Yan Yu finished shouting, and Ben Shaming was taken aback.
The sa confusion, hadn’t he also felt it?
But to ask himself honestly, he couldn’t be as candid as Yan Jian to say it aloud.
Perhaps it’s due to his personality, or perhaps it’s the habit of his profession as an assassin, making him accustod to hiding and not speaking out.
Yet, because she was so straightforward in saying it, the original subtleties vanished in an instant, leaving only the direct openness.
He frowned, inexplicably feeling resented.
– He didn’t know since when he preferred the subtle wordlessness with her; he didn’t like things being laid so bare!
So things, once they are courageously exposed, an they will no longer be in that subtle state.
In her heart, maybe it’s exactly like this, right? She didn’t feel the subtlety, so she had the courage to open up—perhaps the subtlety belonged only to him.
The more he thought, the more exhausted he felt. He withdrew his expectations and coldly stepped forward to push her hand away.
"Is it? That’s great. I hope your confusion ends as soon as possible. You can’t imagine how annoying you are."
Yan Yu bit her lip and dropped her arm despondently.
He said she was annoying, how could she not know?
Originally, since they t, not a single kind word had he used for her, hadn’t he?
She rely turned back futilely and stared at his silhouette: "Actually, everything could have been simpler. I’m thinking very straightforwardly, I just hope you can return to Yan Jian’s studio. You and Yan Jian have a misunderstanding, but neither of you is a bad person; you both are just too proud—so I think if you have more opportunities to spend ti and communicate, you can understand each other better, and the misunderstandings won’t deepen."
"Ben Shaming, if you had responded positively earlier, and if you had been slightly more patient when you went back last ti, I might have already succeeded and withdrawn, leaving you. And that confusing kiss wouldn’t have happened."
"Even if you’re leaving now, the problem remains and hasn’t been solved at all. I’ll still persist in trying to persuade you for my sister’s sake... So if you’re truly tired of my interference, could you please promptly agree with and return to my sister’s studio? As long as you agree, I guarantee I’ll vanish from your presence in the future. Regarding the promised monthly salary, I’ll directly deposit it into your account without needing to et you."
Ben Shaming stood at the door, unexpectedly listening patiently.
After listening, he rely gave a chilly smile: "You know I’m not a bad person? What a joke, how do you know I’m not?"
Yan Yu sighed herself. Indeed, why say such profound words in a shallow relationship?
She chuckled awkwardly: "Alright, I’ll take it back. Just, please consider carefully again. I hope you can give a definite answer, so we can completely sever the chance of eting again."
He laughed: "In a hurry to go back and fall in love. I can see it."
Yan Yu took a deep breath: "Please fulfill it."
Ben Shaming nodded, then nodded again: "Is it that if I agree to you, you’ll ensure you’ll never appear in front of again?"
Yan Yu thought for a mont, nodded seriously: "I promise."
Ben Shaming laughed, genuinely and wholeheartedly, as if his wish had co true: "Great. To get you out of my sight, truly, I’m willing to agree to any condition."
He paused for a mont and then quietly turned around, silently staring at Yan Yu with his pure black eyes.
Finally, he said slowly: "Alright, I promise you. I’ll return tomorrow."
Yan Yu smiled, forcefully. She thought she had also fulfilled her wish, so she put her heart into smiling.
She said: "Thank you."
He turned his head only slightly to glance back: "Nothing more to say, is it?"
Yan Yu knew he had always been impatient, always annoyed.
So she took a deep breath, nodded earnestly and smiled: "Thank you for your ti. I’ve said everything, not seeing again."
Ben Shaming similarly took a deep breath.
She didn’t say "goodbye," she said "not seeing."
He laughed, loudly.
Wonderful, asking for benevolence and being granted it.
.
Finally resolved, seemingly fulfilling her long-held wish, Yan Yu felt she should be happy.
Yet, on her way back, she chose to walk silently to the shop.
In her heart was an inexplicable lancholy.
Arriving outside the shop, she habitually looked inside through the window.
The shop was built by her own hands, so whenever she looked inside from outside, she felt satisfied.
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