Beneath the Surface: Secrets of an Obsessed Heart Chapter 106 - 105

Once Raiden dressed them both in comfortable clothes and dried their hair, he helped Hiro apply a soothing ointnt to his slightly swollen pink hole. They got into bed and Raiden pulled Hiro close once more, his arm wrapped around Hiro’s waist. Hiro rested his head on Raiden’s chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart.

Raiden still couldn’t believe it. They were together. Him and Hiro. They were finally together and he didn’t have to use any tricks or manipulation this ti. Hiro chose to be with him on his own. He felt he was right to pluck Sora out of the picture. That guy was like a devil on Hiro’s shoulder, whispering all the wrong things to him since they were little. He thought Hiro was cold and an until he realised Hiro wasn’t doing things on his own. Sora was the one influencing him.

Hiro had always been like that. Timid, shy, and always turning to his big brother for advice or permission to do things. Now that Sora was away, the person Hiro would have to rely on was him and he’d make sure to put Hiro on the right track.

"Can I ask you sothing?" Hiro inquired, breaking Raiden’s thoughts. He raised his head to et Raiden’s piercing gaze which made him blush so he quickly averted his gaze, his eyelashes quivering slightly.

Raiden felt his heart flutter and his eyes softened. "Of course sweetheart. I’ve told you that you can ask anything." He put a hand to Hiro’s chin and lifted his head so their eyes could et. "Just ask directly. You don’t need to ask permission all the ti."

Hiro’s blush deepened and he nodded. "W-Well, umm...I-I just wanted to know. Why did you do all those things to back in school?" He questioned. "Y-You know, stalk , take pictures of and all that. You scared a lot. You were my senior you know. You didn’t have to resort to such thods to show that you liked . Y-You could have just pursued the normal way. Like writing a confession letter or sothing."

Raiden chuckled. "A confession letter?"

Hiro nodded seriously. "Yes. I would have read it and considered your feelings for . I-I wanted to date back then but I just never liked anyone that much and big brother didn’t let . I don’t know, I just feel like I would have liked you then if you weren’t so scary."

Raiden smiled. What was the use of a letter when there was soone controlling Hiro? If Sora said go left, Hiro would go without hesitation. If Sora told him that milk was bad for him, he would stop drinking it right away.

"I’m sorry that I scared you baby." He apologized, stroking Hiro’s smooth cheek. "But that was the only way I could make you notice . Your brother never let get close to you and he made you avoid like a plague rember? Wasn’t he the one that told you relationships between n is disgusting and illegal? I rember you telling the sa thing when I managed to get you alone one ti and confess to you. You didn’t even want to be in the sa room with . You looked at like you would catch a disease from if you so much as breathe the sa air as . I was truly hurt that day, Hiro. I didn’t feel like a human being at that mont. In your eyes, I seed like a rodent. So kind of animal that would give you a contagious disease."

Hiro’s eyes watered as he shook his head. He really couldn’t rember sothing like that happening but he knew it was possible with the way he loathed Raiden back then. "I’m sorry." He sniffled. "I-I don’t know why I did that. I thought big brother was right. I-I thought two n couldn’t be together."

"Shhh it’s okay." Raiden whispered, wiping his tears with his fingers. "Please don’t cry baby. It’s all in the past. It’s not your fault. It was Sora’s. He’s the one who fed you all the wrong information. I just couldn’t stay away from you despite your rejections and I didn’t know how else to get your attention so I followed you everywhere. You wouldn’t talk to so I took pictures of you."

"Even naked ones." Hiro grumbled, lightly punching Raiden on the arm. "Why did you do that? That was what scared the most. Well, that and when you tried to kiss ."

"I’m sorry." Raiden chuckled. "It started purely because I wanted to keep seeing you even when we weren’t in school but then, the older I got, the darker my thoughts beca and I wanted more than just to look at you. I started to want to hold you, to kiss you, to touch you in places you’ve never been touched. I started to imagine what you would look like naked, underneath in my bed. How you would taste when I sucked you off. The kinds of sounds you would make when I’m inside you." He brushed so strands of Hiro’s hair away from his face, staring right into his beautiful eyes. "The kinds of faces you’ll make when I fuck you."

Hiro shivered, his heart racing as Raiden spoke, each word laced with the weight of past emotions. Raiden’s eyes grew darker with every sentence, the intensity of his gaze reflecting the pain and longing he once endured, as if he was reliving those mories all over again.

"I imagined it all Hiro." He murmured, shifting closer. "You gave sleepless nights. At first, just thinking about you was enough to drive over the edge. I could cum countless tis when I pictured myself inside you but as ti went by, the imaginations didn’t satisfy anymore so I took pictures of you and I also took so of your things. Things that slled like you. I was wrong to do so. I’m aware of that but I considered you mine so I did it anyway. I would stare at your picture or hug your jacket and jerk off, imagining you calling out my na as I take you over and over again. Just as you do now."

Hiro was already as red as a tomato as he listened to Raiden speak, but when Raiden added the last sentence, it looked like he might start bleeding from sheer embarrassnt. He knew better than anyone how he shouts Raiden’s na when they were having sex.

So Raiden was already sexually active back then while he didn’t even know what sexual pleasure was. He then wondered, if he had accepted Raiden’s feelings, would they have been having sex? Did everyone have sex back in high-school?

Raiden suddenly groaned. "All this talk about fucking you is making hard again."