t do it. I don’t know what role I should play to continue being around you when one day I no longer like you..."
"..." Hearing Qing Yi ntion he could hardly hold on, Ghost General’s heart skipped a beat, and he felt sowhat panicky.
After Qing Yi finished speaking, he kept silent for a long ti.
Ghost General, looking at the sleeping Qing Yi, was irresistibly drawn to raise his hand and reach towards him.
But just before touching his head, he stopped.
His heart seed to hesitate and struggle, but finally, his hand gently rested on Qing Yi’s head, caressing his soft, short hair, his gaze tender.
I’m sorry for letting you endure so much alone.
I know you feel aggrieved and it’s hard, but I can only watch you endure.
If you can’t hold on anymore, if you feel tired, let hold on for you.
You’ve held on for four years, right? It doesn’t matter. As long as you still like , I will spend my lifeti repaying you.
I am willing to endure all the grievances and pain you’ve suffered in these four years all over again.
It’s just that I’m sorry, this year, I can’t give you anything.
But never mind, because I don’t believe you will fall for soone else this year, and I’m not worried that you will completely lose feelings for . So, please wait for .
Just one year, really the last year.
No matter whether Brother Xi returns or not, I am willing to let go of the past for you.
I’ve already let Brother Xi down, and I can’t let you down anymore.
From now on, let take care of you, cook noodles for you, do your laundry, and give up drinking for you.
I can even forget the taste of roasted chicken for you and rember only the aroma of noodles.
The boy, looking at Ghost General’s hand resting on Qing Yi’s head, felt a sob welling up and couldn’t quite describe the feeling in his heart. He just really wanted to cry.
He had never felt such a strong urge to cry before.
After settling the bill, Ghost General helped the drunken Qing Yi up, half-embracing him as they walked toward the car.
The boy silently followed behind.
As they were nearing the car, two girls walking together passed by and saw Ghost General and Qing Yi, giving a knowing smile. One bold girl joked, "Hey, handso, are you guys a couple? Who’s the top and who’s the bottom?"
After the girl spoke, her companion also laughed.
Ghost General glanced at the girl and, far from being angry, he even smiled back, a smile with a deep aning, an indulgent smile.
This smile of Ghost General made the two girls instantly unsettled, excited as if they were the ones in a relationship.
"Handso, which one are you, top or bottom?" the bold girl said, trying to contain her excitent, and asked again.
"As long as he likes, either is fine."
Ghost General said, opening the car door, carefully placing Qing Yi inside, and diligently fastening his seatbelt.
"Ah..." Hearing Ghost General’s reply, the girl jumped up on the spot excitedly.
"It’s true, all the handso guys nowadays like other handso guys."
"Oh my god, my heart’s about to jump out, I’m so happy." The two girls were uncontrollably excited.
"Handso, you guys must be happy. If you guys ever break up, I will never believe in love again."
Having gotten into the car, Ghost General heard the girl’s words, rolled down the window, and smilingly replied, "We will be."
Ghost General then drove off, leaving the two girls still excited.
The boy quietly sat in the back seat, watching Ghost General driving in front, his emotions heavy and complicated.
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