Lin Qin stood there, idling for a while, until X Beijin couldnt take it anymore and flips the board allowing entrance to the reception up, and tells him, co and take a seat inside.
Lin Qins eyes seem to sparkle as he hurriedly walks in and sits right next to X Beijin.
Hes always said he likes X Beijin, but doesnt act at all like he does, now, does he? X Beijin thinks, glancing at him. Does he really even like him?
Lin Qin seems confused by the gaze, and asks, why are you looking at
like that?
X Beijin answers quite frankly, I cant feel how you like .
Lin Qin tilts his head to ask, why dont you feel that? He seems surprised, even after everything?
X Beijin
Feeling speechless, he asks, do you think Im a mind-reader?
Lin Qin goes oh, and then starts thinking hard about what he could do to make X Beijin feel his like.
X Beijin puts his arm straight up on the desk, and props his head on it, looking at Lin Qin with a subtle smile. This dum-dum of a little apple sure is interesting.
Lin Qin thinks for a while and then speaks up, I read a novel before?
Mmhm?
In the book, there was a couple. One of them would always tell the other when they wake up in the morning, I love you.'
X Beijin says, too cheesy.
Lin Qin complains, though, you dont even fall asleep, so how am I even supposed to say I love you when you wake up?
It takes X Beijin a second to process Lin Qins amazing logic. Almost flabbergasted, he says, so, to prove that you do like
romantically, I should go to sleep? Lin Qin, Id almost say youre doing that on purpose
No, Lin Qin suddenly gets all serious, and says, I really wish you can go to sleep, and it is also true that I like you.
X Beijin falls silent.
Lin Qins crispy clear, and especially piercing eyes are looking right at X Beijin. He then says, gentler and more serious than ever, I love you, X Beijin, thats the truth. You cannot deny my feelings.
X Beijin simply blanks out there for a pretty long ti before he forces a smile and says, alright, fine I know you love
already
Lin Qin asks, youre not trying to run away again, right?
What do you an again?
You always change the topic on this.
Its supposed to be you liking , so now why is it my thing again?
Didnt you say that the object is you, which also makes you a part of it?
But you also said that I dont need to feel troubled by this?
I just want you to give serious consideration to my feelings, Lin Qins eyes widen a little as he says, and if you still feel troubled, then
Then what?
Then just put it on hold for a bit, Lin Qin gestures, for a very tiny bit.
X Beijin
He swears hes frustrated enough to chase Lin Qin right out.
Seemingly picking up on sothing, the very sharp and witty Lin Qin says, you were the one to invite
to sit here.
X Beijin narrows his eyes looking at Lin Qin, who adds, youve let
into your world, so you cant chase
away after that; just like how you barged into my world, and you cant just expect
to sit there and do nothing.
X Beijin goes quiet.
Huh, that doesnt make sense. Since when did Lin Qin learn speechcraft like that?
It was basically a flirt; so the little apple could also actually say sothing like that, given ti?
X Beijin is amazed, frankly.
Maybe, he shouldnt have let Lin Qin have full access to those weird novels.
The aning carried through X Beijins gaze also makes Lin Qin ask in return, slightly gruntled, oi, what is that shocked expression supposed to an?
Who in the world would call the person they love oi?
Lin Qin is stupefied for a mont, before asking, darling?
No thanks, my na is oi.'
Lin Qin
Hes miffed, as he thinks hes being made fun of here.
But never mind, he thinks, since he knows X Beijin, and the more agitated and emotional he becos, the more doubtful and unsure of himself he must be inside.
Tilting his head, Lin Qin observes the quiet X Beijin closely, wondering if it really is true X Beijin doesnt know he, Lin Qin, likes him?
No way. X Beijin must know that well.
Lin Qin believes that, when it cos to emotions, X Beijin must be far more perceptive than he is. Lin Qins world is a blank, but clearly, its the opposite for X Beijin, who still rembers his days on Earth, and has definitely heard enough stories even if he hasnt experienced any.
Yet for so reason, it is X Beijin who would dodge the topic and try to avoid talking about it altogether.
Whats wrong with him calling him darling anyway?
X Beijin would ask do us friends need to be so cheesy and resolve Lin Qins straightforward attack altogether. If he doesnt plan to even accept Lin Qins emotions, then his personality ans he should have responded frankly to that effect.
But he hasnt. Instead, he relies on his instincts to dodge and escape.
Because he must be unsure. Lin Qin must have managed to get at so part of his emotional heartstrings. That is why he acts like so. He is hesitating. He is wondering. He cannot find an appropriate counterasure to resolve this.
The more unsure X Beijin becos, the more certain Lin Qin becos in return.
Lin Qin thinks that, sothing like love, would be most effective when one is straightforward and unwavering, right?
And he happens to be one such person.
He doesnt want to leave X Beijin. He wants to be by this mans side forever. If that is not love, then what could he use to explain this burning, fiery emotion he has in his chest?
Sotis, he would really wish X Beijin could feel what he is feeling.
It is burning, gnawing, titillating The motions, the thoughts; the obsession, when Lin Qin realised the weight of the word to like, has tied him firmly to this single route.
There is no way to back out of this anymore.
Lin Qin has always had his way on the bottom floor, with his physical prowess aning he can always do whatever he wants to in the Tower. It is only his disinterest in doing so that has stopped him from doing that, so in a sense, he is actually proactively stopping himself.
His deeply emotional gaze is pointed right at X Beijin. It seems like it would not move away even if the Heavens shall fall.
In the silence, he simply thinks, this is the person he likes. He ishis.
He opens his mouth to smile.
Oh yes, he will hold the ray of lightin his own hands.
What he wants done, will always be done. There has never been an exception.
So many people have forgotten, and even X Beijin himself has largely overlooked how, while Lin Qin has largely kept his temper in check recently, but in the beginning, Lin Qin was nad the crownless King of the bottom floor, because he was basically a mad dog.
While he seems to have been dosticated now, but his actual violent nature, is still etched right into his very soul.
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