"Taking what we need from each other, what a nice words! Lydia, what kind of
woman I have not t! If you are at least a little smart then you must know that
you will not get any good ending if you use ." His lips were pulled and he
looked at sneering.
"Wayne, is that because you are falling in love with since you care about the
reason that I get in relation with you?"
I saw him pulled a cigarette from the box, lighted it up and smoked for several
tis. In the smoke, I saw the elegant face of him and he looked at with a
sneering sight. It seed like what I said was a kind of funny joke.
"Lydia, you are feeling so good about yourself. Where you get that I fall in love
with the kind of woman like you who has a impure mind? You fucked you several
tis only because your body fits my taste!"
This was the first ti that I heard the rude words from him, explaining the
relationship between us with such dirty words.
I did a self-mockery with a smile. I was really out of my mind these ti. rlin
was right. If a man was being vicious to you, a random words could stab and hurt
you easily. Wayne only saved once and did good to in daily life. Spoiled
, indulged so all those made feeling presuming that he fell in love with
!
The man like him would indulge you and protect you if he was happy. When you
violated his wish, the relationship between you and him would break down
instantly!
It had to always be rembered that, between and him, we were only buddy
calls. We could never be lovers. Our body could badger with each other but our
hearts would never be together.
" Since we are buddy calls, you play with my body, why don't I use you to
revenge on Geoffrey? You are ruthless to and you dare to want to fall in
love with you deeply and fuck for free?"
My heart went cold completely. It was hurt and trembling with a tearing pain.
He may never expected to refute him straightly like this. He glared at with
his eyes wide open," Get away from my sight!"
I saw the indifference from his eyes, turned around with a firm hand and walked
away without turning back my head.
After I got out from Wayne's ho, the tears I endured for a long ti flowed
down, crying as I was walking. I was aggrieved like a little abandoned pity. I lost
myself and went back to my rent little ho. I was stupefied and sat on the bed,
my helpless sight was full of vast and hazy.
I stayed at ho in the next two days. I did not get out of my ho except buying
so food outside. I had to heal the wounds on my face and the wounds in my
heart by the way!
I lived in chaos for two days. Wayne did not contact at all in these two days. I
looked at the missed calls. There were only calls from rlin and Katherine. The
number with a four eight ending had never appeared again.
I knew, the proud man like Wayne, would weed out imdiately when he was
hurt by the raised thorn of mine.
It did not have to be suspicious of I beca a past lover from a new one.
It was a lie to say that I was not sad. We were together for all those nights
anyway. It left a wound on my heart sohow. But my ability of recovering was
very good. The wound was recovered by myself with a short ti.
Since I beca a ex-buddy call, it was making sad mood for nothing to keep the
number. Since Wayne cut the connection with , it should be cut totally.
Keeping the number, what if I had sothing wrong with my fingers and made a
worry call...
I found his number in my phone, after a short hesitating, I put the number in the
blacklist finally, left it with the number of Geoffrey.
Then I found the number of Chief Jas I saved before and called it.
The information of and Wayne broke up had not spayed out at the mont so
I had to find the trace of my sister in hurry. Chief Jas was a good way.
I had worked on wording for a long ti and then I explained what happened
carefully," Chief Jas, I knew that this is a difficult one, but could you get
around regulations and help with this!"
"Miss Toland, the case had past 14 years. The only suspect caught had already
dead. And the evidences were already ruined totally. The chance of finding your
sister is little. I advise you to investigate from other ways. Your father offended a
lot of people before. You can investigate from that and you may find so clues."
I had a bitter smile. I already tried the suggestion of Chief Jas. But the people
my father offended before had already beca so big shots now. They were
either raising ranks in the officialdom, or dominating in business.
As for , how could I fight with them?
"Chief Jas, to be honest, I already tried the thod you said. But the people
that my father offended are not kinds of people that I could fight with now. That's
why I would like to ask you to check the traffickers caught these years!"
Chief Jas sighed," Miss Toland, the suspects who already in the jail will not
admit the guilt they made in the past again. Only a stupid one will do the thing
that will make their punishnt heavier! Therefore, investigate from the police
system is nearly impossible."
Chief Jas was right. The case was like walking into a dead end.
Then, Chief Jas said sothing to persuade to give up. He sent his
respect to Wayne then hung up the phone.
I saw the screen of the phone beca dark and shrunk in the sofa powerlessly.
The only hope turned to hopeless now.
This really hurt a lot. I was ill at the night. I got fever with a body temperature
of 40 degree centigrade and I was dizzy since the fever. Even more, I was to
absent-minded that I saw the illusion of Wayne sitting on the end of my bed.
I assud I was too ill. I felt faintly Wayne taking care of without sleeping or
resting for the whole night. He cleaned my body for and lower my heat by a
warm towel and fed pills. Finally, he even held in arms and read the novel'
Please love deeper my president' that put on the end of my bed.
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