[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Chapter 270: Between Love and Obligation

~Zayn’s POV~

Evric quickly grabbed Nuala’s bag, took my hand, and pulled Nuala and out of the restaurant through the back exit.

As we were ushered out, era’s frantic voice echoed behind us, a desperate, fading cry: "Zayn!"

We stumbled out into the cool evening air. Evric had Nuala’s arm in one hand and my wrist in the other, pulling us along. The three of us were silent, the noise of the confrontation still ringing in my ears. I was sticky with soda, my face stung, but the physical pain was nothing compared to the shock of what era had done and said.

We reached Evric’s car. Evric wasn’t looking at ; his movents were too precise, too calm. He opened the back door, reached in, and brought out an extra shirt. Then, with heartbreaking tenderness, he began gently unbuttoning my sticky, soda-soaked shirt.

The silent, careful attention hurt more than a shout ever could.

"I’m sorry," I whispered, the words trembling. "I’m so sorry, Evric."

He didn’t pause. "You did nothing wrong. Why are you apologizing?"

I turned to Nuala, who was watching this dostic scene of devastation. "Nuala, I’m sorry for how era reacted inside. I never wanted you to see that."

"It’s not your fault, Zayn," Nuala said imdiately. "You don’t need to apologize to anyone. She’s the one who needs a straitjacket."

Evric straightened and turned to Nuala. "Nuala, you can go ahead."

Nuala, sensing the charged atmosphere, didn’t argue. "Okay, bro. Call later." She entered her car and drove away.

As soon as she was gone, I reached out and grabbed Evric’s hand, pulling him closer. The weight of his composure was crushing .

"Just yell at !" I cried, my voice raw. "Get angry! Say it! It’s better than your silence, Evric. Say you’re tired of this drama!"

Evric finally lifted his gaze to mine. There was no anger there, only exhaustion and sothing deeper. "I have no reason to yell at you, Zayn," he murmured. He exhaled softly. "I’m sorry, my love. I’m sorry you had to face all of this... and that I couldn’t protect you when it mattered."

"It’s not your fault," I insisted quickly.

He ignored my protests, changing my shirt with the calm precision of a dic. But my mind was far from steady. A cold distance stretched between us, terrifying in its quietness. Evric wasn’t arguing, wasn’t pushing back, and it made fear that his love for was already slipping away, that he was beginning to give up.

I grabbed his shirt before he could step back and pulled him into a tight embrace, burying my face against the warm curve of his neck.

He didn’t hug back right away. It took a few agonizing seconds before his arms finally wrapped around , a weak, defeated response.

"Just cry if you want to," he murmured against my hair. "I’m trying hard to be that man you need in your life, Zayn, but I can’t..."

Before he could finish, I pulled back slightly. The panic that had been building since last night burst out of . "I need to talk to you about era," I said, my voice shaking. My whole body trembled. "I need to explain why I allowed her to stay in my house. I need you to understand why I couldn’t force her to leave..."

Evric hushed gently, cupping my face in both hands. He kissed in an attempt to steady my spiraling panic. What began as a soft brush of his lips quickly deepened, turning into sothing desperate, a wordless plea for reassurance neither of us could voice.

We were deep in the kiss, the world spinning away, when era’s voice, shrill and close, rang out from behind the parked cars.

"Leave him alone, you gay man!"

Evric broke the kiss instantly. He didn’t even turn around. He looked straight into my eyes, his decision clear and final.

"I have to go," he said softly. "Tomorrow morning I’m leaving for a business trip. I won’t be back until Saturday."

He kissed one last ti, a hard, quick press of lips that tasted like goodbye. "Stay calm and take care of yourself till then." He pulled his hands away, his eyes holding mine. "The choice is yours to make."

He vaulted into the back seat of his car, giving his driver a sharp nod. The engine roared to life, and they sped off before era could close the distance.

era finally walked closer to , ready to unleash another round of shouting. I turned to face her, the look on my face, a raw blend of exhaustion, fury, and absolute resolve, was enough to silence her. She clearly understood that, she finally realized she had crossed the line.

She lowered her voice instantly, shifting tactics from fury to victimhood. "Oh, Zayn, I’m so sorry. I didn’t an to do that. It’s because of our son." Her eyes glistened with sudden, manipulative tears. "I just don’t want him to grow up to see his father in love with another man."

Before I could react, she moved, wrapping her arms around , holding tight in a hug I didn’t return. "Please, think about your son, Zayn," she pleaded into my shoulder. "This kind of lifestyle will affect his life, his stability. What if he had been here? What if he saw his father couldn’t even defend his mother from a strange woman because of a man?"

I pulled my head back just enough to look at her, my voice heavy with betrayal. "You started it, era. Why would you even think of pouring a drink on him? Since when did you beco this rude and disrespectful?"

She pulled back, her desperate facade starting to crumble under the weight of my stare. "Zayn... I carried your baby for nine months on my own! Do you know how much it hurt? How lonely I felt without you?" Her hands gripped my arms tightly. "If none of the past had happened, it would’ve been just us—, you, and our child. Can you... can you just forget about Evric for a mont and think about , and our son? Please, Zayn."

I ran a frustrated hand through my hair. Her hug was stifling, her logic sickeningly manipulative, but the ntion of my supposed son tied my stomach in knots. I had to end this.

I gently pushed her away, finally detaching myself from her grasp. I t her gaze, making sure she saw the resolve behind the pain.

"I can’t break up with Evric, era," I stated, the words clear despite the tremor in my chest. "I love him so much."

Her face went from tearful pleading to cold, incandescent rage in a second. Her voice was harsh, devoid of all softness.

"Then you have to choose, Zayn. Choose between your son and him. You have to make a choice."

"Stop, era..."

She held up her hand, stopping before I could speak.

"I’m being honest, Zayn. Whatever choice you make right now, I will accept it, and I will stop coming to you. If you choose Evric, then I’ll erase you from our son’s life completely. You’ve never been there for him since the day he was born, so I’ll make sure he grows up without ever knowing you existed. And you can go on and enjoy your life with your gay partner."

"era, stop!" I shouted, the word torn from my lungs.

She dismissed with a sharp glance. "You have three days to decide, Zayn. After that, it’s over. If you want a DNA test, fine—I’m ready. But the choice is yours."

Then she turned and walked away, leaving alone in the parking lot.

I watched her retreating figure, the cold reality of her words sinking in. Three days. I started calculating the days in my head, counting forward from tonight. Tonight, tomorrow, and then...

The third day was Saturday. The sa Saturday. Evric’s midnight deadline. My mind went blank.

A raw, gutted scream tore out of , echoing through the parking lot. "No! Why can’t I just live my life in peace?! Why can’t I have happiness, even for a mont?!"

My voice cracked, collapsing under the weight of everything I was carrying.

"I can’t choose! I can’t! They’re both important to !"

I collapsed against the cold, sticky brick wall, shaking uncontrollably. Evric had given the choice of commitnt or separation, and era had just given the choice of fatherhood or freedom. Both demanded my final answer at the exact sa hour. I was trapped between the love of my life and the child I never knew I had. My world had narrowed to one impossible, looming deadline.

"The choice is mine alone."