"When are we not hungry for each other?" Johnson asked making Samantha smile.
"True..." Samantha answered making Johnson chuckle.
"Co, let's have our lunch... Then we can talk with each other?" Johnson asked and Samantha nodded her head with a smile as they both walked towards the blanket and sat down.
Samantha was about to serve them in two plates when Johnson stopped her making her raise her eyebrows at him.
"What happened? Aren't you hungry?" Samantha asked.
"I am... But..." Johnson said as he serves on 1 plate and moved closer to her.
"This will be enough for us... Let feed you!" Johnson said making Samantha smile and she nodded her head in yes.
"Yes..." Samantha replied as she opens he mouth and Johnson feeds her and they both had their lunch as they look at the beautiful view.
"I really miss this place..." Samantha said and Johnson smiled.
"e too..." Johnson replied as they both smiled at each other as Johnson took her closer to his chest making her back touch his chest and she leaned her head against his hard chest.
"Samantha..." Johnson called and Samantha looked up at him.
"Do you rember our first date here?" Johnson asked making Samantha smile brightly.
"Do you really think I can ever forget our first date, Johnson?" Samantha asked and Johnson shook his head in no.
"No... I am just asking you." Johnson answered and Samantha took his hand and kissed his knuckles with a smile as she looked into his eyes.
"I can never forget our first date here, Johnson... Until my last breath, I can never..." Samantha replied with a smile and then looked at the view.
"That was the day that j revealed to you about my past too..." Samantha said and Johnson looked at her taking a deep breath.
"That was the day, that I made sure that you need to know the truth about ... Because I don't want to hide anything from you... But until then, I was not at all sure that you will be my husband one day!" Samantha said with a bright smile.
"That day, you have accepted as I am... But I was not at all sure that you would accept as I am... I was so ready to listen from your mouth that, get lost from my life." Samantha said as she grabbed his hand tightly and Johnson hugged her more tighter in his arms.
"I was scared... That you might stop loving ... I was so scared that you will tell everything to my parents... And cancel this wedding... But... Things happened that I really didn't expect as..." Samantha said as she took a deep breath.
"But... I wished that I shouldn't lose your love... But I felt as if I am asking a lot from my life... When I really don't deserve you because you were a person who is just so aweso... You really deserve a better girl than ..." Samantha said as she looked up at him.
"Samantha..." Samantha cut off Johnson in mid-sentence.
"But I don't want to let you go." Samantha said making Johnson smile.
"I really don't want to..." Samantha said with her teary eyes.
"Even I know that you deserve better than who can give all the love in this world that you deserve but not a girl who jas buried herself in her past and doesn't want to move on from her life which she thought that her life would never give her happiness to her neither the guy who marries ..." Samantha said as a tear falls down from her eyes and Johnson just kept looking at how Samantha is opening about her thoughts when they were dating...
Because she has never said anything about any of these things to him. She had said to him how she felt in his arms as safe and secure...
But he didn't know that she was going through all these thoughts about him before they both married as was just dating...
He took a deep breath knowing that her past is the only thing that has made her bury herself in her without showing anyone how she feels and was suffering a lot in herself emotionally and ntally...
"Yes, I have suffered a lot by myself but I don't want to do the sa with you... Who has co front to marry ... I thought you would leave after knowing my past but... You didn't... But I was scared that you will get sick of one day and thought that you might think that I am not perfect for you... I was so scared...
And suffered myself and cried myself to sleep thinking that there will surely be one day, that you will say that... Every night was really hard for ... I lived in scared knowing about only this even when I was sure that you love with your whole heart and would never think to leave ..." Samantha said as she grabbed his hand more tightly.
"But maybe... That God has sent you for . The patience guy who doesn't care about my past and loved as I am. And told that whatever happened in my past, is not my fault... While I thought for whole 6 years that whatever happened with was... Only my fault!" Samantha said with a smile as tears fall down from her eyes.
"I believed in stories that, every girl will have her prince charming and he will co finding her one day..." Samantha said as she just kept staring at Johnson's eyes with tears.
"But... I never thought that there will also be a guy who will make that princess's life a living hell before the prince charming arrives in her life..." Samantha said as tears poured down from her eyes.
"If she had thought that, then she might be more strong enough to fight with her life..." Samantha said as she copper Johnson's face.
"Even though, it was a little late... That Princess life again blood with love as her Prince Charming arrives... And loved her with his whole heart that she can never expect as!" Samantha said as she smiled brightly looking into Johnson's eyes.
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