Chapter 331: Possiblity
"Shifting to a Rogue once is a risk, but shifting the second ti is a possibility"
"A possibility to what?" I asked with a heavy tone, my heart almost beating out of my chest.
He looked tentative now and I gave him pleading eyes, I didn’t want to be kept in the dark anymore, I really needed to know what was going on.
He took a heavy breath before speaking "A possibility of Dace not reverting to his original werelion form ever again" He shook his head. "Dace is a Rogue now"
"W-What?" I said in a trembling voice, ti stopped around
and it was just
and my sharp inhale. I didn’t even realize when Grayson sat
down or when he walked to get
sothing.
"Becoming a rogue is many things," he began handing
a soda, which I took but made no attempts to pop it open, sensing that Grayson took a seat beside
and popped it open for
before placing it back on my hand. I haven’t moved.
"Emma" he sighed. "Are you sure you wanna know this? Dace has his reason for not telling you and I don’t-"
"Tell ..." I cut him off. "Please"
He sighed in defeat, it took a mont. "You said the first ti Dace shifted to a Rogue was because of what happened to you, right?"
I nodded stiffly.
"Well as you know becoming a Rogue is like a trigger to sothing traumatic or painful, it takes even the strongest werelion to transmit into one. In what I was taught as a Venatores... it’s like a constant struggle for werelions to keep their mind and their beast mind in check, even when shifting it’s like a constant struggle trying to balance out their animalistic nature and what makes them human. In Dace’s case, he let his beast side take over to get rid of the pain of not seeing you"
My breath hitched as I took a drink from the can.
"In doing that... his beast side took over his body and mind... hence becoming a rogue. I’m not saying he’s succumbed completely as a beast forever. Rogues are the sa species of Werelion but of a different nature, it’s like a genetic change in DNA or sothing, I don’t science I’m just stating the basics here"
"So Dace is a rogue now but he still has his sanity?"
He nods.
And I let out a breath I didn’t realize I was holding.
"But..." he continued and my body tensed once again. "Having his sanity doesn’t an there won’t be a change in his DNA"
"In what way?"
He shrugged. "Increased bloodlust, animalistic behavior sotis. Sotis maintaining a balance between his desires and bloodlust will be a battle, he might result to any violence at any given ti"
I suddenly rembered a week ago when we were grinding against each other intimately, his grip on my waist suddenly tightened as his claws ca forth and hurt . I gulped.
It all made sense now why he was aggressive with the rogue that attacked us, why he tried to scare
away... he did that because he thought it was the only way... he did that because he knew I would want to stay, and staying ans he might hurt
subconsciously.
"I have never seen an Alpha beco a rogue that is why Dace’s case is different"
"What will his family say, if they find out..."
"I don’t know Emma, but what I know is Werelions dislike Rogues, they view them as a failed part of nature"
~
I curled into a ball in my bed, my head heaving with thoughts after a talk with Grayson, I even asked why my magic didn’t work when I tried to save Dace. He told
it might be because of the fact that Rogues are strongest in agile and magic will have little effect on them.
I can’t stop thinking about Dace, I can’t stop thinking how he’s gonna deal with this new side of him. Although I’m hurt and angry he pushed
away I understood why he did it... he didn’t want to hurt .
But I didn’t want him to deal with this alone... he has kept this from
for a long ti, he hasn’t shifted for a long ti because he was scared he might lose control.
Fuck if I wasn’t there tonight who knew how far gone he would act, I would have lost him again and the re thought tugged my heart to the point I couldn’t breathe.
What will his family do? What will happen to Dace when they find out?
I cried myself to sleep, worried, and angry because I blad myself.
If only there was sothing I could do, but the feeling of helplessness was back again and I felt so useless.
I can’t even help my boyfriend in his struggles, what a joke.
~
"What? So what now they are gonna force
to attend Night School" Grayson said pissed, his angry eyes on Vanessa.
"Look okay I tried talking with Oliver about what you want but this is the only way, you’re an Adams and you have part witch blood a part that might be similar to Emma and might get out of hand... you need to learn how to control it"
"I said I don’t want to do magic shit, I’m not about to wave wands like damn Harry Potter"
At this point, Vanessa and I rolled our eyes. But I understood Grayson’s preferences, he grew up as a hunter, trained as a killer in many ways, and doing sothing else will be different for him, it was like choosing another personality.
Why does Oliver have to be such a fucking annoyance? Every ti! What’s his deal?
I set Tiger Jnr down and he happily ran to the other side of the room, maybe to snack from his bowl or sothing.
"Vanessa, why does Oliver keep pushin’ it?" I asked, hugging myself and she finally set her eyes on . I could tell they were narrowed in worry, well I can’t bla her, my eyes were all red from crying myself to sleep.
"Oliver knows what’s best and I know you understand where I’m coming from, leaving the witch’s blood to dominate after a cycle is dangerous, his magic will work with his emotions and it will get out of hand" she darted her eyes back to Grayson.
"I understand you dear but this is for your own good"
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