Being an Extra Actor Volume 4 - Ch 66.2

Baldie is still silent. He is currently in an odd state of mind, like he was doubting reality itself, despite the fact that he was just telling them to get a move on, his attention wasnt actually on this Nightmare then, or now.

Because he is too preoccupied thinking about the utility cards effect on his psyche, and his thought digressed from that.

He wants to ask, if those kinds of effects from the utility card, is common, or rare in the entire Tower?

He hopes its the latter, but his experience tells him, the forr is likely correct.

This makes him feel ominous.

Nobody has paid much attention to the side effects on Missiontakers from the utility cards, because they are in the mindset that this is a ga, with utility cards rely being items in that ga.

What changes could they even bring?

But after experiencing this subtle but significant change himself, Baldie can only feel his hairs standing on end. Even Biceps could tell it; did he seriously not notice?

He did not. Before that, he did not consciously acknowledge that he was affected by that utility card, or did he think any of his actions were out of ordinary, whether it was hiding stuff from the other Missiontakers, or feuding with Collector.

Sohow, he is also unable to imagine, if he wasnt affected by the utility card, how he would have interacted and resolved this matter.

The change is unseen. He does not feel anything wrong with himself. He feels like this is part of who he is, naturally.

Just like Wu Jian and Collectors amnesia in which they do not feel any of their mories are missing, they are also convinced this is how it is.

The brain does not suspect itself.

Along the way, Baldie is quieter than usual, but the others havent an idea what hes thinking about.

Anyway, in response to Mu Jiashi, Baldie decided to go against his nature, and honestly tell them what happened after so thought.

He tells him, in the first run of the Nightmare, a third of the Missiontakers start losing their mories; two thirds in the second run; everyone in the third run.

When any single Missiontaker has forgotten all their mories of the Nightmare entirely, it restarts.

Mu Jiashi seems shocked, before knitting his brows, asking, all mories, referring to only that particular run, or of all the runs?

Baldie dryly replies, all the runs, and he bitterly smiles, adding, those Missiontakers who have forgotten everything the previous run, as soon as the next run begins, they start forgetting about their current run again, until everything is forgotten.

Mu Jiashi really could not hold himself back from making an absurdly frightened look.

Even X Beijin, hearing that from the stream, is furrowing his brows as well, feeling pity for the Missiontakers.

The viewers do not seem to get why they are both so concerned, though.

X Beijin explains, this ans that, as the Missiontakers forget everything in turn, their hold over differing amounts of information will fuel conflict; and because they, all of them, will eventually forget everything about this Nightmare, this ans

A certain run later, they will actually think, that they are in their first run.

The viewers respond by typing exclamation marks, and going,

endless loop???

Exactly. A futile, repeated process, just like the mythical Sisyphus who has to keep repeating rolling a stone uphill, where it rolls back downhill, and so he has to move downhill once again to move it uphill.

That was the punishnt of the Gods for Sisyphus, though; what implications are there in this Nightmare, for the action of repeatedly forgetting and recollecting information?

Sothing seems to flash through X Beijins mind; he feels a familiarity, but he does not know why he is feeling that.

At the sa ti, he worries about sothing else.

In this Nightmare, with Missiontakers set to all forget about everything so ti, where they would actually start to think theyre in the first run and know nothing about the Nightmare, if this kept happening, wouldnt that be equivalent to the Missiontakers having succumbed to the Nightmare, forever?

So it seems that, in this Nightmare, the Missiontakers look to be much more likely than other Nightmares to succumb, and for the Nightmare to then Collapse.

It worries X Beijin.

While Missiontakers succumbing sounds like it doesnt have too much to do with them, as it is rare for Actors to encounter such an event, especially if they can still tell the characters they are Acting apart from who they are.

But seeing such a cruel turn of fate happening right before his eyes still make him feel unhappy and worried.

They are all humans, after all.

He sighs quietly.

He has already parted with Dai Wu, who looks like he has a rather important role in this Nightmare. Maybe hes the second-in-command to Black Robe, as hes now busy with other thingsAt least, the Server has arranged for him to be busy.

It certainly is hard, though, for X Beijin to imagine soone like Dai Wu yelling humans are the Impurities of the Earth or sothing similar.

He looks more the kind that doesnt care if they really are Impurities or not, as long as he is living life to the fullest.

X Beijin, anwhile

Doesnt think that much of the sentence or its implications.

He knows full well that humans are full of countless thoughts and views, sotis even holding contradictory ones at onceFor example, you say that Humans are Impurities of the Earth, which causes the Gods to punish humans, then how is that you, a human, was not punished alongside them?

All the noisy, ssy, conflicting noises, surrounding X Beijins ears, dull down to nothingness.

That said, if that is what is being repeated in a Towers Nightmare, it would cause his thoughts to drift in a certain direction, for sure.

X Beijin is blanking out again as his mind recalls sothing else.

When he cos to, though, on the stream, all six Missiontakers are on the roof of the building already.

The Missiontakers have already dragged Fei and Collector to the edge of the rooftop when the Missiontakers arrived, and they are there right as Fei was pushed over!

Fei! Wu Jian watched Fei disappear off the side with a face full of terror, he lunges to the edge of the rooftop, yelling out in shock, what happened?! Why did you push her off?!

Clearly, hes forgotten about what Mu Jiashi just told him, about the trial and sentencing that happened in the amusent park.

Mu Jiashi closes his eyes, feeling exhausted. He does not even know if his own mories are complete anymore; it is all unfathomable.

How could people doubt their own brains? Doubt their own past, their own mories? To doubt them is to doubt their sense of self.

In this Nightmare, that is exactly what is necessary for them, however.

The survivors have paused because of the sudden appearance of these Missiontakers. Still holding Collector down, they are chastising the Missiontakers for their recklessness barging up here, but because the Missiontakers caught them by surprise, they also seem a bit lost right now.

That is when

Huh Amidst the silence, is Collectors voice. He sounds like he is just waking up from a stupor, quite the tense starting point for a Nightmare, no?

Mu Jiashi imdiately turns in his direction.

He can see Collector looking genuinely intrigued and also slightly baffled. He really seems to be curious why the Missiontakers are in a standoff with the Tower residents in a Nightmare as soon as he opened his eyes.

He has forgotten everything in the first run of the Nightmare.

The Nightmare is restarting!

The mont Mu Jiashi turned towards Wu Jian, also wishing to confirm whether he has lost his mories for the first run entirely, his vision goes dark.

The Nightmare, has restarted.