Nan Fei propped her chin with one hand, half of her face exposed to the sunlight, frowning slightly, she said, "Just relying on love alone cannot make it last forever." After speaking, she seed to think of sothing and revealed a bitter smile.
"Xing Yu, I’m asking you, if I let Huo Beijiang return to the country with now, would he be willing?"
Xing Yu didn’t even think before directly denying, "Impossible, everyone knows how high-level the mission Major General Huo is on, how great the cost is. He absolutely cannot and won’t give up everything to do sothing completely irresponsible."
They were all soldiers, so they understood, more than anyone, the responsibilities of soldiers. To complete a mission, life itself was set aside; what else could stop them?
Nan Fei spread her hands, "So that’s why I’m angry. I always thought marriage was just a matter between two people, but the facts prove that life always has this or that barrier standing between us."
In the past life, it was because of Jiang Yang’s death. I always thought that in this lifeti I’d finally avoided all misfortunes, but this trip to Kannaya cast a shadow over the future between and Bei Jiang.
Whether it’s Ding Jiaqi, or Huo Beijiang who obviously knows she’s sick, who obviously knows she might not even make it until the day he returns from his mission.
Yet he still left resolutely!
No matter how reluctant he was when leaving, in the end, the result was that he left. Leaving behind his newlywed wife, who is ill and doesn’t know when sothing will happen, in the country. Alone, facing all dangers, accusations, and family betrayals.
No matter how many people he arranged to protect her, they are all outsiders in the end.
For her, the most important, the most needed, is still her husband. But he left, even though he knew, and while she knew nothing, he still left.
When it cos down to it, Nan Fei still holds a grudge in her heart, but calmness prevents her from acting out in a childish manner.
Her goal is also to beco an excellent soldier, so many tis she considers things from Bei Jiang’s perspective. But the series of things happening afterwards doubled her frustration, and now her blindness, all these have left her disheartened.
Yes, disheartened.
Nan Fei finds this word truly terrifying because it is scarier than all the anger, resentnt, panic, loneliness, and disappointnt!
Almost unsolvable.
Nan Fei doesn’t even know what’s wrong with herself, how did she end up disheartened? Even when the always dreaded Ding Jiaqi reappeared, she could still watch like an outsider.
Nan Fei instinctively used her hand to touch her eyes, her fingertips covering the warm eyelids.
Is it because she knows she’s blind, so she’s lost her courage?
Xing Yu probably saw sothing, he initially wanted to persuade Nan Fei so more, but seeing her now pale and fragile appearance, no words could co out.
The conversation ends here!
Nan Fei originally wanted to go see Gongxi Yunqi imdiately, but without Huo Beijiang’s orders, she could go nowhere, and after taking dicine, she fell into a deep sleep again.
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In the luxurious study of Kaka, several bearded n were sitting. When Huo Beijiang ca in, the conversation had just ended. When everyone saw him, they got up and greeted him before leaving. After everyone had left and the door was closed from the outside, Huo Beijiang slightly lifted his chin.
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